Ten years as a substitute!Now that she leaves, she regrets it too much

If the emotional relationship between two people wants to be stable, what they need is mutual understanding and understanding.

At least, it must be done.

You understand me, and I understand you.

But now, Jiang An feels that the relationship between himself and Lin Xixi is really good.

At least the two people's thoughts were not hidden.

Just say it openly and straightforwardly.

This will make Jiang An feel much more comfortable.

Lin Xixi looked at Jiang An's happy expression and raised her mouth slightly: "How about it, do you suddenly feel that your girlfriend is so understanding, so gentle and considerate now?"

Jiang An nodded in agreement: "That's not wrong at all. Now I really feel that I have a really good vision."

"I picked the most beautiful, cutest and most well-behaved heroine among the crowd at a glance."

"Hmph, stop trying to trick me with your sweet words, let's eat!"

"Good good!"

…………

upstairs.

As the saying goes, your best friends are across the street.

The childhood sweetheart I hate the most is upstairs.

Liu Youran's life was not good every day, he was not happy, and he was not happy.

She ate takeout and after returning home, she lay in bed and read books. However, on days like this, she found herself feeling depressed like never before.

If it were the previous three months, she would have been completely immersed in some kind of sadness and had not had time to experience the feeling of being alone.

But now?
Liu Youran really seemed to understand that sentence.

more grown, more lonely.

And she felt more and more clearly what it was like to live without Jiang An.

No more knocking on her door waiting for her to come out.

Whether it's going shopping, going to the library, watching a movie, or simply going for a walk.

He won't even show up.

No one will cook according to her taste anymore.

The takeaways around here are all terrible, no matter how detailed she says to order more sugar, less chili, or lighter food.

The takeaway merchants still can't make it to her taste.

No one would care whether she was hot or cold or whether she slept well or not.

So many sleepless nights.

Most of the time, Liu Youran was thinking, why is this happening?

Where is it wrong?

…………

Time is like running water, and often people's memory is like a container.

It is limited.

Good memories will continue to suppress and hide all the pain and hurt.

Just like what is floating on the sea is never a reef.

But just because these things are at the bottom of the sea doesn't mean they disappeared.

When the tide ebbs, these reefs will float up.

Then you will understand clearly.

These damn memories that make you sad, wronged or painful never disappear.

It just turned into experience.

For Liu Youran.

Jiang An gradually became a passer-by from an important role in his life.

It slipped away so easily.

By the time Liu Youran truly realized the loss, it was too late.

"Youran, why don't you turn on the light and lie alone in the room?"

The door lock rang. It was Yang Tao who had returned from get off work. Recently, she went to work in an art studio and left early and came back late.

I had just gotten off work at this time, but when I pushed the door open, I saw it was pitch black.

She couldn't help but say this.

Her voice was heard.Liu Youran responded feebly: "Well, I was a little sleepy, so I didn't want to turn on the light. I was going to lie down and fall asleep."

"Oh……"

Star Tao responded. Although it was a little strange, it wasn't that strange anymore.

Liu Youran looks like this most of the time now.

Listless, feeling very tired.

However, the relationship between the two people seems to have reached this point now, and there is no room for relaxation at all.

So now even if Yang Tao knew that Liu Youran was unhappy, he would just ask a few questions, but he wouldn't say anything more.

Looking at Yang Tao's back, he turned around and went back to the room after asking.

Liu Youran's eyes were indifferent and cold.

It's like looking at an ordinary roommate.

Ever since she learned about the inappropriate relationship between Yang Wenqin and Yang Tao, she has actually been unable to face Yang Tao.

She really couldn't accept that her best friend, her most trusted friend, was actually with the boy who was pursuing her.

And that boy was once her Bai Yueguang.

Such intricate relationships come together.

Liu Youran couldn't accept it no matter what.

and so……

She chose to show off.

Since it's unacceptable, isn't it okay to just show it off?
It was just for one person, and now there is no one left to talk to.

Liu Youran tilted his head slightly and looked at the window next to him. It was a quiet night outside.

Unconsciously, she had been lying there from morning to afternoon, and then to night, doing nothing.

We are obviously very close to Jiang An, just one layer apart.

But it felt very, very far away, so far away that I couldn't even touch it.

This feeling... is really sad.

She turned over, covered her face with the quilt, and took a long breath.

good night.

she said to herself.

…………

"I said, Xiaolin-san, you've gone too far. Why don't you let me go to bed?"

"I'm your serious husband. Isn't it too much for you to treat me like this?"

downstairs.

Jiang An was working hard to get into bed, but Lin Xixi looked at the time and quickly shook her head: "No, no, I don't agree!"

"Isn't it too early for you to come up now?"

"To be honest, it's incredible to be so early!"

"I know very well that you want to come up and do bad things."

"So, you want to come up? No!"

Listening to Lin Xixi's words and seeing the little girl's expression, Jiang An was really dumbfounded.

"No, what are you thinking about?"

"I've been busy all day and want to go to bed for a while. Why don't you understand? You still misunderstood me. Ah~ I'm so disappointed!"

"...It's heartbreaking...I'm heartbroken about your sister!"

Lin Xixi refused to believe that Jiang An had no bad intentions.

And this matter, can she leave it up to her in bed?
So... the best way is not to go to bed!
Lin Nuxia glanced at the time, it was ten forty, and she thought for a while: "You can come up again at eleven twenty, and go to bed at twelve."

"I have to go to class tomorrow morning!"

After hearing this, Jiang An always felt that something was not right.

Why is it not allowed to go to bed at [-]:[-], but why is it allowed at [-]:[-]?
Thinking about it...something seems to be wrong.

Something seems wrong?

So what is the problem?

Yes...two, four and 10 minutes, is it too much for her to bear?

So Lin Nvxia is controlling times accurately? ? ? ? ? (End of chapter)