The beauty next door is like a flower

79 Sensuality

Aunt Zhao...

He actually planned to abort this child.

This made Li Zhiyan completely panic.

For the first time, he felt...

That feeling of maybe becoming a father.

It's like a dream.

What should I do if this child is aborted?

Although now...

Li Zhiyan didn't know whether this dream was a good dream or a nightmare.

But he did have expectations in his heart.

Now, Zhao Manman wants to shatter this dream.

It made him feel a little painful.

"Aunt Zhao, can't you give birth to this child?"

Li Zhiyan's voice contained some prayer.

Looking at Li Zhiyan who was praying to him when he didn't allow something like before.

Zhao Manman touched Li Zhiyan's head.

It's like treating a child.

In Zhao Manman's heart, Li Zhiyan has always been just a child.

"You are just like a child after all."

"child……"

"Whenever something happens, you will ask me for help."

"Have you thought about it?"

"If this child is born one day."

"When people ask, what should I say, what should you say?"

"Don't tell others that this child is me and a man who is 19 years younger than me."

"From birth?"

"Moreover, a child that I watched grow up slept with me and got pregnant and gave birth to a child?"

"Have you ever thought about when that time comes?"

“What kind of looks will I bear?”

"In the world...there is no room for me."

Li Zhiyan shook his head...

"No, Aunt Zhao, I think you are too rational."

"I don't like this kind of rationality."

"We can get married!"

"I've liked you for a long time, so what's the big age gap?"

"Can't I marry you?"

"Which law or morals did you violate?"

"Sometimes, rational choices may not be the right ones. I think we also need to follow emotional choices occasionally!"

The despair in Li Zhiyan's voice became even more obvious.

After all, he is not strong enough in his heart.

"No violation..."

"But you have to understand that there is no love between us."

"I'm good to you just because I love you."

"And your feelings for me are nothing but desire."

"This is a knot that every adolescent boy will have."

"Indeed, women in their 30s are very good-looking."

"But……"

"If you reach the age of 40, it will decline again."

"If you are 50 years old and take good care of yourself, some people will indeed be very good-looking."

"But, what about 60 or 70?"

"You have to understand that the gulf between us is a 19-year age gap."

"You were just born when I was in college."

"Do you know that this is an unbridgeable gap?"

"In my 60s."

"You were only in your 40s at that time. Would you like an old woman?"

"that time……"

"Can these hormones of yours still support your so-called love?"

"At that time...it was a kind of harm to both me and you."

"There is no love between the two of us."

"Do you understand?"

"We just have deep feelings that cannot be let go, but these feelings cannot maintain the relationship between men and women."

Zhao Manman is still so intellectual and quiet.

She seemed to be conveying Li Zhiyan's feelings.

The analysis was very thorough.

at least……

This is what she thinks in her heart.She believed that Li Zhiyan's feelings were like this.

She can also understand Li Zhiyan's feelings.

"Because you are a child, I will abort the child."

"We just act like nothing happened."

"When you grow up, you can find a girlfriend you like."

"I will still pamper you as before."

"You can live your life the way you want."

"I will plan your life for you in the future. Just like before, I will not let you have any worries."

"do you understand?"

Li Zhiyan shook his head...

"I'm almost 19, I've grown up a long time ago, I'm definitely not a child anymore!"

"You are wrong."

"Zhao Manman, don't think that you are always rational."

"So everything you said is right!"

Li Zhiyan whispered...

"What did you call me?"

Zhao Manman glanced at Li Zhiyan with a sharp look in her eyes.

At times like this...

Li Zhiyan had no intention of arguing with Zhao Manman.

In his mind...

What you think about is how it will be in the current situation.

Keep Zhao Manman’s child.

This is my child...

"Aunt Zhao..."

Li Zhiyan shouted.

But then continued.

"What you said is wrong!"

"My love for you is definitely not that kind of hormone."

"The so-called hormone is just a desire."

"I admit this..."

"But I can guarantee that before I decide to like you."

"I just have an absolute crush on you."

"You are like a light in my heart."

Zhao Manman touched Li Zhiyan's head.

she knows……

Li Zhiyan told the truth, every entry in that diary.

There are so many names that prove this.

"This is just because you are more dependent on me."

"Because your parents died early."

"You lack care, but I dote on you more, that's why you feel such dependence."

"This is normal."

Li Zhiyan shook his head...

"Do not……"

"Aunt Zhao, I feel that I am definitely not a so-called hormone to you."

"To me, you are a woman more important than my life."

"I admit……"

"I have thoughts about you, but if I don't have thoughts about the person I love."

"Can it still be called like?"

"I see you as a woman, a woman I would love to have."

"But at the same time, I love you deeply."

"What I like about you is not just superficial."

"It's not because of so-called hormones!"

"You are very beautiful..."

"I like it, but it doesn't matter what you look like."

"Even if you are already gray-haired."

"In my heart, I am also the Zhao Manman I like the most."

"Any situation, any time."

"I will always be by your side."

"Zhao Manman, I really like you. Every day I don't see you, I miss you."

"Please, Aunt Zhao, give me a chance."

"Marry me...give birth to this child, okay."

Li Zhiyan looked into Zhao Manman's eyes.

His eyes were full of piety.

(End of this chapter)