The person is cursing and is a conjurer

Chapter 46 My name is Amano Ryoma.

"There are probably two things that a person will remember in his life. One is the hustle and bustle when he is proud, and the other is the loneliness in his bones when he feels inferior."

Amano Ryoma is such a person. He has experienced the pride of being superior to thousands of people and the inferiority complex of being inferior to one person.

If you asked Amano Ryoma if he was a genius, before he was 15 years old, he would have told you unruly and arrogantly that he was.

Amano Ryoma, male, 16 years old, was born in Arakawa Ward, Tokyo. He is a native of Tokyo. He has shown his talent as a conjurer since birth and is much better than ordinary people.

What others can do by working hard day after day, he can do it with just a little extra effort, and he can do it better and reach a better level.

In the tests of elementary school and junior high school, as long as Amano Ryouma wants, he can get full marks, simply become the first, simply maintain the first, as long as he wants, he can keep doing so.

The same is true for the rest of the things. He can reach the level that a "veteran" can achieve in a very short learning time.

There are even more powerful ones. If you check Amano Ryama's elementary school sports meeting and middle school sports festival now, you will find that he is the record holder of most sports championships in these two schools.

The reason why the remaining few projects were not for him was because he was not interested, so he did not go.

His former physical education teacher said boldly, "As long as Liang Jian can focus on sports, I can guarantee that he will be the most dazzling new star in the future International Olympic Games, no matter what aspect."

Looking at those people who worked hard day after day but could never compare to him, looking at everyone's admiration and admiration, Amano Ryoma thought about the reason.

Until the end, he finally came to the conclusion that Amano Ryoma was a genius, a guy who was destined to become a "hero" from birth!

With the dark blue electric arc beating in his hand, Amano Ryouma firmly believed that his future would never be ordinary.

On December 2003, 12, at the end of the second semester in Japan, Amano Ryoma had a deep impression of this day. It was raining lightly and the weather was very cold.

Amano Ryoma was participating in a club activity at school, and a group of people were playing football on the lawn.

But suddenly, a "monster" appeared in everyone's field of vision. It was very big and had limbs like a Tibetan mastiff, but the slight difference was that it had five scarlet eyes and three heads. The whole body was pitch black, not like an animal at all, but like a legendary monster.

What’s even weirder is that it came directly out of the ground!

While everyone was in shock, it started to attack people. A classmate was pinned down by it, and its sharp teeth bit the classmate's hand. The grass was dyed red with blood.

All the classmates in the club were stunned by this scene. No one dared to step forward. Just when the "monster" was about to tear off the classmate's arm, Amano Ryoma took action, and dense blue color gathered on his hand. .

With just one blow, the "monster" was killed by him!

Both Amano Ryoma and his classmates were shocked by this incident.

That night, a man in a neat suit came to him, and Amano keenly smelled the same smell between them.

"Come to this magic college. There are many people like you in it."

"stranger?"

"Almost the same, but we are more accustomed to calling ourselves conjurers."

"Spellcaster? What about your responsibilities and tasks?"

"The process of cleaning up the kind of monsters you encountered in school today can be called "exorcising the cursed spirits."

After thinking about it, Amano agreed to the opportunity to become a "hero".

If you ask Amano Ryoma after the age of 15 if he is a genius, he will say coldly: "I am not."

Then he returned to the place where no one was watching, practiced his technique over and over again, and thought about how he could become stronger again and again.

His life has undergone tremendous changes since he joined the Conjuring College.

Amano Ryouma lost to his peers for the first time. Of course, at that time, he only thought that Mizutani Rinouchi could defeat him because he was born in a family of magic.

Until after losing many times, Mizutani Rinai was rated as a quasi-first-level magician in the magic rating, while he was only a quasi-second-level magician.

His confidence that "as long as he works a little harder, he can surpass others" was shattered.

Amano Ryoma asked Mizutani Rinnai: "Why do I keep losing to you? I am a genius."

"Ryojian's talent is indeed good, but my talent seems to be okay, but I have been training rigorously since I was five years old. If Ryojian has persisted, he will definitely be better than me."

