Chapter 203 Complete?

night.

Chu Qian and Du Chaner, who were still feeling a little tired due to motion sickness, went home to sleep.

Ji Yi, on the other hand, was sitting at Lin Yu's house watching TV with Xiao Yuyu in his arms.

Lin Yu walked out of the kitchen carrying a fruit plate.

After she put the fruit plate on the coffee table, she snatched Xiao Yuyu from Ji Yi's arms without saying a word.

Xiao Yuyu blinked at Lin Yu with big eyes, a little confused.

This aunt was not enthusiastic about herself at all before, as if she didn't look at herself.

But now, what's going on?

Although Lin Yu held the little guy in his arms, he did not talk to the little guy. Instead, he silently picked up pieces of fruit with a toothpick and fed it to the little guy.

At the same time, he also asked Ji Yi: "How long do you plan to stay when you come back?"

"About half a month." Ji Yi crossed her legs and gave a time.

"I knew you wouldn't be here long." Lin Yu curled his lips and hesitated.

It seemed like he wanted to say something but didn't know how to say it.

But soon, she laughed again and said, "Why don't you go out and wander around, it's good to stay at home."

"Why, you can't bear to leave me?" Ji Yi glanced sideways at Lin Yu, and seeing a serious look on her face, Ji Yi's tone became a little joking and teasing.

"What are you talking about?" Lin Yu raised his hand and punched Ji Yi twice angrily, and said unhappily: "This late at night really aroused my emotional side, you kid can't stand it. Those people from Lao Ji’s family?”

Ji Yi sighed twice, with a trace of weirdness on his face.

My sister-in-law is actually quite reserved.

It's interesting.

This doesn't look like her usual style.

Lin Yu subconsciously fed the little guy fruit, and after being silent for a while, he asked Ji Yi softly: "Xiao Yi, do you still remember the fortune teller we met in the town before you went out?"

"Remember, how could I not remember that guy."

Ji Yi nodded, and his words even became a bit gritty.

He went out to work hard at a young age, but before he actually went out, he didn't think about where to go.

But one time I went to a town to go to the market, and I met an old fortune teller in the town.

The whole family did the math, and later the old guy said that his family history was in the south.

Later, when I went out, I went to the south and arrived in Mingshi because of what the fortune teller said.

Then life became hard.

Although he is indeed up in Mingshi now, in the process of getting up, he almost narrowly escaped death.

So until now, he still doubts whether he has encountered a gang committing a crime.

Otherwise, if the fortune teller said that he would start his career in the south, why would someone he knew go to work in the south soon after?

If he had not gone to the south or to Mingshi, he would not have been sold, nor would what happened next.

Maybe without these, I would be mediocre now.

But at least life is comfortable...

"Sister-in-law, why did you mention this?"

With emotion in his heart, Ji Yi looked at Lin Yu doubtfully.

Some people don't understand why my sister-in-law suddenly asked about this matter.

"Do you still remember what the fortune teller said back then?"

Lin Yu looked at Ji Yi and spoke again.

When the whole family went to have their fortunes told, she had not yet married into Lao Ji's family.

He didn't even fall in love with Ji Yi's eldest brother.

But because we all live in the same place and have a very good relationship, we always go to markets and other events together in small groups.

So when Ji Yi and the others were doing fortune telling, she was there.

She didn't believe it at first, and even Ji Yi and the others certainly didn't believe it either.

It's just treated as a joke.

But some experiences over the years made her suddenly believe it.

She felt that the old man who told their fortunes had some real abilities.

So she didn't want Ji Yi to go out again.

"Remember, of course I remember." Ji Yi took off her shoes, crossed her legs together, and her eyes became deeper.

"The old guy told me that the dragon swims in the south. It rises when it comes. The water is shallow and there is no place to stay. It falls in the Phoenix Valley and fades away."

"You also know that I am an illiterate person, but I can also hear that the following sentence is not a good thing." Lin Yu heard Ji Yi say this, lowered his head and said softly: "So I just thought , how about you and Yuyu live at home from now on, anyway, with your ability, you don’t have to worry about food anywhere, even if there are any difficulties, we are all at home, at least we can help."

"Sister-in-law, do you really think you got it right?"

Looking at Lin Yu, who kept his head down and kept feeding the little fish and fruits, Ji Yi couldn't help but laugh and explained to Lin Yu.

"Sister-in-law, Chinese studies are indeed very powerful. People who have studied Chinese studies thoroughly may indeed be able to see something from what they have learned in Chinese studies."

"But in my opinion, that old guy didn't have any real skills. If he had real skills, he would be reduced to telling fortunes in a small place like ours? He has been provided by countless rich people for a long time. How could he target us? These two ordinary people with flat heads are worthless."

"The words he said were nothing more than words."

Lin Yu said nothing, but the look on his face became more and more worried.

Although she doesn't have much education, she is not really an idiot.

Of course I know that the vast majority, even 90.00%, of fortune tellers are liars.

But she didn't feel like the one who told their fortunes in the first place.

Because many of the encounters over the years seemed to match what the fortune teller said.

