Three Kingdoms: I don’t want to fall in love in troubled times

Chapter 155 Insomnia transfer
【Simulation Summary】

[Progress: Admiration (Afraid) - Heart ashen]

【Score: 0】

[Evaluation: Heaven and hell are just a thought away. 】

[Settlement: Increase a large amount of conspiracy experience and increase civil affairs experience.]

Just for a moment, this long memory flooded into my mind in an almost arrogant manner.

Xu Jiashu felt like the protagonist at the beginning of some Internet articles about headaches.

pain!
it hurts!

Head hurts!
Those memorable clips flashed back like a revolving door - the dilapidated Chang'an City, the Changle Palace under the sunset, and finally the scene where the girl with brown hair and ponytail hugged him and cried before he died.

"What is our relationship?", the dazzling brown hair fell down, covering the girl's face, and the warm liquid dripped on the dying man's face, she seemed to be questioning Xu Zimao, and she seemed to be questioning her Himself, "Who are you to me, a lover, a friend, a rival, an enemy?"

Since making the decision to stay in Wushi County, Ma Yunluan has never been able to escape from him.

After a few years of going from admiration at the beginning to anger after realizing his true identity, Ma Yunluo found that he actually began to feel sorry for this shameless person.

He betrayed all his friends, even Gan Ning and Huan Jie, who were closest to him, chose to remain silent because things hurt others; he wielded power, but he always wandered alone at the gate of Changle Palace, watching the sun set slowly, and also He did not make up his mind to go to Liu Ying and reconcile; in the end, besides Cai Yan, Ma Yunluo was his only woman.

And many times, the relationship between the two of them was no different from that of ordinary lovers. When the mood was good, Xu Zimao would take her to Zhongnan Mountain to stay for a while, or to go hunting in the Qinling Mountains. Ma Yunluo thought that there were countless moments when she looked at each other and smiled. They are already lovers.

"But..." She pushed the dagger a few inches forward and asked a hoarse question with an impossible answer, "Why are you doing this to me?"

There will be no answer.

Because everything came to an abrupt end.

"Why else?" Xu Jiashu covered his head and gritted his teeth in pain, "At the end, there is no pure love option. There are only a few different ways to unlock each time. How do you want me to choose?"

blah blah blah!
Memories penetrated into my mind pervasively, and there were a few candies in the blades all over the floor, just like some author's messy job.

Xu Jiashu tried his best to calm down and digest these memories that appeared out of thin air, but found that it was really difficult to calm down.

Obviously the bad things were done by others, but now I am asked to remember...

litchi?How do you let me lychee?

Well, I completely forgot about the way I used to shout "Come on, another me" when watching music.

In any case, because the score was too low to be uploaded, Xu Jiashu got a darkened memory that was exclusive to him - looking back, only Cai Yan and Ma Yunluo were left around him.

Speaking of the latter, after getting the memory, Xu Jiashu tended to have feelings for the two, but Xu Zimao, the already lonely cavalry general, would not easily relax his guard against anyone. If hatred and fear could keep Ma Yunluo obedient, he would not Take the initiative to change the status quo.

But it was precisely this attitude that made Ma Yunluo completely give up in the simulation and lost the possibility of turning things around.

"Even if I don't disappoint her once, maybe I won't be beaten by others." Based on the description of the evaluation, Xu Jiashu concluded: "He looks like a scumbag!"

He glanced at the settlement reward with half interest, and found it to be unsurprisingly shabby.

In addition to playing conspiracy with Jia Xu, he had been farming in Guanzhong for four years and was preparing to backstab Boss Cao. There was also a fire in the backyard because of Liu Xie's relationship and he had to return to the court to clean up.

Seeing what happened in the simulation, Xu Jiashu naturally couldn't catch a cold on [Conspiracy Experience] - it's okay to use this kind of thing once in a while, but the backlash caused by using it too much is too great.

