life and death deed

Chapter 248 No need to bless me
Jin Jiuer's eyes turned red instantly.

She seemed to want to say something to me, but in the end she swallowed it.

Finally, Jin Jiuer wiped his eyes and smiled charmingly.

However, her smile was not for me.

"Beauty monitor, why are your eyes red?"

"It's okay, there's sand in it."

"Beautiful monitor, who is that guy? He's not our junior, right?"

"Freshman students, you can take care of your own books."

I stood there in despair.

Jin Jiuer has already regarded me as a stranger and doesn't even want to say another word to me at this moment.

She worked with a smile, exuding a charm that no man could stop. She communicated with other boys from time to time, but never looked at me again.

I smiled to myself. I was being sentimental again. Isn't it normal for her to want to ignore me?
In the past, even if Jin Jiuer liked me and loved me again, her heart was broken after being ruthlessly rejected by me again and again. How could she still be able to welcome me with a smile?

It's like a flat white paper. Once it's crumpled, it can't be flat again.

The hurt I caused her will always be engraved in her heart.

But that’s okay, she is a stranger to me, and she has her own new beginning, which is the best choice for both of us.

After all, the fact that I can be her light is not the light she wants.

Of course, I always remember what I owe her. Even if we are strangers, as long as she says a word, even if it means my life, I will give it to her without hesitation.

After one last look at Jin Jiuer, I left.

I walked and walked to Weiming Lake in the school.

Everyone in the school has left wonderful memories on this lake, but for me, everything that happened in the past seems not worth recalling.

But I still came here.

In fact, I should have been prepared. When Jin Jiuer was taken away by her mother-in-law that day, her attitude was already very clear.

On the first day of school, I came to Weiming Lake to take advantage of the scenery to relieve my worries. I must be number one.

Maybe I will be the first guest that Weiming Lake welcomes today, and I will also be the last guest today.

I don’t know how long I stood at Weiming Lake. Just when my legs were tired and my face was blown into ice by the wind. When I turned around and prepared to leave this sad place, Jin Jiuer didn’t know when he stood beside me. behind me, looking at me dreamily.

I am a little surprised.

It seems that Weiming Lake has welcomed its second guest.

"Senior, are you done?" I spoke first.

However, without saying a word, Jin Jiuer threw herself into my arms and hugged me tightly.

I froze.

She didn't speak or cry, she just hugged me.

Being held by such a hot and beautiful girl was the dream of many men in school, but I wanted to push her away.

People are so cheap, and I am no exception. When Jin Jiuer ignored me, I was extremely disappointed, but if she went beyond the status of a normal friend, I felt that my conscience could not bear it.

I'm sorry for Mingming, she did not hesitate to scatter her three souls in order to be with me.

I'm also sorry for the Jin Jiu'er in front of me. I can't give her anything, but I still accept her intimacy.

Just when I was about to leave Jin Jiuer, she spoke up.

"Chen Nian, just let me hold you for the last time. Don't push me away. This time is really the last time."

"I really gave up. We have no chance anymore."

"Even if you accept me, we have no chance."

I was stunned and asked softly: "Are you married?"

This is the only possibility.Jin Jiuer raised his head and looked at me with despair in his eyes and said: "No, my marriage to him will still be in a year's time, when I graduate, but I can't betray him in this life, otherwise I will bear the consequences." No, our Jin family can't afford it... So, Chen Nian, you don't have to worry about me annoying you anymore. I won't even risk my life for you in the future. Today, this hug will be a complete end, okay? "

After hearing this, I don't know what my mood is at the moment.

Feeling uncomfortable?There is a point, after all, the girl who loves you so much is destined to become someone else's bride.

Regret, or regret?Maybe, if I were a scumbag, if we lived a hundred years ago, maybe Jin Jiuer and I would have a happy ending.

But more importantly, I think it was a stone in my heart that I completely let go of.

I no longer have to worry about how to deal with these two relationships.

"Chen Nian, do you know? We may not even be friends in the future." After saying this, Jin Jiuer's tears fell, she looked at me and said seriously.

I was speechless, feeling a little more uncomfortable in my heart.

"I will finish college honestly, then return to Miao territory, marry as a wife and become a mother. I wish you and her happiness in the future."

Jin Jiuer said again, but at this moment he was crying.

I wanted to speak and pretend to wish Jin Jiuer a few words, but she stretched out her hand and put it on my lips.

She said with red eyes: "You don't have to bless me, okay?"

My throat was blocked.

Jin Jiuer took the initiative to leave me. She picked up my hand and used mine to wipe the tears on her face. Finally, she smiled and said, "This is what you owe me. Now we are clear."

My hands are covered in her tears.

"Goodbye."

The moment she turned around, she still had a smile on her face.

I looked at the hand stained by her tears. Unknowingly, my eyes were blurry, and a tear actually slipped.

Tears happened to fall on her hands, blending with her tears.

I cried and ended up laughing.

In the future, there will be people she loves more, and there will be people who see her all the time. I am just a passer-by to her. I believe that Jin Jiuer’s final destination will be happy and complete, because she deserves it.

At this time, the originally cloudy and dark sky suddenly shone with a beam of light, and the sun actually came out in Yuncheng, which had been cloudy for a whole week.

This beam of light shone on my body and on my hands, and was refracted by the tears of Jin Jiuer and me, creating colorful rays of light.

……

After leaving Weiming Lake, I went directly to Hangzhou.

Hangzhou is the capital of Zhejiang Province. I have never been there. Since I was eager to solve the problem of bad luck, I rushed to the Leifeng Pagoda in West Lake overnight.

West Lake is a famous scenic spot in Zhejiang Province, and its night view is still very beautiful.

But I didn't stop too much and went straight to Leifeng Pagoda.

The tall Leifeng Pagoda stood in front of me. There was a person standing in front of the tower. I hurried forward.

"The tower has been closed. Come back tomorrow."

Before I could speak, the man spoke impatiently.

"Hello, I'm not here to enter the tower, I'm here to see Master Fang Guang." I said in a low posture. The person in front of me looked like a staff member of Leifeng Tower.

"Master Fang Guang? You shouldn't come to Leifeng Pagoda to find a monk. Go to Lingyin Temple to find him." The man in front of him said.

"Lingyin Temple?" I was stunned.

"There are no monks in Leifeng Pagoda, only Lingyin Temple." He explained again.

I frowned, what he said made sense, but I remembered clearly that my senior brother told me to come to Leifeng Pagoda and find a monk named Fang Guang.

Could it be that my senior brother remembered it wrong?

(End of this chapter)