life and death deed

Chapter 83 I really want to slap myself twice
Next, none of us spoke, enjoying the tranquility quietly.

Until a fish flopped in front of us, breaking the tranquility.

"Last time at the hotel, you rushed out suddenly because you saw Wang Mingming, right?" Jin Jiuer suddenly asked.

I don't know why Jin Jiuer suddenly mentioned this.

"I am the one who should be sorry. Is it because of me that you broke up with her?" Jin Jiuer said again.

"How did you know?" I was surprised how Jin Jiuer knew about the matter between me and Wang Mingming.

"The school is so big, do you know it's difficult?" Jin Jiuer said with a smile.

But I shook my head and said, "It's not because of you, it has nothing to do with you."

If what happened in the ward that day had not happened, I would indeed blame it all on Jin Jiuer. I would also wonder if Wang Mingming and I would have been able to stay on good terms if the encounter in front of the hotel had not happened that day. Until one day, I can legitimately hold her hand and make her the only one for the rest of my life.

But I understand now that the relationship between us came out of nowhere. No matter how deep the love is, it cannot withstand any test. Wang Mingming doesn’t believe me, and I don’t believe her. There is no trust between us, so Only then would this series of things happen.

If you have to blame someone, you can only blame the relationship brought by Yang marriage for being too fragile, like a flower in the mirror, which can only be seen but not touched at all.

Jin Jiuer did not continue this topic, but said: "You came to me because of the insect poison, right?"

I looked at Jin Jiuer, looked directly at her, and told her with my actions that I came today just for the insect poison.

"Chen Nian, let me ask you, do you still think I am a vicious-hearted woman?" Jin Jiuer's eyes turned red again at some point.

I didn't respond to her. My heart was actually confused. After getting along with Jin Jiuer, I could feel the gentleness and kindness in her words and deeds. But Senior Brother Jiang Nan's words, the insect poison on Uncle Liu and Yan The bug on the professor's body kept denying Jin Jiu'er's original impression in my mind.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Jin Jiuer smiled bitterly.

"Senior, tell me honestly, was it you who planted the poison on Professor Yan?" I asked.

"I did it." Jin Jiu'er said softly without refuting.

"Why?" I asked with a frown.

"He deserves it! When he wanted to belittle me, he should have thought of the day when retribution would come!"

Jin Jiuer's voice was in vain.

I was startled, light...thin?

"Yan Hongfu, this beast, has killed so many female students. I'm pretty light on him!" Jin Jiuer continued.

After hearing this, I understood that I might have misunderstood these days.

"But his crime is not worthy of death..." I said subconsciously.

"No! Chen Nian, you don't know that his crimes will make him die a hundred times! You will know tomorrow, and you will know whether he deserves to die or not!" Jin Jiuer said harshly.

"Even if he has many crimes, you shouldn't kill him..." I feel that I said the wrong thing, and I shouldn't jump to conclusions without knowing the true situation.

"I didn't kill him. The insect Gu would only cause him to suffer the pain of heartbreak for half a month. After half a month, the insect Gu would leave his body." Jin Jiuer replied to me.

I was speechless for a long time. At this moment, I believed that Jin Jiuer would not deceive me. It turned out that I had always wrongly blamed her, but there was still a thorn in my heart.

"Senior sister, what happened to the insect poison on Uncle Liu last time?" I asked.

Jin Jiuer did not answer me in a hurry, but looked at me with watery eyes, and then she said: "It's not because of you." "Because of me?" I was surprised.

"That uncle was sneaky at first. I thought he was going to harm you, so I put a bug on him. Later, when I was in the hospital, I realized that I was overthinking, so I killed the bug on him. , What I didn’t expect was that you saw the insect Gu..."

As he spoke, Jin Jiuer seemed to feel more and more aggrieved, and in the end he started sobbing directly.

Hearing this, I was stunned.

I am really worse than a pig or a dog!
Jin Jiuer treated me like this, and I said those disgusting words to her that day!
"Senior sister, since it was all a misunderstanding, why didn't you tell me clearly that day?" I blamed myself, looking at Jin Jiu'er with distressed eyes.

"You said that about me, how do I explain it? I was hypocritical, I pestered you, I approached you with a purpose, and even in your mouth, I was a vicious-hearted woman... Do I still need to explain to you? ?”

Jin Jiuer's eyes were painful, as if he remembered everything I said that day.

"I……"

At this moment, I really want to slap myself twice!I was completely speechless. I didn't know how to speak. I felt that nothing I could say could make up for my fault.

"Can we still be friends in the future?"

It took a long time, until all the couples on the Weiming Lake had dispersed, and I didn't say anything.

But Jin Jiuer sarcastically said: "You quit the club and deleted your WeChat account. How can you still be friends?"

I was speechless again and wished I could jump directly into the lake in front of me.

"Sister, can you give me another chance?" I said sincerely. At this moment, I thought of the time I spent with Jin Jiuer. Although it was short, Jin Jiuer brought me like sunshine. Such tolerance and warmth.

At this moment, I also understood, whether it was Senior Brother Jiang’s words or my father’s words, why should I believe it?Why can't I have some judgment of my own?
All Gu masters must be vicious-hearted people.

Why can't Jin Jiuer be this exception?

"Looking at your behavior, I'm not someone who becomes friends with boys so easily." Jin Jiuer smiled, his eyes turning into crescent moons.

"Okay, I will definitely perform well and add senior sister's WeChat account back."

Seeing Jin Jiuer's happy smile, I was also infected, and the corners of my mouth curled up unconsciously.

"It's getting late, let's go back and rest." Jin Jiuer stood up and said.

"Wait a minute, senior sister, I have something else to ask you." But I grabbed Jin Jiuer.

"Ok?"

I hesitated for a moment, considering whether I should ask, but finally couldn't help but said: "Senior sister, are you really engaged to someone when you go home this time?"

Jin Jiuer was slightly surprised, then smiled and said: "Yes, we Miao people all get married very early."

I felt an indescribable feeling of loss in my heart, but I still said sincerely: "Then I wish you the best, senior sister."

"When we become friends again, I will invite you on my wedding day." Jin Jiuer's smile was complicated, with unconcealable bitterness in his eyes.

"I believe there will be a day."

(End of this chapter)