The scum is all over the world, and there are Shura fields everywhere

The river water was obviously frozen, but Yang Rongrong didn't feel too much cold.

She knew that this was because Yan Linyuan didn't want to hurt her. Even if he was mad with anger, he still subconsciously wanted to protect her.

Meeting Yan Linyuan's red eyes, Yang Rongrong sighed softly and said.

"You did nothing wrong."

Yan Linyuan asked reluctantly: "Then why did you leave me?"

Yang Rongrong said: "I have not left you. Even if I leave the illusion, I will still stay with Linyuan. You and him are one..."

Yan Linyuan interrupted him: "The moment he decided to seal his memory and completely give up his past self, he and I were no longer the same person. He is him and I am me."

Yang Rongrong grasped the key point of his words and said: "So he didn't lose his memory, but he took the initiative to seal his own memory?"

Yan Linyuan twitched the corner of his mouth and smiled sarcastically: "Yes, he thought it was too embarrassing to dislike his past self, so he stripped the past memories from his body and sealed them in the endless abyss."

This was beyond Yang Rongrong's expectation.

She also thought that Lin Yuan had lost part of his memory because he had been sealed for too long.

Now it seems that Lai Yuan deliberately left his memory in the Endless Abyss before leaving it.

It's no wonder that Yan Linyuan is full of resentment. If she were abandoned and sealed by her other self, left alone in the endless abyss, and the other self ran out to be happy, she would also be furious.

Yang Rongrong suggested: "When you get out of the illusion and Linyuan recovers his memory, you can return to his body. You will still be one person. You will leave the endless abyss with us. No one will abandon you this time." Get off you."

Yan Linyuan smiled sadly: "He won't do it. He finally got rid of his past self. He can't let himself fall into the haze left by the past."

"Give it a try, maybe he'll be willing to do it."

When Yang Rongrong said this, her eyes fell not far behind Yan Linyuan, and her expression changed slightly.

Yan Linyuan seemed to feel something, and immediately turned his head and looked behind him.

He saw Linyuan standing there quietly on the river bank not far away.

Yan Linyuan couldn't help but ask: "When did you come?"

Linyuan still wore that ugly mask on his face. He slowly walked towards the two of them and said, "He hasn't been here for long."

In fact, the moment Yang Rongrong followed Yan Linyuan out of the inn, Linyuan followed him quietly.

Wearing a mask, he hid in the surging crowd and watched quietly as Yang Rongrong took the petals from the young man's hand. At that time, the young man smiled with his eyebrows crescent, and his eyes were like the summer sky, hiding thousands of stars. , dazzling.

At that moment, Linyuan couldn't help but think, if all this was true, how great it would be if he could really meet Yang Rongrong when he was sixteen!

Unfortunately, there are no ifs in this world.

At this time, the river froze and the flowers withered.

The false facade is torn apart, and they are all forced to face the cruel truth.

Linyuan pulled Yang Rongrong and Yan Linyuan out of the glacier.

Three people stood on the frozen river.

Yan Linyuan's face seemed to be crying and smiling: "When you broke into the Yan family's dungeon to rescue me, how I wished all this was true, how I wished that there was someone there when I was forced to die. Like you, come down from the sky and say a word of comfort to me. But no, no one came to save me, no one was willing to say a word of comfort to me."

Along with his words, scenes appeared on the ice under his feet like a movie replay.

These are things that Yan Linyuan has actually experienced.

Linyuan closed his eyes subconsciously, unwilling to look. But the boy's crying voice still got into his ears.

"I am trapped in this memory, experiencing the pain and torture over and over again. I can't leave here, and I can't forget the past like you. I can only let the memory dig the wounds in my heart over and over again. Every time I dug it up, I was bleeding and in pain. I was going crazy, but I couldn’t go crazy. Reason made me suffer even more. I couldn’t end this cycle of torture. Until you came and you helped me relieve it. Pain, please don't leave, okay? I beg you, don't leave me here alone again."

What he said did not match the preface and the subtext, but his feeling of being on the verge of collapse had clearly reached Linyuan's heart.

Linyuan and him were one and the same, and Linyuan could feel the pain he was talking about personally.

The boy's broken cries saddened him.

He took off the mask from his face, covered the young man's face, and said in an impatient tone.

"do not Cry."

He paused, then added in a slightly slower tone.

"As long as you don't cry, this mask will be given to you."

The young man covered his mask with both hands, and his crying gradually subsided.

Yang Rongrong roughly knew what Yan Linyuan had experienced through the pictures that appeared on the ice.

In fact, Yingji's plan was successful.

She seduced the young and energetic Yan Linyuan into killing herself. Not long after that, Yan Linyuan discovered his true life experience through the clues she deliberately left behind during her lifetime.

He knew that half of the demon blood flowed in his body, and he knew that the female demon he killed with his own hands was actually his mother.

His ideal since childhood was to eliminate demons and protect the Tao, but he never expected that he would become a demon in the end.
  It turns out that he is the same as those ugly demons he killed.

It turns out that his so-called ideal is a joke.

To make matters worse, Yan Hemei soon learned of his true life experience.

He became a shame to the Yan family, his name was erased from the Yan family tree, he was imprisoned in a dungeon, his skin and flesh were scraped off one by one, his cultivation was abolished, and in the end he could only live in despair and pain. Bit by bit died.

It would be great if he could really die at that moment, it would be over.

But the demon inside him woke up.

He came back to life as a demon.

At that time, he was confused, and he relied on his instinct to break through the dungeon's magic circle and fight his way out of the Yan Mansion.

He just wanted to leave the Yan family, but what he didn't expect was that the demon cultivators who were originally imprisoned in the dungeon seized the opportunity and escaped.

They took advantage of the chaos in the Yan family and went on a killing spree in the Yan mansion.

That night, the entire Yan family suffered numerous casualties.

In the end, Yan Hemei killed all the rebellious demon cultivators, but the Yan family members who died could not come back to life.

Yan Hemei was angry and resentful, and her head turned white overnight.

After that, Yan Hemei left Shanlan City and never appeared in front of the world again.

No one knows where he went.

But Yan Linyuan knew that Yan Hemei had been looking for him.