Ten years as a substitute!Now that she leaves, she regrets it too much

Chapter 90 I still say the same thing, it’s best to end like this

What Jiang An said was very sincere.

These words have actually been hidden in my heart for a long time.

He had this idea when he came out of the temple yesterday.

Just never said it.

And it just so happened that Liu Youran asked now, and Jiang An naturally told him.

It's not meant to be irritating.

It's just simple sharing between friends.

"Living together... moving to a warm house..." Liu Youran murmured in a low voice, her expression a little empty, the light in her eyes dissipated little by little, and the deep sadness spread from the bottom of her heart to every corner of her body.

Why?

Why...she wanted to risk her life by asking this question?
Liu Youran, are you sick?

Obviously you know that the two of them must live together.

You also ask, you just owe it, do you just want to feel uncomfortable?

But, but Jiang An...how can you be so fast?

We haven't lived together in ten years!

Of course……

This was also what she, Liu Youran, chose herself.

In the past ten years, she was convinced that she had a vague belief that Yang Wenqin was the one she liked.

But when Yang Wenqin came back, she suddenly woke up.

What she likes is Jiang An.

So, now that he has gone to live with someone else, are you happy?
All these bitter fruits were sown by her own hands.

Living together, with such a result, what can she say to question Jiang An now?

Obviously, she had all the opportunities and advantages, but she gave them to other girls with her own hands. Liu Youran regretted it. She had shed so many tears that she couldn't even cry now.

But it's all meaningless.

Jiang An could say this to her calmly.

It already means that he has given up.

He really... doesn't care anymore.

However, she regretted it so much. She really wished that the one who could live together with Jiang An was not someone else but her.

thought here.

Liu Youran's thoughts became more and more chaotic. She was so confused that she didn't know what to say for a moment.

It's like saying everything is wrong.

"So, you are really nice. I am the only one who is sad. Even when we met, you limited it to 15 minutes." Liu Youran raised his head and smiled bitterly.

Jiang An was stunned for a moment, then took a sip of water, looked at the strange and familiar girl in front of him, and said softly:
"Everyone will walk out, right?"

"Besides, you never walked in."

"No, I came in, but you didn't give me time... Give me some time, I've come in now." Liu Youran gritted his teeth and raised his red eyes.

What is walking is not walking out.

If she had gone out, she wouldn't really be sitting here, looking at Jiang An in such pain.

"I gave you time."

Jiang An laughed, with a calm look in his eyes.

Liu Youran closed her eyes in pain, feeling a little inexplicable despair in her heart, yes.

Jiang An gave me time.

But she still couldn't help but want to ask.

I hope Jiang An can give some different answers.

But obviously, Jiang An didn't.

Looking at Liu Youran who was silent, Jiang An glanced at the time. He had to hurry up.

Lin Xixi couldn't be kept waiting too long.

"I said, liking this kind of thing is a consensual relationship."

"It's okay if you didn't like me at the beginning. I've liked you for ten years, which is what I was willing to do at the beginning, so I admit it."

"As for what the result is, it doesn't actually matter anymore."

"Isn't the past the past?"

"That's it, okay?"

Jiang An stared at Liu Youran in front of him, he was calmer than ever before.

It was as if he was talking about something ordinary again.In fact, he didn't bother to talk about who was wrong and who was right.

It’s been like this all these years, hasn’t it?

Flowers bloom and fall.

It's not like anyone can't live without the other person.

As for Liu Youran?
Does he hate it?

During the time after the breakup, Jiang An did have emotions similar to disgust and anger.

But it quickly dissipated.

Because he figured it out right away.

Oh, it’s not fair to like this thing.

That's it.

You can like me or not.

Then it is reasonable for me not to like you now.

The calm and calm mood made Jiang An's thinking particularly clear.

"Maybe some things can only be understood after experiencing them."

Jiang An thought calmly.

……

Time passed little by little.

Liu Youran finished the cup of coffee and finally raised his head.

As if he mustered up all his courage:

"Okay, everything you said is good and correct."

"But I still want to say, can I go back to the past? I am really willing to change."

She really felt that she was extremely humble.

I have never lowered my head so continuously.

to a person.

To someone who once liked me so much.

Liu Youran no longer remembers how proud he was back then.

She only knew that she had to lower her head now, because what she missed might be the boy who had eyes for her throughout her youth.

As for what Jiang An said, she felt guilty and guilty.

Without it.

Although he said it so calmly, every word was so precise that it allowed her to break through her defenses.

"No."

however.

Jiang An's answer was so decisive. He calmly drank the water in the glass and said calmly: "I said it's over."

He said it so indifferently, as if it was a trivial matter that didn't even need to be considered and didn't waste a second of his thinking time.Such a performance made Liu Youran feel inexplicably chilled.

"If you want to talk to me about this today, make peace or something..." Jiang An looked at Liu Youran, and then smiled: "Then really, it's not necessary."

There's no need. Talking about such a topic is not the purpose of Jiang An coming here.

He hopes that both of them can be decent.

Liu Youran squeezed out a smile and tried to maintain a calm look on her face. She lowered her head, begged for mercy, and took the initiative to try to let go.

But she just can't do it.

She couldn't accept the loss of the role of Jiang An in her life.

"When you were away, I found that my time became very empty. I didn't know what to do or where to go." Liu Youran said, looking a little sad: "At first, I thought I was just not used to it."

"Later I discovered that I just like you. When I have you, I am the complete Liu Youran. For so many years, I admit that I...ignored most of your feelings."

Liu Youran's words were very sincere.

Jiang An blinked slightly, but shook his head:

"Okay Liu Youran, you don't have to do this."

"More than half of the time has passed, and there are still two or three minutes left."

He couldn't sit still and was no longer interested in listening:
"I still say that."

"Let bygones be bygones. It's best for a story like this to end like this."

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