Feeling a little more relaxed, he stood up and wrote down some key information: [Dong Min will be assassinated]. Needless to say, this will be the trigger for many things in Chang'an afterwards;
[Ah Wu], this is the person Xun You cares about most now;

[Cao Cao will rise in two or three years]. This is a process that I, who is in Wushi County, cannot stop;
[Ma Yunluan’s physical development will catch up]

The last one was quickly crossed out by himself.

After writing down this information, Xu Jiashu put down his pen and returned to the couch, ready to go to bed quickly, but found himself tossing and turning, his mind filled with the development of the brown-haired ponytail girl. I mean those questions.

It looks like I'm going to have trouble sleeping tonight.

Xu Jiashu sat up from the couch and let out a long sigh.

"I've wanted to smoke for a long time," he murmured to himself, "Can the system reward me with some tobacco? If you're reluctant, I can give you some American crops. I'll give it a try."

That being said, Xu Jiashu actually rarely smokes.

On the day he first reported to work, after eating in the cafeteria, a middle-aged male colleague handed him one. After he waved his hand to refuse, his colleague asked him in surprise: "Xiao Xu, you don't smoke or drink. What do you do when you feel uncomfortable?”

Just play games, what else can I do?

As a fresh graduate at the time, he didn't take his colleagues' words seriously.

It wasn't until he went out to rent a house and was cheated by the landlord, and his girlfriend who was in love on campus broke up, that Xu Jiashu discovered that there were some things that couldn't be distracted by playing games.

And now, this is the time.

He felt like his chest was blocked by something, and he wanted to shout, but he didn't know what to shout.

"I won't sleep anymore, I won't sleep anymore." Xu Jiashu walked out of the room and prepared to go for a walk in the yard.

It's late at night, and Wushi County has become quiet. There are only sporadic sounds of cattle and sheep, and the smell of mutton in the air has become much lighter. You can even smell a trace of the remaining fragrance of osmanthus in late autumn.

He circled around the stone table in the courtyard, the memories in his mind constantly entangled and intertwined. The cold evening breeze of early winter was sucked in with big mouthfuls - this would make him sober up, and then it turned into a mixture of... The white mist of trouble was spit out.

Even so, the worries did not diminish slightly.

Of course Xu Jiashu knew that low-scoring simulation memories could not be uploaded, but the most uncomfortable ones before were only those few times with Gan Ning. The bloody scenes only had a great visual impact. After seeing it too much, you got used to it. How could you deal with this kind of thing? Comparable to the pain of depression and entanglement?
Now Xu Jiashu was shocked to realize that this thing might really change a person's temperament. Even though he had many simulation experiences, he was still a little lost in the layers of memories and couldn't see the direction clearly.

Xu Jiashu, who couldn't see the direction clearly, walked freely. As he walked, he found that he came to a yard not far away.

This is Cai Yan's residence.

Miss Cai seems to have said that you can come to her when you can't sleep, and she often can't sleep either.

real or fake?

Xu Jiashu impulsively knocked on the door.

no respond.

He let out a long sigh - well, let's keep going in circles, and when we can't go around anymore, we can go back to the house and sleep.Xu Jiashu turned around and prepared to leave.

"Zimao?" Miss Cai raised her head when she heard the sigh, saw the familiar projection outside the window, and asked, "Is it Zimao here?"

"." Xu Jiashu paused for a moment, then turned around and replied: "Well, it's me."

"come in."

Cai Yan only said these three words.

Standing in front of the door, Xu Jiashu took a deep breath, patted his cheek gently, tried to act like nothing happened, and thought about how to explain his behavior of knocking on the door in the middle of the night.

Wouldn't it be a bit ridiculous to say "It's okay, I'll take a walk". The main reason is that there is no Huazi and no soul.He thought of something to distract him.Or maybe you can be more literary and say some literary words such as "The moonlight is so beautiful tonight", maybe you can get over it.

"Squeak~"

Cai Yan saw him standing stupidly at the door, so he opened the door himself.

She was only wearing a white nightgown, with two red obscene belts vaguely visible on her shoulders. After Xu Jiashu walked into the house, he lit a lamp by the moonlight by the window.

