It's a diary

Chapter 55d2
I was called to attend a lecture at __________, and the person above said: "When you feel depressed, you can go to these places and you will understand some truths from them."

On the big screen were these words:

①Funeral parlor
②Prison

③Hospital

Me: [Death Smiley]
Can't understand.

It's really boring. It's better to read in the classroom.

We originally had this day of evening self-study in the week as self-study (one day for class meetings, one day for calligraphy practice, and two days for oral expression), but we were dragged over to listen to this.

It’s all that, I’ve long been tired of hearing it.It’s important to educate us about safety precautions, but we shouldn’t just be arrested.Why not hold a lecture for boys and educate and tell them not to commit crimes and to respect others.

I think of several political topics: "Our country respects and protects human rights." "Respect means respect and attention."...

I thought I had accomplished this, so now the disgust in other people's eyes could no longer hurt me.

What these teachers said is right, respect is the minimum that should be had.

This can say a lot, no matter from which perspective.But I don't want to make an argument about this, maybe because I don't think it's necessary, or maybe because I'm lazy.

Winter in Qingzhou should arrive at the end of this month, along with the school sports meeting.

I looked at the weather forecast. The temperature is about the same every day, 16.Then, at the end of the month, it will suddenly drop to [-].

It's the kind of weather where it's 28℃ one day and 16℃ the next day...what kind of sand dollar weather.

This morning, we didn't go out because it rained.

The weather was just gloomy at first, and then it started drizzling after we got to the stadium.There were only a few people there at that time, and when they saw the rain, everyone left in unison.

me too.

Then when I was almost walking to the stadium, I found that it was not raining anymore, so I had to go back to the stadium.

It finally rained, and I got soaked all the way. Fortunately, the rain was light.Otherwise, I don't know what will happen.

Because I got caught in the rain, I wanted to wash my hair today, but I had to attend a lecture, so I couldn't leave my hair loose, and it didn't work.

I've been feeling sleepy all day, but I actually went to bed very early last night and slept at noon.Maybe it's because he didn't sleep well.

Had a dream last night.

In the dream, I was doing something very bold, and I was just a little bit close to succeeding.Then my grandpa's face suddenly appeared. He stood upright, just like I remembered when I was a child, and smiled so hard that his eyes were bent.

I heard him call my name, his voice full of joy.The next sentence was very serious: "It can't be like this."

There is no after.I woke up after dreaming here.It was...after four o'clock.

I have always listened to what he said.

He talks to me and listens to me.I said I had a terrible headache and didn't want to go to school, and he said, "It's okay. If you feel uncomfortable, just ask for leave and rest. If you feel homesick, come back and see me. If there's nothing else, I'll definitely have enough food."

He was the first to propose the suspension of study.I thought I wouldn't get to that point, but in the end...

In the first half of the year, I almost stayed behind closed doors and never returned home.He didn't say anything and never tried to persuade me. He just said, "You are still young."

It was him who said that Qingzhou's computer science major was good, and that gave me the second courage to travel far away.The first part is my dissatisfaction and desire; the second part is the good expectations he has placed on me; the third part is the affirmation and blessing of my mentor...

And ah!
A Lin said: "Asi is so good, he shouldn't just stay in Beiyu."

……

I have to admire the charm of words and language.

After I returned to school, I once stared at my own image in the shop glass in front of the school. A former classmate, who was still a boy, said to me: "It's been a long time since I last saw you. It's great that you are back. I still don't understand what you were doing in the past." ...I'm sorry. But, let's be good in the future, okay."

In fact, I didn't even know his name at that time.Let alone now.But I can still remember his appearance. My memory is very good. If I were on the road, I would definitely recognize him at first sight.

……

I am quite unlucky, but I seem to have met a lot of good people! In this case, there is nothing to complain about.

come here.I've said it many times, the school is really good.

I haven't changed much from when I was in Beiyu. My mentality is the same, but I seem to have a glimpse of my life in the future.

I don’t know whether it’s because it’s not completely cold yet, or whether it’s because the surroundings are bustling, but I always feel that the days now are dull and stable, and everything is just right.

I hope that these two years will pass in an ordinary way.

When I woke up in the afternoon, I felt groggy, as if my head had been filled with lead water.

I walked to the classroom. It was not a long walk and took me more than ten minutes.

My head hurt all afternoon.It hurts so much that I don't want to open my eyes, it hurts so much that I want to shed tears...

So tell me.The pain when I had a broken bone and could only lie in bed was not a third of what it was when I had a headache.

It's always been like this, don't ask me to go to the hospital, I can do it.Three years have passed since then.

Doctors can only prescribe countless sedative and sleeping drugs, and I don't want that.The medicine is very bitter, has serious side effects, and is addictive. I don’t want to become like a fool.

Let’s wait until I really can’t do it.

This was always the case when I was in Beiyu, so I always took time off to do my favorite things or rest.

After coming to Qingzhou, the same thing happened again, but the number of attacks was less.Maybe it's because I'm always in a daze there without thinking about anything, just sleeping and walking around.

It's good to be busy.

I have a headache and want to go out to get some air.

I am upset and want to drink a glass of fruit wine.

Sad, thinking it will rain.

I feel depressed and want the moon to come out.

I have no money and want to win the Mark Six lottery.

(End of this chapter)