i'm not a bad man

Chapter 197
I almost couldn't believe my eyes. I didn't expect that the first people to come to the small town because of me would be Lu Xi and Qin Minhong. Before that, I had made assumptions, and there would always be some unforgettable friends. , will come to Xiaocheng to reminisce with me as time goes by. I think Ren Ran will definitely come, Tu Lin may come, and Saozhu may also come. Although Saozhu and I have a normal relationship, but with Zuo Xiaowei We have a very good relationship, so I also thought about him, and even Brother Shanhe. I always have enough time in Qingdao, and occasionally I can go for a walk in the small town to change my mood. But Luxi, I didn’t. Made some assumptions.

She is different from others. She is a hot star. In my subconscious, even if she comes, it is for a business event and she has to spend a lot of money to invite her. But now, she has come to this small town just for me. train tickets.

Isn't this what I'm dreaming about?I raised my phone and looked at it again. It was indeed the message Qin Minhong sent me, and it was indeed about their coming to the small town.

My mood is a bit complicated. Emotionally speaking, I have never forgotten her in my heart. I have forgotten all the fantasies I had when she came into my life. It seems that every word, every deed, and every smile of hers can enter my heart. Liking her is no longer a choice made for me by my senses, but by my genes. I want to see her and have some emotional interaction with her; but from a rational point of view, since I have made a choice, I should Keep a distance from her completely. I can't forget my original purpose of hurting her and the pain-bearing feeling just because she tries to get closer... The closer we get, the more I have to bear, not to mention that I The relationship with Zuo Xiaowei has not yet reached a clear result. I feel a strong sense of guilt towards Zuo Xiaowei. I know that she cares about me being with Lu Xi.

Based on this conflicting mood, I did not immediately reply to Qin Minhong's message. I was silent for a moment alone, and suddenly I thought of Qiao Jiao who was far away on the other side of the ocean. She knew Lu Xi better than me, so she was not satisfied with Lu Xi's attempt to get closer. There must be a more accurate interpretation...

Yes, I think Lu Xi is a bit abnormal. She is not the kind of person who likes to take the initiative to approach.

……

I never knew that sending a message to Qiao Jiao actually requires a little courage. Probably because we didn’t get together well and break up. I couldn’t keep her in the country or help her open a hotel room. I only gave her a secret in the bakery that had running water every day, so that she could not face Lu Xi and Lu Ming. In the end, she could not bear the psychological pressure and fell under her father's power. She had no choice but to go abroad. About her I have to bear at least half of the responsibility for going abroad.

After taking a deep breath, I finally sent a message to Qiao Jiao: "Sister Jiao, are you asleep?"

"Sister Jiao is not asleep. Sister Jiao is thinking about how to give you two a slap in the face even though we are more than 1 kilometers apart."

Sure enough, she still had resentment in her heart.

Just when I was thinking this, she quickly sent another message: "Don't you know there is something called jet lag? I don't know if two big slaps are enough to make you smarter. If it's not enough, I can also use I will give you two more for free."

I was stunned for a moment, and then I realized that my night was her morning. I shouldn't ask her if she fell asleep, but I should ask her if she had gotten up. She was probably awake, but not yet, because we were 1 miles apart. After many kilometers, I can still feel her getting up.

Suddenly, I focused on the word "idea" she said again, and I couldn't help but feel shocked. I remembered the dream I had before. I was killing time on the deserted beach, and Qiao Jiao suddenly She showed up, gave me the keys to the RV, and encouraged me to continue wandering on the road. But just when I wanted to talk to her more, she told me that this was not the real her, but just a trace of her thoughts.

Dreams and reality merged into one, which really seemed a bit magical. I looked up subconsciously, maybe her thoughts were somewhere in this room, waiting for an opportunity to beat me...

This was just a joke after all, so when I looked up, I didn't see Qiao Jiao's thoughts. I only saw that No. 2 had changed into a set of pajamas, holding a coffee cup in his hand, looking thoughtful. Her man hasn't come home yet.

