It's a diary

Chapter 75 f4
Open your eyes and close them, sleep for a day, and the day will pass.

I always feel that the days go by very slowly, but slowly, I don’t know when it started, time is like gravel. The harder I reach out to grab it, the faster it passes through my fingers.

In a trance, in an instant, I have arrived at Qingzhou today.

Yesterday, I was walking on the road with the cold wind blowing. My head, which had been looking down at my shoes, suddenly lifted up and looked at the unknown creeping plant, and then at the crimson albizia flowers that had been trimmed into balls, and then stopped.I gently touched the silver bracelet on my hand with my fingertips, and pinched myself lightly. ——It’s not false, I have grown up and have left Beiyu.

I like the crisp and simple sounds very much, such as the chirping of birds, the sound of crickets at night, the rustling of leaves in the wind... Listening to the wind blowing, I suddenly want to buy another silver bracelet and wear it. With the same hand, this movement can produce the crisp jingle sound I like.

The somewhat boring yet interesting school sports meeting is over, which means that my days of fishing are also coming to an end.Next, I have to return to the three-point-one-line life of my own computer room-canteen-dormitory.

The only good thing is that we can leave in nineteen days.

Yesterday afternoon, two meetings were held.After the first one was finished, we were told to rest where we were for 10 minutes and then start the second one 10 minutes later, but it was okay.

After that meeting, it was already time for school to end. We were really stuck and didn't give us any chance to be lazy.

Similar to the flag-raising every week, class starts at [-]:[-], and the leadership summary on the stage can just be finished at about [-]:[-], without exception.

There was not enough time to sleep at noon yesterday, so I ran back to sleep as soon as I was taken away. Everything was fake, and nothing was more comfortable than lying down.

I rarely go out to eat on Fridays. In the past it was because I always wanted to run out, and later it was because I was lazy.I always go to eat late, and it was the same last night. Because I went late, I ate rice again.

After telling my sister about it, my mother came over today and told me to eat three meals on time.

I just wanted something light.Yesterday, and today too, I have no appetite.

Speaking of which, my classmate packed wontons for me outside today!
She comes to deliver books.Alas, because of some things, she had to take leave again.I also want to take a leave of absence. (Want to sleep out more)

If someone hadn't mentioned it today, I would have forgotten that it was already the 15th and [-]nd.I can still vaguely remember that on the first day of December, I cheered, "I can book a ticket back to Beiyu on the [-]th." It seemed that only a few days had passed, and I didn't seem to have done much. The day was almost here.

The exam takes two weeks to review. Two weeks is neither long nor short.Just like life, it seems like nothing is too late, and it seems like nothing is too late.

Our teacher said tonight, "I hope you can all think carefully about what you are doing here and the meaning of coming here..."

I actually said a lot more later.But I didn’t really like hearing what happened after that, so I stopped talking.

Try your best to learn, do what a person should do, and work harder to become yourself... It took me several years to accumulate courage, and I came here with all my might.

I had no way to turn back, and no one was following me. Every step I took was on thin ice, so I could only be cautious and cautious.

But I'm here and it's good.

Time went by very quickly, and the first half year passed by just like that.It turns out that the two years that the teacher said are actually very fast and are not false.

When I think back to my last two years, it seems like it was just yesterday.It seems like just one night has passed, it seems like the sun has just set once, it seems like just once the camellias have bloomed... Today is the day.

It's getting warmer here, it's over 20 degrees, so I can start wearing short sleeves again.Short sleeves, kit jacket.

If this is the winter this year, I hope every winter in the future will be like this.

In fact, I can’t remember the last time it was such a warm winter.

(End of this chapter)