How can a retired savior be considered retired if his price drops to 40,000?

Chapter 86 Some issues related to self-awareness
About two hours later, Fujimaru Ritsuka, who had thoroughly checked the psychic operation of Tyros Cathedral, took Kaelia and Ranmarok back to the Storm Frontier using psychic teleportation.

Lan Mallock is just passing through here. He will return to the Lion's Mane to take charge of the dispatching issue.Fujimaru Ritsuka had no intention of paying attention to whether their one-to-one operation would change in this mission. The Dark Angel assured her that the city's defense mission would never go wrong. It was enough for her to be sure of this result.

Kaelia looked around with a little curiosity, obviously very interested in this environment that was very different from the common decoration style in the empire.Fujimaru Ritsuka found another vacant room near his room to put her in, and also borrowed Koku to temporarily lend her as a guide on the ship.It took Kaelia some time to accept the existence of such a living doll. The good news is that she did not think in the direction of hating intelligence or touching the empire's red line. The bad news is that she may have made some mistakes about Chaldea itself because of this. understanding.

Fujimaru Ritsuka was very worried and warned her again and again: Asclepius will come to her later for further diagnosis in order to formulate an effective treatment course. You can use the things in the room as you like. If you are hungry, Then go to the cafeteria... and so on, until Kaelia also felt annoyed, even annoying enough that she mustered up the courage to directly push Fujimaru Ritsuka out of the room.

The latter stood at the door and reflected for a few seconds, and concluded that "I might have turned into Emiya's mother", then shrugged indifferently and turned towards the main control room.

Unfortunately, she didn't remember until she actually arrived that Somni was not here now.The three people who went to Macragge's Glory as representatives did not return, and were only allowed to send out two communications.What exactly they are doing on the flagship of this fleet now, I am afraid only the person involved and the regent know.In Somny's absence, it was Conrad Coates who occupied his original position in the control room.

The original form of the Night Lords is now very clean.What this sentence means is that even counting his last life, it may only be the time when he has just emerged from the amniotic fluid chamber or when he has just been reshaped that he will be cleaner than now.At the same time, he was even fiddling with the small portable star map projector placed on the console, seemingly studying the current battle situation displayed on it, and seemed to be speculating that the Night Lords fleet was about to leap out of subspace. location, as if he really has to shoulder the responsibility of being a "primarch".

Fujimaru Ritsuka was very sure that Curze listened to her impassioned speech on the Claw of Destruction.But after "hearing it", she had no idea what happened between these words and the deep-rooted ideas in his mind, and why he became like this. In the end, even Coz She basically couldn't tell what "what it looks like now" specifically.

But you can't tell anything by looking at it this way.She cautiously walked around to Kurtz, reached out and grabbed the projector that was only as big as her palm (and the latter let her snatch it away from her fingertips), glanced at the other person's expression, then lowered her head, and followed the instructions last night. The situation shown to her by the Emperor in her lucid dream changed the content of the projection.

"I noticed that the doctor didn't come back with you." Coz, who didn't look like he had left the main control room, said, "The number of Dark Angels has decreased, so they will naturally be deployed to the battlefield on the ground. But in this situation Letting life-saving doctors leave you on the battlefield? I don’t think this is a wise choice.”

Fujimaru Ritsuka glanced up at him in surprise, and then moved his eyes back to the projector: "Just talking now, those injured soldiers and sick civilians need his power more than me. What's more, Aske Lepios will not stay on the surface forever. Once he has standardized the procedures for the infirmary to fight the Warp Plague, he will be able to return to the ship from the surface of the planet."

Coates was noncommittal: "I also noticed that you brought back a girl about the same age as you."

"The Emperor found that her physique is very suitable for carrying his spiritual energy." Fujimaru Ritsuka said without raising his head, "I must intervene, otherwise she will become a corpse in fifteen days at most."

"Maybe it won't take fifteen days, or maybe 150 years." Cozz snorted coldly, "Sometimes I really find you annoying - the future that was originally so clear that you can see it all at a glance, is immediately transformed into a mess by you. It’s a mess with an uncertain future.”

"Isn't this a good thing for you? It can effectively control you to make mistakes again according to the prophecies you read." A stage of work came to an end. Fujimaru Ritsuka raised his head from the projector and looked directly at Coates's pair of eyes. With almost pure black eyes, "Why do I feel that you have been showing off the increase in your abilities in these few sentences?"

"I just know myself better—thanks to you, ma'am." Coates said in a deliberately artificial tone, "In every sense of the word."

"I have no doubt about this, but I'm afraid that your so-called 'recognizing yourself' just means that your thoughts have slipped into another corner that ordinary people can't quite understand."

"It's hard for me to say. After all, I realize that I have never understood the 'ordinary people' you talk about. But what does it matter?" Coz said with a look that would be confusing to anyone who is familiar with him. Classified as a "horror scene" with a cheerful smile, he suddenly said, "I just gradually realized after thinking about it that 'human beings' do have complex and unpredictable diversity, and 'gods' are basically a group of bloodless people." A tearless bastard, and as for the 'primarch', he is something caught in between."

