The beauty next door is like a flower

Chapter 61 Surgery
"She sent me a mission."

"I stayed up all night..."

"I have been thinking about Aunt Zhao all night long."

"The finished product was sent to Aunt Zhao the next day."

"I didn't expect that Aunt Zhao would like it very much."

"And he said he would cooperate with me in the future."

"But...I started falling asleep in class."

"In my dream, I still miss Aunt Zhao."

"But fortunately, I don't have to stay up late every day, and I can still take care of my studies."

Zhao Manman thought about it...

Li Zhiyan seems to have started from that time.

Performance began to decline.

In that exam, I fell a lot.

I have been paying attention to it, because it is normal for grades to fluctuate. At that time, I also talked to Li Zhiyan about the problem of sleeping in class, and he quickly corrected it.

But didn't expect...

In the second half of his senior year of high school, Li Zhiyan's grades declined more and more seriously.

That period of time is when your business needs are greatest!
And he also developed to the point where he slept every day.

Next diary...

They are all written in great detail.

It tells the story of missing Zhao Manman.

every day……

In addition to Zhao Manman, he was thinking about Zhao Manman.

It seemed like there was nothing else to do.

"he……"

"What's on my mind all the time."

Zhao Manman closed the computer.

But in Li Zhiyan's diary, there are also the words Zhao Manman written countless times in the drawer.

It kept lingering in her heart.

Let her heart continue to soften.

And the volunteer thing that makes me very angry.

perhaps……

It's just because he relies too much on himself.

Don't want to leave yourself.

"Maybe... he just couldn't hold it back."

"That's why you treat me..."

Thinking of the drunken Li Zhiyan who slept with him that day.

In Zhao Manman's heart...

It was that kind of despair that came over me.

The two emotions are constantly intertwined.

But she missed Li Zhiyan a little in her heart.

"Wait for a while..."

"I'll just forgive him and pretend that nothing happened."

"but……"

"His desire to be with me must be completely killed."

Zhao Manman knows...

Li Zhiyan to himself.

It is also very important.

Irreplaceable role...

Without Li Zhiyan, he would also collapse.

just this thing...

You need time to digest.

shortly...

I really couldn't accept what happened to me and Li Zhiyan.

In my heart, I have always treated Li Zhiyan as a child.

And reason also told her.

Li Zhiyan's liking will eventually pass.

I must never have that kind of thought.

Otherwise, it will be harmful to himself or Li Zhiyan in the future.

Li Zhiyan is still young now...

Beautiful life is just like a flower that has just bloomed.

He simply doesn't have that much time to think about various things in life.

That's why you are so persistent with yourself.

Looking at the heavy rain outside the window...

Zhao Manman slowly lowered his head and sat on the carpet next to the floor-to-ceiling window.

I started crying...

Just like she cried bitterly after that day.

I have mixed feelings in my heart...

Totally beyond words.

"Xiaoyan..."

"Why, you want to do such a thing."

"You have to be so stubborn again."

"What exactly do you want aunt to do?"

"How should I treat you?"

……

And this time.

Li Zhiyan looked at the heavy rain outside the window at the e-sports hotel.

He wants to cry...

Although I have a lot of money in my hands now.

But Li Zhiyan felt that he hadn't seen Aunt Zhao for a long time.

He listened to the rain outside the window...

Opened the phone's gallery.Found Zhao Manman’s picture.

In the photo, Zhao Manman smiles softly and sunnyly, with her eyes full of endearment.

This kind of pampering...

It's beyond words that I took the photo for Zhao Manman.

Every time I see this kind of pampering.

Li Zhiyan even felt...

His gray world seemed to be painted with color.

There are countless colorful sunlight falling down.

Bring him endless warmth.

But now...

Aunt Zhao hasn't called herself for a long time.

Not even looking for myself.

Up to now...

Didn't send a message to myself.

If you have done something wrong before.

Aunt Zhao may be angry.

But never more than a day.

Will come to find myself...

This time.

She seemed truly sad.

Li Zhiyan speculated...

Aunt Zhao was really and completely angry.

"Could it be that I will never see Aunt Zhao again in this life?"

"All my life..."

"Can't you feel Aunt Zhao's warmth?"

Li Zhiyan felt very sad in his heart.

He thought again of how he felt that day.

Although it really made him intoxicated.

But there’s a price to pay after the incident.

But it was something he absolutely couldn't bear.

If only I were sober at that time.

If you think about the consequences...

Perhaps, everything is completely different.

That day……

If you resist Aunt Zhao's initiative.

Maybe, things won't be like this anymore.

at least……

I am still at home and can see Aunt Zhao every day.

every day……

You can all smell the smell that uniquely belongs to Aunt Zhao.

But now, all this has been ruined.

In a sense……

It was completely destroyed by myself.

Listening to the sound of rain and looking at the photos, Li Zhiyan's emotions fluctuated very much.

The sadness in his heart at this time.

It’s already out of control...

He found that his eyesight was getting worse.

He couldn't even clearly see the picture of Zhao Manman in front of him.

"my eyes……"

Li Zhiyan felt a little scared.

This feeling of not being able to see clearly made him feel very scared.

Li Zhiyan was a little scared...

Slowly he fell asleep, hoping to wake up later.

My eyes could be better...

……

the next day.

Li Zhiyan slowly woke up and realized.

My eyesight is still so bad.

It's just that I can see a little bit clearly.

he knows……

After all, I can't escape this day.

I have to go to the hospital.

along the way...

Li Zhiyan felt as if the light of this world was constantly moving away from him.

Lose the light...

Li Zhiyan was not afraid in his heart.

He didn't have much nostalgia for this world.

but……

For Zhao Manman, in his heart.

It was really unforgettable and he couldn't accept it.

He could no longer see Zhao Manman's doting eyes.

After arriving at the hospital, Li Zhiyan had an examination accompanied by his original doctor.

After checking...

He said angrily: "I told you a long time ago that your eye disease requires surgery!"

"But you turned a deaf ear to my words!"

"Even completely ignoring my words!"

"The difficulty of the operation is now much higher!"

(End of this chapter)