"It's so cold." After doing this, Miss Cai flew into the quilt and sat on the couch. She was wrapped up like a snack called Xue Mei Niang, with only a delicate and elegant face exposed. On the face, the hair is naturally disheveled and slightly messy.

"Tell me," Cai Yan looked at Xu Jiashu and blinked, "Why can't you sleep in the middle of the night?"

Seeing that Zi Mao took the initiative to come to him, he didn't ask him if he couldn't sleep because Dong Bai was gone and there was no one to hug him.

Miss Cai deeply feels that she is really magnanimous, approachable, virtuous and kind.
In front of you is someone who will never leave you no matter what.

The figure in the memory began to overlap with it, and Xu Jiashu felt that his eyes couldn't help but start to turn red. Oops, coming to Cai Yan only made these memories more active.

He decided to deal with it and quickly moved to another place to digest the memory alone.

"It's nothing, it's just the moon today." Xu Jiashu pretended to be relaxed and stood up, "It's pretty good, but suddenly I thought of something else, so I have to leave first."

If you can't hold it any longer, run away.

His hem was grabbed by someone, and Xue Mei Niang, who had only her head exposed behind her, stretched out her hand to grab him.

"Zimao," Cai Yan called softly, "What happened?"

Miss Cai is the most sensitive girl. She can hear the sighs outside the door, she can feel the depression, and she can see the red eyes.

She knows everything except why.

Xu Jiashu sat down and asked in a life-review tone: "What if one day I become another person?"

"Don't say stupid things, you are not a monster."

"I mean," Xu Jiashu looked at Cai Yan's eyes seriously, "I have become mercenary and motivated by sex. In short, I don't care about anything and I don't even care about anything. What should I do?"

"Ah?" Cai Yan opened his eyes wide, as if listening to a ghost story, "Is there such a thing?"

"How about being more serious!"

After pretending to be silly and cute to liven up the atmosphere, Miss Cai thought for a moment, shook her head vigorously, and replied with a firm tone: "After thinking about it seriously, this kind of thing will never happen."

"why?"

Xu Jiashu clearly didn't believe it. For him at this time, these things had already happened.

"Because you have a secretary like me." She said it as if it were natural. Xue Mei Niang stood up and lay behind him like she did that day. She said softly: "I will execute your will, correct your mistakes, and protect your Fame and glory.”

It's more of a promise than an answer.

As if a god declared forgiveness, Xu Jiashu's heart suddenly calmed down. His head, which had been working at high intensity all night, suddenly felt light. He lay on Miss Cai's couch and fell asleep.

Absolutely.

?

Xue Mei Niang tilted her head and looked at this guy who was blatantly playing hooligan, pouted and murmured: "When did you become so bold?"

Xu Jiashu still slept in his sleep.

Miss Cai bravely approached him for a while - she hadn't been this close for a long time. Seeing his calm expression and even breathing, she was convinced that this man was really asleep.

"It's weird. Even though I'm talking seriously, it's like I've used some kind of hypnotic magic."

After muttering something, Cai Yan stood up, walked a few steps forward, exhaled and blew out the lamp, then stood by the couch holding his quilt, not knowing what to do.

Xu Jiashu, who was lying down, already occupied most of the couch. Even if she was slender, it would be difficult for the two of them to maintain a distance that complied with etiquette - regardless of whether there was etiquette on the same couch.

After all, it was her room, and there was absolutely no reason for Miss Cai to go out and sleep by herself. But Zimao had trouble sleeping at night, and she couldn't bear to wake him up when he finally fell asleep.
After standing blankly for a long time, Cai Yan finally lay down.

"It's cold at night, I'll give you some quilt." She gave half of the quilt to Xu Jiashu. Miss Cai closed her eyes and tried to continue her interrupted sleep.

One.

two.

three.

He couldn't help but take a look at Zi Mao, who was so close.

Ahhhhhhh, go to sleep!
She forced herself to close her eyes again.

One.

two.

three.

Open your eyes and the cycle begins over and over again.

broken!

Cai Yan shouted that he had been deceived - he lay down here, and now it was me who had insomnia!
(End of this chapter)