It's a diary

Chapter 31.

Sitting on a rotten stool at the door of the classroom, watching the afterglow in the west.

It seems that I haven't seen the sunset for a long time. I can only see the afterglow that slowly changes from shallow to deep.I forgot about it a long time ago, but it has been like this these past few days.

I used to read books more often in my dormitory, and would only go out when it was almost dark.

I remember one day, I was reading a wonderful part and it was time to go out.I was really fascinated by that book. After thinking about it for a while, I decided to bring the book with me to the classroom.

What’s even more noteworthy is that the sunset that day was absolutely stunning.It shines on the corridor of the classroom and is reflected on the glass of the classroom. There is a buzz of people around.

For a moment, I thought I was back in school in Beiyu.When I returned to school, it was the same scene and picture when school was over.

The same crowd of people, the same wonderful scenery, the same being alone.

I didn't feel lonely at first, and I don't feel uncomfortable now.

This is something that must be done. Now I am studying, and later I will work.

Who in this world is not a hard-working wage earner?
Coincidentally, the book I was holding that day was called "The Setting Sun".

I was very surprised by this and enjoyed it for a long time.

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Today, the wind in Qingzhou is so strong that a blue warning is issued.

I saw the weather forecast and found out that there was another typhoon.

But I think only Beiyu will be affected, Qingzhou will be fine.

Because it has been like this for many years.

It's windy, really, it's pretty good.

As long as it's not cold wind, I like it.

Outside the school, someone set off fireworks in the southeast corner.The sound echoed through the sky, and I was fascinated by it. Suddenly, I longed for the world outside the school even more.

Speaking of my least favorite Monday class, it actually makes sense.

In the morning, I was dizzy due to base numbers, and in the afternoon I was jumping up and down in physical education class.I was so convinced that I didn’t want to move at all.

I'm not targeting the teacher, I'm not targeting the course, I just don't want to move.I admit I'm a slacker.

When it comes to long jump, our class itself is dominated by boys, and they can jump anywhere from two to three meters.

When it was my turn, I didn't dare to jump.

My center of gravity is not stable at all and I will fall.I can't do it, I don't dare to do it.

They say give it a try, but I know very well where my limits are.

I can try, but I can't stand the thought of losing miserably in front of everyone.

The fireworks in the distance bloomed all night long.

Suddenly I really want to pretend to be with Hippo.Jiajia is a very bright girl, cheerful, lively, bold and enthusiastic... I don't want to do anything. Now, it seems I just want to enjoy life.But no, because there is no money.

The reason why people become wage earners is for money.

I have always wanted to be a salty fish, and I have always dreamed of winning the first prize in the lottery.Although I never buy lottery tickets.

I still can't integrate into the new dormitory.

It doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter if you don’t blend in. Everyone is an independent individual with their own unique shining points, so there is no need to accommodate or accommodate.

I really hate getting along with people.

I really want to retreat to my small room of more than 20 square meters, hide in it, and never come out for the rest of my life.

Monday, Monday, the Mondays I hate are coming to an end.

Tuesday will come as soon as I close my eyes and open them. I begin to look forward to Wednesday, long for the peace of Thursday, and look forward to the arrival of Friday.

Guess, you think, can I take [-] steps this Saturday?

Last Saturday I walked 2.3 steps.

I don't know where to go anymore.I don’t have any particular preference for food. Most of the time, I have a very extreme opinion that people eat to live.

But this thought often leads me into another spiral: Will I die if I don’t eat? …

Once you have this idea, you can't stop it!
More questions follow: Is there a difference between life and death?Isn’t it bad to die?…

Waiting for a series of extreme and stupid questions.

This is not good.

I want to see more ancient buildings, but it seems that I need 72 hours of nucleic acid.Where can I go out in school?So it doesn’t work.

I want to see the night view of Qingjiang, but if I want to see the night view, I may have to take a taxi back to school.

You all know, students are very poor.

At least I am.

I wanted to drink so much that I got drunk. (Don’t do this, but you can pretend to be drunk) But I’m afraid that I won’t be allowed back to school because of the smell of alcohol on my body.I'm afraid that if I do this, my head teacher will be criticized.

Very annoying lately.

Last night, I went to bed without taking any medicine.I didn't sleep well, but at least I was asleep.But I kept dreaming and was frightened to wake up again and again.

I really really hope that no one else has any sleepless nights.This is really unbearable.

I really want to hibernate!
I want to be a bear so I can hibernate.

It seems better to be a cat, you can be lazy anytime and anywhere.

(End of this chapter)