"...This is quite novel. What do you want to express with this?"

"Which side do you think I favored the way I looked before?"

“To me every individual is different, so you are who you are.”

"It's a clever way of saying it, but it doesn't work in front of me." Coz moved his position slightly threateningly, closer to the direction of Fujimaru Ritsuka, "I am the 'Judge', the 'Judge' is not It requires an ambiguous answer, 'A', or 'B', you have to choose one."

"...Hey." Fujimaru Ritsuka sighed heavily, "You will have to meet your brother in a few hours at most. Do you have to force me to say something unpleasant to you before such an important occasion? "

"I don't think this is an important occasion. We have never liked each other, and I don't like the... tame and cumbersome tricks that my dear Lord Regent favors." "But the Imperial people will think this is an important occasion. , Mr. Robert will definitely make certain compromises because of this." Fujimaru Ritsuka said expressionlessly, "Do you think he will bring a credible outsider to record this scene?"

"You don't have to worry about this. Tell your truth, and then you will find that I am not what I used to be."

"It's best like this." Fujimaru Ritsuka lowered his head again, facing the star map in the projector, and started the next stage of correction, "Give me some time to organize the language."

The silence lasted for about four minutes, during which there was only the small clicking sound of the projector buttons being poked.After all the sorting and corrections were completed, Fujimaru Ritsuka put the projector back on the table in front of him, sighed lightly, and then spoke without any pause:
"If you ask me to evaluate you, you were a 'monster' in the past."

"'Monster.'" Curze was surprisingly lifeless, chewing on the word with interest.

"That's right. Monster. 'Human' is a social animal. Many of the qualities that make 'human' a 'human' are not innate, but need to be acquired in society. But you obviously lack the ability to be loved by others." If you don't teach this part long, Nostramo society cannot teach you anything correct.

"You have a concept of good and evil and a sense of justice that comes from the emperor. Your paranoia about these things coupled with your powerful power makes you look like a 'god' who is obsessed with strict justice and uses fear to create obedience. But In fact, you are not God. God is an existence that must adhere to its own rules even if it destroys itself, and you can't do that.

"The Emperor did not equip you with such a cold and ruthless mind when he created the Primarch. You will question, be weak, and fear the future you foresee. This is a necessary part of being a human being. It is what makes you It is necessary to better understand the thoughts of ordinary people, but they make you deviate from the path of 'God'. But your incomplete mind makes it obvious that you cannot become a 'human', and in the end you can only be stuck in the middle of 'neither'. "

After Fujimaru Ritsuka finished speaking, the main control room temporarily returned to silence.Surprisingly, and very commendably, Koz himself did not become angry because of this series of lengthy comments - Fujimaru Ritsuka could see that he was indeed a little angry, but he did suppress his anger and forced himself to think. What the other person said.

The original body's thoughts moved very quickly, so Cozz's thoughtful expression lasted almost only a second before he organized his words: "Since the 'monster's' path is impassable, then what do you think, I What should it be? 'Man' or 'God'?"

Fujimaru Ritsuka thought for a moment and replied: "'Primary Body'."

"This is an option that didn't appear in the question." Coz looked a little annoyed again, but Fujimaru Tatsuka spoke plausibly:

"But you are indeed the original body." She said, "You were born between humans and gods. Since you lack the ability to get close to either side, why not just open a way out in the middle? What's more, that's what you did in the first place. of."

Coates, surprisingly, seemed less than confident at this point: "I failed 'originally'."

"Failure is the mother of success. Remember it as a lesson and tell yourself that it is wrong." Fujimaru Ritsuka said nonchalantly, "Someone once told me that a real warrior is not someone who has never failed. But someone who, after failing hundreds or thousands of times, can still get up again and attack the same goal. You are the original body, and your life is still very long."

After she finished speaking, she turned around twice, silently counting in her mind what to do next, and finally reached out to pick up the star map projector that was originally placed on the table, stuffed it into her pocket, and then turned around Leave the control room.

"Don't forget, we have to meet Mr. Robert later." She finally dropped these words and left the room.

　Miwu (no more).

　　In fact, this part was just after the plot stepped on the accelerator, I remembered that I had overstepped it. It flashed back to Parmenio and there was a story about Coze and Sevita talking by candlelight at night (?).If you guys want to see it, I’ll sort it out and wait for the whole extra story to come out one day.

　　In addition, there was originally a story about Ritsuka and the bat cubs betting on Nostramo's traditional card game, but I searched for a long time and couldn't find the code for the rules of that game. I just looked for it. forget.If everyone wants to see it... (Shut up)
　　(Why did you start using the loan extra to slow down the progress of the plot)

　　Stop, poker man!impossible!The biggest problem with playing Yu-Gi-Oh! is that I’m not a poker player!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)