life and death deed

Chapter 122 I'm Carrying You

I stood in front of Zhang Qiancheng in despair, and I finally remembered what I had forgotten to do.

I promised to go and see her...

But what time is it now?
The day lily is cold.

"Chen Nian, I'm warning you, if you really want Mingming, stay away from her!" Zhang Qiancheng pointed at me and yelled.

How can I care about Zhang Qiancheng now?

He was cursing and saying something, but I didn't hear anything clearly.

I turned around and walked outside step by step. I didn't go back to school, and I didn't know where I was going.

I didn’t know how far I had walked, but I took out my phone and found that it was almost ten o’clock.

What I thought could be done in an hour ended up taking too long in the theater.

The appointment time I made with Jin Jiuer was at six o'clock, and four hours had already passed...

But I soon discovered something strange. No one sent me WeChat messages. The most important thing was that Lan Jie didn’t send WeChat messages to scold me.

If Lan Jie knew that I let Jin Jiuer go, she would definitely scold me with her temper.

In this case, does it mean that Jin Jiuer has not returned to school or dormitory yet?

The more I thought about it, the more likely it was, and I immediately ran towards Zhiweiguan.

Zhiweiguan is not close to the school, but I didn't take a taxi. I was afraid that Jin Jiuer would come back and I would miss it.

No matter if she is driving or walking, I can spot her immediately when I use it to run!
Yuncheng is beautiful at night, really beautiful, but I feel so uncomfortable that I can't breathe.

I ran frantically, knowing that there was someone in this city who was in even more pain and heartbreak.

Just like Lan Jie said, I am really a scumbag.

it's all my fault……

Finally, I ran to Zhiwei Temple.

"Little girl, the store is almost closing. The person you are waiting for has not come yet?"

"Should I help you pack the food?"

"He won't come. It's already so late. Go back quickly."

"..."

There is a girl sitting at the gate of Zhiweiguan with exquisite makeup.

It is not difficult to see that Jin Jiuer has specially dressed up. She is already beautiful, but now she dresses up carefully, making her look more like a star that has fallen into the world.

The only thing that made this star look tacky was that the girl's eyes were red, showing that she had just cried.

The waiter was still asking about Jin Jiuer. After I appeared, Jin Jiuer noticed me immediately.

She stood up from the stone steps in front of the door and walked slowly towards me.

My steps seemed to be nailed to the ground, and I didn't dare to move at all.

Her face was very calm, as calm as a pool of stagnant water, but the mist in her eyes made me understand that her heart was not as calm as it appeared on her face.

"Jiu'er." I didn't know what to say. I felt that nothing could make up for the harm I had done to the girl.

Jin Jiuer walked up to me and stopped. She looked at me, and eventually the mist turned into clear tears, and she just heard her say:

"You said you wanted to come here to eat."

"That's why I waited."

"If you don't eat..."

"At least tell me, don't let me be a fool alone."

"Tell me..."

"Is it difficult?" Her words were very slow, but they were like the fastest sword, piercing my heart.

"I'm sorry, I know it's useless to say anything, but I also want to explain that I was planning to come here at six o'clock, but I encountered a little trouble and delayed the time. After solving that matter, it was already so late. "

I looked at Jin Jiu'er distressedly and said in a low voice, no matter what, it's my fault if I explain it like this. I just hope that after saying it, she can understand that I didn't mean to let her go, and I didn't mean to ignore her. She took it seriously.

"Chen Nian...do you think this is what I really care about?" Jin Jiuer did not have any emotional fluctuations because of my explanation.

My heart is bitter.

"Your appearance that day must be just a coincidence, right?"

"You're not ready to be my light at all, are you?"

"So you've been running away these days."

"Chen Nian, how long has it been since we last met?"

"It may only be a few days in your heart, but do you know how I survived these few days?"

"I want to see you, but I can't see you at all. You are so heartless that you don't even add me on WeChat..."

"Chen Nian, is your heart made of stone?"

Jin Jiuer asked repeatedly.

I was too guilty to look at her.

In order to prevent me from being hurt by Qiu Weifeng, Jin Jiuer even gave half of the top Gu technique, Gu Qimen, to Zhang Qiancheng, but as for me... I was so cruel that I broke her heart again and again.

I feel like I will never be able to repay what I owe Jin Jiuer in my lifetime...

"Can you give me a more accurate answer? Chen Nian, let me ask you again, do you want to be my groom...or do you just want to be my ordinary friend?" Jin Jiuer said the last time.

I know it's my turn to make a choice. I can't escape today. No matter what, I must give Jin Jiuer an answer.

"Senior, can we be friends again?"

It seemed like I had exhausted all my strength to say this.

After saying that, I was ready for a slap.

But Jin Jiuer did nothing, just closed his eyes...

I really hope Jin Jiuer slaps me in the face, or releases a few bugs to bite me, maybe I will be better off.

After a long time, Jin Jiuer opened his eyes again.

My body tensed subconsciously.

At this moment, Jin Jiuer's eyes were no longer fragile or painful, but instead filled with coldness and determination!
In the past, she always looked at me with tenderness and affection. It was the first time I saw her look like this now!

"Chen Nian, in fact, as long as you call me senior, I will understand. You don't need to say the following words. You can't empathize with me. You don't know how uncomfortable your words can make another person."

Jin Jiuer's voice was cold, like a machine.

I'm very afraid of Jin Jiu'er like this...

"Is it because of Wang Mingming? Do you still like her?" Jin Jiuer asked again.

I nodded, I didn't want to deceive Jin Jiuer.

"I knew it." Jin Jiuer smiled, but her smile was no longer sweet and charming, but rather like a knife!She continued: "Chen Nian, since we are friends, can you carry me back to school?"

I froze for a while.

"I've been sitting on this stone step for more than an hour. My legs are a little numb and I can't walk. Can you just treat it as compensation for hurting my heart? Or, for your Wang Mingming, I don't even want to touch it. Touch me?" Jin Jiuer looked at me and said calmly.

There was no sadness in her voice at all, and her tone sounded like a conversation between ordinary friends.

"Okay, I'll carry you on my back."

How could I make Jin Jiuer sad again? I just have to carry her back to school. How difficult is it? Even if I were asked to carry her up Mount Everest, I would work hard to complete it!
(End of this chapter)