Seeing that Lin Yu didn't speak, Ji Yi knew that she was still worried, and smiled again: "Okay, let's just think that the fortune teller is capable, but sister-in-law, you know that I believe in fate and do not accept it. "

Lin Yu raised her head and looked at Ji Yi, a smile forming on her face.

"Xiaoyi, my home is here."

Ji Yi felt her heart twitching when she heard this.

He leaned back against the sofa and gently rubbed his fingers on his thighs and knees.

His eyes also vaguely glanced at the ceiling.

After a while, he asked softly: "Sister-in-law, why are you so nice to me? You are not stupid. You should be able to see that I am actually a bit unkind and unjust."

Do you have any relatives?
Yes, people like Ji Qing and Lin Yu are their relatives.

Although they are separated by two or three generations from themselves, in a place like rural areas, the separation of two or three generations is nothing at all.

They are still true relatives.

But he doesn't seem to value these things.

It seems that in his eyes, the only real relatives are his own family.

Except for his own family, the rest of the people are outsiders, at most familiar outsiders.

So since his parents died, and since his brother and sister-in-law disappeared, he felt like he had no home.

He didn't believe that people like Ji Qing and Lin Yu couldn't see it.

But why do they continue to be so kind to themselves?

Are you trying to figure yourself out?

Ji Yi doesn't think so.

Because he knew the character of Ji Qing and the others, and knew that they were all proud people deep down.

They don't care about themselves at all.

"Emotional and unjust?" Lin Yu blinked, lowered his head and said softly: "If you were really unreasonable, you wouldn't invest in your hometown every year regardless of the cost. If you were unreasonable, how could you do it now? Sitting here."

Ji Yi herself felt that he might be a little unsympathetic.

But in fact, Ji Yi didn't notice his incomparable love and justice.

If he didn't value love and justice, why would he invest a large amount of money every year to transform his hometown?
You know, their hometown is very bad and very poor.

No matter how much money he invested, his investment was destined to be in vain.

Others may live better and better because of what he does, but he will not get any benefits from it.

And if he was ruthless, he wouldn't be sitting here now.

Even if he didn't value love and justice, the card he left at home wouldn't have been able to record a shocking amount of money every month.

How could such a person be so heartless and unjust?

He just...didn't notice it.

"Forget it, stop talking about it."

Ji Yi leaned forward, picked up a toothpick and picked up a piece of apple to eat.

His eyes became slightly unfocused, and he said slowly: "Sister-in-law, you don't have to worry about me. You also know that I have been insecure since I was a child. If something really happens, I will definitely be there as soon as possible. A runaway."

Ji Yi said this, and Lin Yu didn't talk about it again.

She still instinctively fed the little fish and fruits, and told Ji Yi about things at home.

"Your eldest brother and your uncle have collected the soil in your family's fields and are preparing to plant some vegetables and other things. They feel that the soil in the fields is our roots and cannot be left to waste."

"You must have met my second brother a few days ago. He and your second sister-in-law went to work on the construction site outside. My little sister is now in charge of the restaurant at home."

"By the way, my little sister is going to tidy up the area around your house and build a garden."

"Also, your aunt has knitted a sweater and cotton shoes for your parents and brother and sister-in-law before. I will give them to you later. You go to visit the graves of your parents and their parents tomorrow. You can take them and burn them for them. .”

"Actually, I planned to take it to your parents and burn it when they went to the grave on the first day of junior high school, but your aunt said that when you come back one day, you can take it and burn it yourself. Your parents should see it underground. You’ll be happier.”

"..." Ji Yi listened quietly to Lin Yu talking beside him.

After Lin Yu finished speaking, he nodded slightly to show that he understood.

After Lin Yu said this, he did not continue.

She looked at the empty fruit plate and the little fish in her arms that kept burping, and she suddenly became energetic.

"You can go back by yourself. The little one will stay and sleep with me today."

"Okay." Ji Yi nodded simply, not paying any attention to Xiao Yuyu's eyes asking for help.

After he got up, he went to a room under Lin Yu's guidance, and walked out carrying a large bag containing a sweater and cotton shoes.

After looking back at Lin Yu, who was sitting on the sofa with Xiao Yuyu in his arms, he walked downstairs.

After returning home, Ji Yi did not come in immediately.

After thinking for a while, he opened the trunk of the car, took out the incense paper money from the car, and walked along a path.

Within a few minutes, Ji Yi passed through the path and came to a field.

There are four tombs here.

There are wreaths that have begun to decay on each grave. Around each grave, there are many firecracker residues and so on.

Moreover, in front of every grave, there are still the remains of burned paper money and incense candles.

Ji Yi stood silently in front of the four graves, with a calm expression.

Soon, he sighed, squatted on the ground and began to tear up the paper money.

After tearing up the paper money, he divided the paper money into four parts and placed them in front of the four graves respectively.

After lighting the paper money, he lit incense candles and inserted them in front of the four graves. Then he took out sweaters and cotton shoes from the bag, placed them in front of the graves according to size, and burned them.

After doing all this, Ji Yi did not leave immediately.

He stood in front of the four graves, watching the burning of the paper money with a calm expression...

