It's a diary

Chapter 42 b3
At the end of the day, I can't say it was too bad, it was pretty much the same as usual.I just eat a little slower and my appetite is not that good.

The exam lasted almost the entire day, and it wasn't very difficult.

Just now, there was an activity in the class.I went anyway, tsk, I couldn’t find any reason to take leave, and the process was too cumbersome.

I was in a corner fishing in a daze, not looking at my phone, and not participating much.Just sleepy.Can't sleep and dare not sleep.

Our teachers are pretty good, really good.Better than most teachers I've had before.

I remember when I was in elementary school, the math teacher was not easy to mess with. I felt very fierce and fierce.She had many classes at that time, and because I was afraid of her and not adapted to her teaching methods, my grades were always above average.

Later, I went to a middle school and most of the teachers were good.It's just that there are some things that I don't want to say and can't say.

I met a great teacher and she wanted me to go out, starting two years ago.But I couldn't do it, but now I can do it.

I remember at that time, I told her that I planned to leave Beiyu and go to Qingzhou to study.Her expression was one of surprise and joy.

The day before, they took graduation photos and I snuck away.I took a photo of the light slanting into the promenade upstairs, and then took a photo of the court.

I think that's my graduation photo.

I would rather have a graduation photo with my classmates from the previous class, that is, before I dropped out of school, but that's not possible.

Even, even, I have begun to forget them.

No, to be precise, I remember the people I know very deeply, and the people I don’t know, I can’t even name them, I can only remember this person.

In the end, I refused to take a photo with her.

I don’t want our relationship to be like this. I don’t want this relationship to just be sealed in the dust with the photos.

It is necessary to meet.

That school is not good, and some people in that school are not good, it does not mean that she is not good.

She told me that she studied in Qingzhou.

Because of this, I have a little more yearning for Qingzhou
To this day, I still think of her often, but I don't feel much regret. Most of the time, I just miss her.

Before I graduated, I wrote letters to many teachers.I never thought it would end like this.Perhaps because of the mailing of these letters, I rarely feel the pain of that separation again.

At that time, I thought my future was bright, so I was stubborn and refused to look back.

Now it seems that my future is not so bright.Maybe it was because I subconsciously beautified it at the beginning.I hate groups, but humans are social animals.

I hurt, I was tired, but there was nothing I could do.

Everyone is so tired.I have always been so comforting to myself.

I want to treat these messy things passively, but I am also afraid that someone will accuse me, "You are happy enough. Aren't I tired? Aren't others tired? I don't know how blessed I am when I am in the midst of blessings."

If you just want to give up because you are tired, then when you hear these words, you will feel that nothing is necessary.

Because people not only get tired, but also get tired.

It's better to live a peaceful life, live peacefully, and then wait for what must happen to happen.

We have to take the graduation photos for our graduation certificates tomorrow, and I don’t understand why it’s so early.It's strange, I really hate taking pictures, it's so ugly.

I don’t know if it looks ugly in the photo, or if it’s just me.

In the final analysis, it is still the second type.

The school uniforms also arrived today. It has been delayed for two months and is absolutely amazing.I almost bought a jacket, but luckily I didn't place the order.

After a very funny boy in the class heard that the school uniform had arrived, he liked the class teacher in the group and said: "The class teacher has already been deducted [-] points in my heart."

The head teacher raised two question marks in confusion.

He replied: "You said before the National Day that you would issue school uniforms."

Thursday, then Friday.

The week seems to be over again.

If nothing else happens, I only need to spend another four weekends in Qingzhou before I can go back to Beiyu.

This is good, I want to go back, I really want to go back.

I need to go see a doctor again and get some sea air.Although Qingzhou is also close to the sea, it is so far away from the sea that I am not sure whether the sea breeze blows during the day.

At night, it’s the land breeze and the mountain breeze!
How to say that sentence: Baihai Valley, Yelu Mountain.

I don’t know what the next four weeks will be like, but I still say the same thing: I hope there will be less rain and warmth, and it will be a warm winter.
(End of this chapter)