I lit up a cigarette out of habit and finally sent a message back to Qiao Jiao: "Sister Jiao, I actually have something to ask you...Sister Min Hong called me and said that she wanted Lu Xi to try out the music scene. She asked me to write two songs for Lu Xi. In order to earn some publishing fees, I agreed to the matter. She asked me to go to BJ to discuss it in detail. I didn’t want to meet Lu Xi, so I refused. It’s okay so far. Normal, but Sister Minhong sent me another message, saying that she and Lu Xi had bought train tickets to the small town... I really thought it was incredible. In my understanding, Lu Xi was not such a fan. The person who takes the initiative seems to have other purposes besides inviting songs. You and she are best friends who grew up together. What do you think she really thinks?"

After a while, Qiao Jiao replied: "Sister Jiao doesn't want to be your life mentor. Sister Jiao is busy memorizing ABCD..."

"Just tell me, I won't let you talk in vain."

"Hey, why did you suddenly become so clever and learn how to bribe!"

"When I get the publishing fee, I will give you the best gaming equipment as a gift."

"Awesome, he not only knows how to bribe, but also knows how to do what he wants." Qiao Jiao's inconsiderate behavior made me feel powerless. Just when I was about to give up, she sent me another message. Message: "You really treat Lu Xi as a fool. I'm already suspicious. When the tension in her heart passes, will she not have any doubts?... But she is different from me. I like to be straightforward. She I like to kill people invisible, and asking you to write songs is just the beginning. No matter how tough you are, sooner or later, the little secret between you and Luan Yu will definitely be revealed by her..."

I fell into deep thought and felt a bit of a sense of crisis. It took me a long time to reply to Qiao Jiao: "It makes sense. When you say that, I understand."

"She doesn't like to take the initiative and only treats people who don't matter to her. Think about what she did to the skater boy."

Looking at this message, I couldn't help but feel a little dazed. Because of this little secret hidden, I could actually be compared with the skating boy in Lu Xi's heart.

I can't tell whether this is a good thing or a bad thing, and I don't know if I can withstand Lu Xi's offensive.

Based on this worry, I sent another message to Qiao Jiao: "Then give me some advice, how should I deal with this matter?"

"Didn't the skating boy give you the best reference?... From now on, you dig a hole in the ground and stay there for three to five years. When you come out again, Luan Yu and Lu Ming has already cooked the rice, maybe she has a child, and Lu Xi has also become the child's sister-in-law, so maybe she won't have to worry about this matter with you."

Qiao Jiao seemed to have stung her own smile. After this message, she specially sent another message, which was just a series of "hahahahaha".

She smiled, but I became even more worried. Maybe concealing and deceiving her was a big mistake from the beginning.

……

Putting out the cigarette in my hand in the ashtray, I subconsciously raised my head and looked out the window. Although the night was long, everything did not stand still. The man No. 2 came back at some unknown time. He had already sat down. Opposite No. 2, he drank tea and No. 2 drank coffee. The two of them were chatting and laughing, and the laughter almost reached me who was isolated from the world.

I pulled the curtains and the room fell into darkness until the phone screen lit up again...

I thought it was Qiao Jiao who was not finished, but it was another message from Qin Minhong: "It doesn't matter if you don't say anything. I have already asked clearly. There is still 140 kilometers from Luoyang to your place. I have friends in Luoyang. I will talk to him directly tomorrow." Let me borrow a car and go to your place... and try to catch a turtle in an urn."

The phrase "catch a turtle in a urn" is so expressive. Of course I am the turtle in the urn. This is a warning after gradually losing patience, and Qin Minhong is just a sounding tube in Luxi.

"By the way, Lu Xi said that you like to hang out in bathing places. She said that when she arrives in the small town, she will treat you to a pedicure."

I understood again, this is called giving both kindness and power, and I couldn't help but think of our experience in Shenyang. If there was friendship between us, then doing pedicures together would be one of the things that can reflect our friendship.

I was really weird. When I went to Shenyang for the first time to find her, I didn't want to be romantic, so I took her to a bathing center for a pedicure.

After lowering my head and smiling, I couldn't help but feel a little sad. Unknowingly, Lu Xi and I had so many memories!

(End of this chapter)