"..."

In Ji Yi's home, Du Chan'er stood on the balcony, calmly looking at the place where Ji Yi was.

Looking at the faint firelight, she seemed a little silent.

"He must be feeling quite uncomfortable."

After a while, she murmured in a small voice, her eyes a little complicated.

Although Ji Yi has been acting like a normal person since he came back from Tianhai City, he must be feeling very uncomfortable in his heart.

No, it should be very, very uncomfortable.

"How can it not be uncomfortable?"

Chu Qian didn't know when she came to Du Chan'er.

She heard Du Chan'er's subconscious murmur, crossed her arms, and sighed softly: "You and his situation are similar. You haven't come out until now. He may be able to bear it better than you, but he still has to say no in his heart. It’s impossible to feel uncomfortable.”

When Du Chan'er heard this, a trace of self-mockery flashed across her face.

Yes, compared to Ji Yi, I am indeed unsightly.

Ji Yi's situation was similar to his own, and Ji Yi's pain was probably even greater than his own.

But Ji Yi is still facing everything with strength.

But he seemed to only know how to avoid.

"Let's go and sleep."

Chu Qian patted Du Chan'er on the shoulder, turned around and walked to her room.

It's impossible to say that she doesn't have some complicated emotions in her heart right now.

But she also wanted to take this opportunity to express something to Du Chan'er.

She and Ji Yi obviously had similar experiences. Ji Yi was still facing it with strength, so why couldn't she.

Sometimes, it's not a matter of whether it works or not.

It’s a question of whether it can.

After Chu Qian returned to the house, Du Chan'er stood on the balcony for a while.

Soon, after looking deeply at Ji Yi, she also went back to the house.

As for what she is thinking and feeling, only she knows.

Click!

Half an hour later, Ji Yi slowly returned home.

He gently opened the door and went upstairs, then returned to his bedroom.

After casually taking a shower, he lay on the bed with his hands behind his head and began to think about things.

But this time, he was not thinking about what was about to happen in Mingshi.

Instead, he thought about himself.

"I seem to understand something."

As he murmured quietly, Ji Yi's expression became a little erratic.

He has never deliberately thought about which Ji Yi he is now.

But I often instinctively struggle with these things.

But when he was standing in front of the four graves just now, Ji Yi seemed to have figured out the problem.

"Did you fulfill me..."

He raised his hand as if to touch the chandelier above his head, but soon he covered his face with one hand, a look that looked like crying but not smiling.

He died in Tianhai City, at the home of his brother and sister-in-law.

Later, he lived again.

The last night Chu Qian returned to her house, the moment she walked out of the side door.

No, it could be earlier.

For example, the moment he died in Tianhai City, he died on his behalf and brought his life back to life.

"call!"

Taking two deep breaths, Ji Yi suppressed the turbulent emotions in her heart.

He got out of bed again, picked up a cigarette, lit it and smoked it, then came to the window and stood quietly.

Looking out the window and looking at the bright moon hanging in the sky, he murmured softly: "If it were you, you would definitely choose to stay at home."

He probably now knows why his other self chose to fulfill himself.

To him, this is a foreign land.

Even though he left him wealth, for him, wealth could not fill the missing part in his heart.

So he chose to fulfill himself and give himself a second life.

And the price... is his own disappearance!

"Fuck"

Suddenly, Ji Yi cursed in a low voice.

He put out the cigarette and threw it on the ground, then raised his hand and slapped his forehead hard several times.

Some things are better not understood.

Because after you figure it out, you will feel more and more uncomfortable.

And with it, there are more doubts.

Now he was feeling extremely uncomfortable, and there were countless doubts brewing in his heart.

But no one can give answers to these doubts of mine.

I can only slowly unravel it myself and figure it out slowly.

"Why are you so crazy if you don't sleep at night?"

Just when Ji Yi was getting more and more irritable, Chu Qian's voice suddenly sounded outside the room.

After hearing her words, Ji Yi's mood gradually dropped and he quickly suppressed his emotions.

It's like he doesn't want others to see his emotional ups and downs.

He closed the curtains and slowly walked towards his big bed. He said in a calm tone: "I'm thinking about something. Why are you here outside my house if you don't sleep at night?"

"See if you have a mental breakdown."

Chu Qian who was outside the room said something faintly and then left.

Listening to the news, Ji Yi's mood was quite ups and downs, but it wasn't a big problem.

So there is no need to worry too much.

Well, that’s all Boss Ji is good at.

The psychological endurance is strong and there is no need to worry too much.

Hearing the footsteps gradually receding outside, Ji Yi's eyes flickered for a moment.

Just when he was about to cover himself with a quilt and go to sleep, another sound came from outside the house.

"Are you okay?"

Hearing Du Chan'er's voice, Ji Yi replied: "What can happen to me?"

"Have a good rest." After Du Chan'er heard the voice coming from the house without any emotional ups and downs, she said again and left.

"It's weird." Ji Yi murmured subconsciously, then closed his eyes.

When he closed his eyes, a smile suddenly appeared on the corner of his mouth.

It seemed like he thought of something more interesting.

(End of this chapter)

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