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Chapter 51: There is no woman in my heart, reading is a natural god!
Wang Mengyao felt that her previous confidence was gone.

She recalled the dream she had had before, in which she had no friends.

She felt that she was very hypocritical and despicable, and she gradually seemed to see her own heart clearly.

She is a very smart businesswoman who values ​​everything.

She will repay the help others have given her, and she can tell herself with peace of mind that she does not owe anyone.

She will care about her friends, and she will fulfill the duties that a friend should do, thinking that this is enough.

She can also accept gifts from friends with great peace of mind, because she will repay them.

But can she really pat her chest and say that she has a clear conscience?

the answer is negative!

She throws away her emotions very well. She is not willing to let others into her heart like Lin Yuexi.

She even lied to herself that no one had really entered her heart.

She is unwilling to give others the purest trust, and she is unwilling to let anyone get too close to her, which makes her very scared.

Ultimately she is a selfish person.

But she put on that posture, wanting to get into other people's hearts and inherit their true feelings.

This is actually what many smart people do, and it is also the most sensible approach.

So she can always stay calm and be at ease in any relationship.

She doesn't care about the outside world at all. Who in the world is not selfish?

However, her extremely rational approach cannot obtain the purest emotions. Wise people are often lonely.

Why doesn't she have love?

Because such a person is not suitable for love, because she will not love others.

Humans are actually very complex animals.

If we look into it deeply, we all feel that we are very despicable.

Wang Mengyao couldn't face her true self calmly, so she was upset and stood there blankly.

"Classmate Wang, what's wrong with you?"

Just when Wang Mengyao was in a daze, Lin Yuexi's shouts came to her ears.

Wang Mengyao came back to her senses at this time, forced out a smile and said: "No...it's okay."

She observes others in subtle ways, guesses what others are thinking, and determines whether they are worth dating.

Then look back at yourself, is someone like her someone worth dating?
At the very least, the person in front of her is much more sincere than her, and he is worth interacting with a lot.

Su Mu probably saw this too.

"It's okay, it's okay. By the way, I feel much better after I say what's in my heart."

Lin Yuexi said with a smile.

At this time, she had completely restrained her rebellious Overlord Flower character and was not aggressive in any way.

"This is just my personal thought. I don't know if it's right or not. I think we don't have to be tit-for-tat. We can still be friends. What do you think?"

After Lin Yuexi said this, she directly extended her hand to Wang Mengyao with a smile on her face.

This rebellious overlord and the most popular girl on campus has so many friends supporting her, so there must be some truth to what she said.

Maybe you can learn from her, qualities that she doesn’t have.

Unconsciously, Wang Mengyao stretched out her hand, and then the two shook hands.

In this way, the two went around and finally became friends.

She needs to think about it for a while, recognize herself, and at the same time recognize her own heart.

She wanted to be different. She didn't want to be alone all her life without real friends like in the dream.

"Su Mu said that you are a very powerful person, very self-disciplined, very diligent, very serious, and very confident..."

"I believe in Su Mu, and I want to learn from you too!"

Lin Yuexi said with a smile, full of sincerity in her eyes.

Sometimes jealousy and envy can become good motivation. Lin Yuexi will not continue to fall like this.

No one is excellent from the beginning, but through acquired efforts, one can become excellent and become more perfect.

Only in this way can we be worthy of better others.Do you deserve Sumu?

What is she like in that person's heart?

Wang Mengyao also stood there blankly, with mixed feelings in her heart.

At this moment, in her mind, she could not help but think of that handsome face, the scene of her confession in her dream, and her usual concern for her...

Wang Mengyao touched her face, a little speechless and a little shy at the same time.

For some reason, she suddenly felt that if it was really like in that dream, it would be great if the boy was so kind to her and confessed his love to her.

……

Time passed and the storm subsided.

It was normal for Lin Yuexi to be busy in the city, and she calmed down in a few days.

Life has returned to normal again. Everyone is very busy studying and doesn't have much time for gossip.

After all, the senior year of high school is about to usher in the college entrance examination.

Su Mu's life has not changed either. He plays when it is time to play, eats when it is time to eat, and tutors his deskmate when it is time to do homework...

During this period, when Wang Mengyao asked questions, he also answered them.

Su Mu is enjoying her wonderful senior year in high school.

Of course!
His deskmate was also a little different. The girl next to him suddenly became more serious. She no longer needed his supervision and was not lazy at all. She seemed to have suddenly enlightened and was studying hard.

At the same time, the relationship with him became more harmonious. The two became closer and occasionally held hands. This made other people jealous.

In the past, Lin Yuexi was a rebellious queen and the best girl on campus, but now she suddenly disappeared, started studying seriously, and was no longer rebellious.

This changed everyone's impression of her.

However, no boy dared to provoke her, after all, the rebellious Overlord Flower still had the lingering power.

The students in Class [-] gossip more and more, and people in the class often make fun of them.

Neither of them explained, responded, or tried to shirk...

They shamelessly acquiesced, since they were dead pigs and were not afraid of boiling water anyway.

As time went by, the classmates assumed that they were already together and had no intention of teasing them.

"Classmate Lin, where do you want to play again?"

"Tell me what you want to do, and I'll take you there."

Su Mu looked at Lin Yuexi with a smile.

"How can you say that things about scholars are just fun?"

The two had been together for so long, but Lin Yuexi had learned Su Mu's catchphrase.

Su Mu couldn't help but roll his eyes at Lin Yuexi: "Speak well and speak human words!"

"Hey, let's study, really study. If you are free tomorrow, come with me to the library. Let's study there."

It is hard to imagine that these words came from the mouth of the rebellious overlord flower and the most beautiful girl on campus.

Su Mu was impressed by how much this eldest sister loved studying.

"Lin Yuexi, you are no longer the Lin Yuexi I know. Please give back the Lin Yuexi I know."

Su Mu shook Lin Yuexi and said with a smile.

Lin Yuexi rolled her eyes at Su Mu and said angrily: "Did you meet me on the first day?"

"I'm a student, what else can I do if I don't study? Should I fall in love with you?"

"Hehe, it's not impossible." Su Mu chuckled.

"Gungungun, who wants to fall in love with you?" Lin Yuexi rolled her eyes at Su Mu and said, "I only read books about sages, and there is no man in my eyes."

"Su Mu, what I have to tell you is that you are no longer the Su Mu I know."

"Don't you know an old saying?"

Su Mu smiled and said hurriedly: "I don't know, I'm all ears."

"An ancient saying goes, if you don't have a woman in your heart, reading will make you a god!"

Lin Yuexi pretended to be pretentious and said seriously.

(End of this chapter)