Amano Liangma understood the role of hard work for the first time. At the same time, a stubborn girl also broke into his field of vision.

She is very beautiful, like a delicate porcelain doll. She is very stubborn and hardworking. Although she often loses, she never complains. Gradually, Amano Ryoma seems to like this girl.

There was something about her that Amano Ryama didn't have, and it was these things that had always attracted him.

He loved the days when he practiced bamboo swords with her on the lawn, admiring her belief in never giving up, and watching her get angry and practice again after every failure.

Silly, but very cute.

The first time Amano Ryouma hated himself was during that mission at the Sugisawa Heavy Industries Factory. He changed from a hero in his faith to a clown who could only "escape".

He hated clowns and hated himself ever since.

From that day on, Amano Ryoma will never forgive himself!

Under the leadership of the quasi-first-level magician Mizutani Rinai, Amano Ryoma and Akihara Rin easily eliminated most of the cursed spirits in the factory. Just when they would return as smoothly as before, a different kind of cursed spirit appeared. In front of them.

The terrifying pressure of the curse was released on them, "This is a first-level curse spirit, no, it has even vaguely reached the special level."

The curse spirit stirred slightly, and the floating seven-star ladybug turned into a sea of ​​fire in the air.

"The power of this technique cannot be easily blocked by us."

Akihara Rin was severely injured by the ghost-faced ladybug, and she fell unconscious on the ground. Amano Ryoma and Mizutani Rinouchi joined forces and were no match for this cursed spirit.

"Afraid, powerless, will die!"

Mixed with depressed emotions, Amano's brain was suppressed, and they were helpless in the face of this ghost-faced ladybug.

At this moment, Mizutani Rinai stood up and said, "Ryoma, take Lin and run, I'll stop him for you."

Amano Ryouma immediately stopped Mizutani Rinouchi, but then said, "Even if you stay here, it will have no effect."

Making Amano Ryoma give up, he hugged Akihara Rin and ran away.

He abandoned Mizutani Rinai and his companions.

That was the figure of a coward who didn't even look back.

In the hospital, thinking back to the day he escaped, Amano felt extremely resentful of the person he was at that time.

At that time, he could clearly let Mizutani Rinnai take Lin away, and he could face the cursed spirit alone.

"Why did you run away?"

"Why can't you even protect your own comrades?"

Amano Ryoma will never forget the way he ran away in embarrassment. At that time, he was even saying ugly words in his heart that he wanted to go faster.

The hero's dream was shattered from that day on.

"Amano Ryoma will never be a hero."

"He's a weak, selfish bastard!"

After being discharged from the hospital, three students were admitted to the Conjuring High School as the new first grade.

Amano Ryoma originally didn't care about this kind of thing. Out of his own weakness, he wanted Lin to withdraw from the high school. Whether he was an auxiliary supervisor or an ordinary specialist, it was much safer than a conjurer.

He doesn't want to be a conjurer anymore because he can't be a hero anymore.

"Amano Ryoma is a guy who will run away when in danger."

However, a stubborn girl is still stubborn. No matter what Amano Ryoma says or does, she stubbornly moves forward.

Finally, Amano Ryoma also changed. He has to become stronger so that he can protect Lin well in future battles. He will not run away in embarrassment again!
After learning that the first-year conjuring students had successfully solved the incident at the Sugisawa Heavy Industries Factory, Amano almost didn't believe it. Especially after Shigure Asa joined the two of them in their mission, Amano began to challenge crazily. The rain is light.At first, he simply thought that he was just a little bit worse than Shigure As long as he worked a little harder, he would be able to defeat him.

However, Amano Ryoma has never won, not even once.

Later, he began to challenge another first-year student, Gojo Satoru.

The absolute suppression of strength is like an untouchable peak, which is a situation that he can never reach.

"80% of a spellcaster's strength depends on his own talent."

"If the gap is too big, it is no longer a matter of hard work, but a matter of talent."

It turns out that one day, in the end, I will question whether I have talent?
It’s really ridiculous, hahaha
An iceberg waved by Shigu Qian behind the Shibuya Bookstore, the curse spirit of Xia Youjie's curse spirit technique.

