It's a diary

Chapter 70 e6
A few days have passed like this, and it has been December for several days, and it has been cold for several days.

Winter has come, but winter here is very short, usually only lasting for a month. After this month, we can barely call it early spring.

I was born and raised in Beiyu.What I know is that Beiyu is like this, but now in Qingzhou, I don’t know what the situation will be like.I heard it’s snowing in many places. Is it fun to snow?Maybe, you can build a snowman after all.

When I was studying in the past, the book said that spring blooms, summer is hot, autumn leaves fall, and winter snows.

But the trees here don't lose their leaves in autumn. They are green all year round.If leaves fall, most of them happen in winter.My former geography teacher said that this is because spring is coming and we need to make room for new leaves, so the leaves fall.

Beiyu, a city where I have lived for many years, never snows.

The last time it snowed seemed to be in [-].

According to my grandma, it wasn’t really snow, but when we got up, many things were covered with frost.That's all.

Therefore, when I was young, I stubbornly believed that there was no autumn or winter in the city I lived in.

I should say thank you seriously, but I don’t know how to be serious, let alone whom to thank.

I seem to have written more than 80 chapters, which translates into two months of writing, occasionally fishing.

It has been three months since I came to Qingzhou and lived alone. This is the beginning of my father's fourth month.The countdown to leaving has also begun.

I was writing a reply to a friend in the afternoon, and suddenly it occurred to me that it had been a few months since I came here, and I felt incredible.Last year now, I was still thinking a lot about whether I should leave.

It's more about fear and dependence.Afraid of leaving, afraid of being unable to leave.Rely on this city and the people in this city.

I am a very ordinary and ordinary person. I don’t want to argue with others, and I don’t have the energy to do so.Later, even if others said something that I didn't want to hear at all, I didn't bother to argue too much.It's nothing wrong, I just don't have the strength.

They said I was sick as long as I was sick.If you say I'm not sick, I'm not sick.If you think I am a good person, then I am a good person.If you think I'm a heinous person, you're just an asshole. … Anyway, I don’t even understand what kind of person I am, so what’s there to argue with?

In school, it's really not good.I have less free time and can reach more people.I don’t want to come into contact with them, and among them, almost [-] to [-] percent are weird.There are very few characters who seem normal to me.

Right now, I'm craving a cone.

It might be a little weird, but I like it.Winter is probably more suitable for eating cones, because the weather is cold and the cones melt slowly. It won't be like summer, where the cones melt before you even start eating them, and then flow onto your hands, making them sticky and greasy.

In winter, you can squat on the side of the road, watch the cars and people going by, the brightly lit world, just be in a daze, and eat ice cream.Listening to the noisy chatter, the sound of moving vehicles, oh, and the sound of the wind.What you want to say next is: Cao, why is it so cold? It’s so...noisy.

I don’t want to think about anything, but I have to think about everything.I am not the best, nor am I the worst, so I am not the best if I try hard, nor am I the worst.Then just follow your heart, do whatever you want, accept yourself as you are, admit your shortcomings, and then live in a muddle.

I've been here for so long, and I always feel sleepy, and I always say I'm sleeping.But no matter how I think about it, all I remember is how I woke up from my sleep again and again.

I can not sleep.Before, I couldn't sleep well and didn't get enough sleep.Now, tsk.

It may be fate.

(End of this chapter)