It's a diary

Chapter 81.
After all, I am actually not sure whether I am positive or not, and I did not take a nucleic acid test after all.

But the fever almost reached [-] degrees that day, probably close to ten degrees.

I didn't see any symptoms, and I didn't feel any discomfort.This is nothing compared to the pain I've suffered before.

On the day I had a high fever, I curled up in a ball and lay in bed all day. In the afternoon, I went out to the back of the community to buy pickled vegetables.It was just that I couldn't exert any energy that day, but it got better after that.

Then there was constant coughing and nasal congestion.

If I had a cough, I still cough now.It’s not that serious anymore. I was forced to drink the potion a few times and it helped a little, but not much, so I started stewing Chinese medicine today.

very bitter.

The New Year has passed in no time.A friend went to the beach to watch the fireworks all night, and spent 22 years alone amidst the crowds and the sound of the waves.

More people spend this year in their sleep.

I like holidays, but not festivals, ever.

After staying in Beiyu for eight years, I watched the rose-purple bougainvillea bloom again and again in the green belt, and watched the rose-purple bougainvillea in the green belt turn into a newly cultivated and hybridized light pink bougainvillea.

The most prosperous business district in the past is now bankrupt.Not now, it went bankrupt two years ago.

Familiar roads are demolished and rebuilt, new floors are getting higher and higher, the sun rises in the east and sets in the west, and the four seasons change...

No matter how much you say, it's useless.

Every road is so familiar, and every beach has endless stories that I can tell. I walk very slowly, but time passes quickly. I don’t lose anything, I just don’t catch something that doesn’t belong in the first place. That's all.
After returning to Beiyu, I went out, but not many times.

At the beginning, the car broke down and I really couldn’t walk too far.After that, the car was pushed to be repaired by others, and I got a fever.

But the essence is still because of laziness.

There is no one I want to see, nothing I want to do, I hate communication, I hate crowds...

The day after I came back, I took a drive. My real intention was to go out for a walk.

When I first came to Beiyu, I studied there.There are many Albizia julibrissin trees planted nearby, and the flowers they bloom are bright red, which are very beautiful.

There are many flowers in bloom and it is not difficult to pick them, but I have never picked them. Why, I don’t know now.Maybe it was because I didn't like it enough at first, maybe because I was a moral child at first.

I won't pick it now.Because of laziness.

I wanted to go out to buy pancakes and fruit that day, but in the end I didn't.The car is out of battery. We have traveled such a long distance, so we can only push the car home. I am so weak that I can’t push it at all.

In Quanbei Island, I have only found that delicious pancake shop.

When I came back at that time, I would show off my fruits and sleep every day.It’s almost the same now, after all, fruit is only one or two yuan per pound.

After I came back, I looked for candied haws on a stick but couldn’t find any, maybe because I wasn’t destined to it.

Later, I bought more than a pound of hawthorns, half of which I ate as snacks, and the remaining half of which was fried into sugar snowballs.

Not to mention, it’s still a physically demanding job.You have to stir fry constantly. After frying, your hand holding the spatula will be very sore.

There's no next time, it's such a waste of an arm.

I also baked cookies.But I forgot to put the dough in the refrigerator, which was a mistake. I was still wondering why the dough was so sticky today.After putting the cookies in the oven, I didn’t remember the step of refrigerating them.

I slept for a few days after that.

The curtains covered the windows tightly and the door was always closed. I hid under the quilt and slept on the edge of the bed.

The sun is shining brightly outside, but if I don't open the curtains to look, it's just pitch black.

Beiyu is really warm this year, and I like this weather very much.I want to go to the beach and worship at the temple halfway up the mountain, but I don’t want to go. I don’t believe in those things and I’m not sincere enough, so it’s useless to go there.

I didn't wake up until almost two o'clock today. It was almost the same as before, only one o'clock in the morning.

When I came back from school, my worries about school were gone and I had all kinds of other worries.

I don't take the initiative to think about anything, I just waste my life day after day.Watching documentaries one after another, reading books one after another... There are half-written copy papers on the table, painting tools scattered on the bay window, and a few pedestrians walking downstairs outside the window from time to time.

I remembered the apple I drew in art class in [-]. It was such a good line drawing, but after coloring it looked like a poisonous apple.I remembered that I drew a group of silly stick figures during my break from school.I remembered the cherries I painted later. That painting took me a short time, but I could rarely concentrate on it.

I colored the cherries with purple watercolor paint.Light purple, light purple like wisteria.

No reason.I think it should be that color.

I slept until noon, then slept again in the afternoon, and woke up to prepare dinner.

Because I like to drink soup, especially now that I am leisurely, my family always asks me to make soup.

I would bring a stool from the dining room in to watch the fire, add some soup or water from time to time, or peel an orange or apple to eat.

I don't need to wait until the soup is ready. When I think it's almost ready, I wash and cook the rice and start cooking.

The food at home is always better than eating out, because only you know best what you like.

Our family all eats light food, especially me. I am the kind of person who can eat food without adding salt.So I really don’t like school food that much, I just want to survive.

Half the semester has passed, and we have ushered in the New Year, and we will soon usher in the Chinese New Year.I have been in Qingzhou for half a year.

I don’t even know half of the classmates in the class, and this first semester has passed by just like that.

In half a year, my senior will graduate, and by then, I will become a senior.

It's so bad that the junior school girl didn't even think she understood, so she became the senior school girl.

It takes two years to study information technology and two years to study physical education.Oops, why is it so troublesome?

So while you can do it badly, you should do it well.

The hard days are still here.

I couldn't sleep until after three o'clock last night. The low and slow sound of the cello reached my ears through the headphones. I rested my head on the stuffed bear and looked at the dim light shining into the wall from the window.

Even with my headphones plugged in, I could still hear the sound of fireworks exploding, and for a moment I even thought about what to write on my epitaph.

I closed the curtains, everything was dark, and I fell asleep again.It doesn't matter whether you really fell asleep or not. What matters is that this is a new year and a new day.

(End of this chapter)