Reality struck back at Amano Ryama in its truest form. He was just the most ordinary of all the conjurers.

"Amano Ryoma is not a genius!"

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"But what can I do? Even if I know my talent is not as good as others."

"Giving up? Being depressed? Or denying everything about yourself from head to toe."

"Life is just like this. You have to crawl to the starting point of others, then continue to move forward while swearing."

Amano Ryoma finally accepted everything calmly, losing again and again, and losing again.

He could put aside all his self-esteem and arrogance and ask the magician who was much younger than him for advice on how to become stronger.

Amano hopes that if the same danger befalls him and Lin again, he can protect her, face the danger, and become a "hero" for once.

As for talent and hard work, they are no longer important, right?
Amano Ryoma was lying in the ruins. The cool breeze of the autumn night was extremely cold at this moment.

"The Curse Master should be dead. His head and limbs were shattered by my lightning."

It hurts so much and is so cold. I should be dying, but this is good.

I can barely open my eyes.

A warm body hugged him, and crystal tears fell on his face.

"Who is it? You are almost dead and why don't you let me die in peace?"

Amano Liangma opened his eyes forcefully, oh, this is the silly girl I have liked for two years.

What to say?Still have a little strength.

Looking at Lin who was crying in confusion, Amano wanted to reach out and wipe her tears for the first time, but blood poured out of her mouth uncontrollably. He knew that he didn't have much time left.

The falling hand interrupted Akihara Lin's gesture.

In fact, I have also practiced sign language for a long time, and even practiced a sign language confession. I thought that if I had the opportunity in the future, I could express my love to you in this way.

There is no chance anymore.

"Apologizing is what I should do. I didn't run away this time. Do I look like a hero?"

"It's so sad to cry, Lin."

Do I really deserve your sadness?

"This is the cherry bell I bought secretly. It can protect you."

This is a heartfelt message that has never been finished.

There is a secret hidden in the cherry bell, a secret that I like you.

I like you, Lin.

However, I no longer want you to know this secret.

"Lin, goodbye."

This is a folded note left by the golden and silver Yushou Yingli, written in the form of a letter.

Dear Lin:

"Kindly."

"Seeing the words is like meeting, and the letter is beautiful."

"I don't know when you will receive this cherry bell, and I don't know when you will discover the secret hidden in this cherry bell."

"But, I guess our relationship has already taken a step forward when you receive this Sakura Bell."

"We can talk to each other well, and you won't be afraid of seeing me."

"Being able to go back to the scene where the two of them looked at each other and smiled."

"I have thought about it for a long time. If I don't even have the courage to raise my head and confess my love, then I will never be worthy of a love that lasts until death."

"So, Lin, I'm ready to confess."

"I really, really like you, Lin."

"I fell in love with you from the first moment I saw you under the cherry blossom tree that day. You are so beautiful and beautiful that I can't find any words to describe your beauty."

"I like your body wielding the sword in the morning and evening, I like the way you face difficulties when faced with them, I like your persistence, your perseverance, and everything about you."

"Those are things I never had."

"And they are so gorgeous and dazzling on you."

"Just by being alone, I am deeply attracted to you."

"I'm obsessed with you."

"But, for a person with my temperament, by the time I can deliver Sakura Bell to you, my situation will probably be very critical and I will be close to death."

"I wonder if you were with me at that time, and whether I could protect you well and let you get through this crisis smoothly?"

"I thought that by then I would definitely try my best, and I would no longer be that coward who just ran away."

"I wonder if I have done it?"

"I really hope I can always be by your side and protect you forever, Lin."

"If it is true that I gave you the gift before I died, then I hope you will never see this letter and never know this secret."

"Please forget me forever and forget this letter you saw."

"I hope you always have a smile on your face and live happily."

"I wish you find your own happiness and stay happy forever."

2005 10 Month 14 Day.

Amano Ryoma remains.

My name is Amano Ryoma, and I like Akihara Rin.

My dream is to become a "hero". Now I am a magician who exorcises cursed spirits and protects people secretly.

I, too, have been in this world.
(End of this chapter)