i'm not a bad man

Chapter 232 Be a pair of crabs

After I came back to my senses, I had to face my godfather who was far away and had not seen me for a long time. Of course I knew what kind of love he and my godmother had placed on me and Luan Yu. Love, but Luan Yu and I have been separated for so long. If I want to continue this lie, I think it is a very troublesome and meaningless thing. Besides, Lu Ming has forgiven and accepted her again. Lu Ming is much better than me, she will not be unhappy. Based on these thoughts, I finally said: "Ji... I miss you and Li very much, but I really haven't contacted you all these years. ...It's not that I don't want to contact you, I just don't know how to talk to you... As early as two years ago, Luan Yu and I were no longer together. She now has a new boyfriend and is living happily... So , we have no chance to get married in this life... In the past two years, she has been in contact with you, but she has not told you the truth, probably because she is afraid of disappointing you, but this kind of thing cannot be hidden forever, and she must let you know. of……"

When I said these words, I couldn't see their expressions, but my imagination had already given me a picture. In this picture, my godfather and godmother were standing under the low eaves. , looked at each other with sad and sad expressions.

"You... your relationship was so good when you were together, how could you separate?"

"It's my fault. I didn't shoulder the responsibilities that a man should bear."

There was a heavy sigh on the other end of the phone, and then I fell into silence. I felt very uncomfortable, but I still forced a smile and said, "Ji, you and Li-ah, take care of your health. When I finish what I'm doing, I will definitely go to Hunan to see you."

"You and I are here, you don't have to worry. If you are busy with your career, you don't have to take time to see us... Let's do this for now, so as not to delay your busy work."

After saying that, he hung up the phone, but I felt even more unhappy. I had let them down. I wanted him to scold me on the phone, because Luan Yu and I had promised in front of them, I will definitely get married, and I will definitely take their godson to visit them. I broke my promise. This kind of broken promise should not be easily forgiven.

No, this was perfunctory from the beginning, because during the time I was with Luan Yu, I never thought about marrying her, let alone having a child.

……

I closed my eyes and leaned back on the seat. I felt extremely uncomfortable. I almost couldn't help but shed tears. I didn't expect that to this day, they are still thinking about my wedding with Luan Yu and are frugally saving money. Yes, I plan to buy a car as a wedding gift for me and Luan Yu. If my parents’ emotions are not invested in this kind of gift, who would be willing to pay for it like this?

I have determined that I used to be a bastard. I really let down too many people and too many emotions, including family affection and love.

"Han Chao."

Qiao Jiao, who was sitting in the passenger seat, pushed my shoulder. Then I opened my eyes, looked at her, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Who called you just now? I was confused."

"An old couple I met on the road..."

I probably told Qiao Jiao about this matter, and I tried not to add any personal emotions, but after listening, Qiao Jiao still sighed with a complicated expression: "I found that sometimes when you do things, you also... It's really cruel... That old couple lost their son and daughter-in-law and completely regarded you as their support in the spiritual world. You told them the truth without even thinking about it. I'm afraid you don't know that the collapse of faith is a How do you feel...I'm sure they must be extremely uncomfortable now."

"This matter can't be hidden for the rest of my life. I don't want to drag things out."

"You can hide things for a lifetime, but you didn't drag your feet... When you left Qingdao, you hurt others a lot."

"In the end, I can't hide it for the rest of my life."

"If Lu Xi hadn't been smart enough and persistent enough, you would have kept this matter hidden for the rest of your life... No, no, don't change the subject. What I'm talking to you about now is your cruelty... Can you You can’t tell me, why are you able to break off things that are obviously bound to each other?”

I fell into silence, and I didn't know how to answer Qiao Jiao, because the hardest thing for a person to understand is not others, but himself; therefore, I don't know why I became like this.

I opened the car window and lit a cigarette. While taking a deep breath, I looked out the car window at the vast expanse of undeveloped land without any vegetation. This was the signal that I was about to reach the "Danangou Scenic Area", although inside the ditch The scenery is beautiful, but outside the ditch, there is less of the smell of human fireworks. Therefore, Qiao Jiao and I parked on the roadside stand out because we are the only car on the whole road, and this car There were only two of us sitting there.

……

I drove Qiao Jiao around the scenic spot in order to help her decide on the location of the shop. Although I really wanted her to open the bakery next to "Shuanglong Lake", in the end Her wishes must still be respected.

Sure enough, no one can refuse "Shuanglong Lake". After walking around in a circle, Qiao Jiao asked me to park the car in the open space next to "Shuanglong Lake" and tentatively asked me: "I want to stay here" Is it possible to build a glass house and sell bread and drinks?"

"I haven't obtained the operating rights of the scenic spot, so I can't say anything now. If I can successfully obtain the operating rights from Chang Yuli's father, I will definitely support you in opening a bakery here." "You and Chang Tianming Isn’t there already a bet? As long as you can get fifty RVs to build momentum for the scenic spot, he will give you the operating rights. Your friends are already on the road, so doesn’t the operating rights belong to you? …Chang Tianming is known as the richest man here, so he doesn’t mean to keep his word, right?”

"It's infinitely close."

"Then I will contact the manufacturer to build a glass house now."

"Waiting...no more than a day or two."

After saying that, I focused my attention on the lake that was shimmering due to the sunlight. My emotions had not completely come out of the phone call just now; if, I had just told them that Luan Yu and I broke up After that, we all become better, will they not be so sad?

Just when I was thinking about this, Qiao Jiao suddenly said to me with a very strong feeling: "I finally understand why a woman likes you even though you have nothing..."

I looked at Qiao Jiao, wondering why she suddenly said this to me.

"In this world, money is not the only criterion for measuring a person, and life is not only made up of material things, but also has many spiritual things. Although the woman you are with can't do whatever she wants in the material world, she can't do anything in the spiritual world. They are all rich... Although I have not experienced the journey you have walked, I have heard more or less... You met an old Miao couple, got to know Brother Shanhe, BJ's ophthalmologist, and the black man from Zhejiang. Enough... Each of them has a story with you. These stories are things that those of us who live in the city will never have the opportunity to experience in our lifetime... So, I don’t think you have anything to say sorry to Luan Yu at all. The mistake between you two is that what you gave her was not what she wanted. There is no right or wrong between you, you are just not suitable for each other."

"You say that, I feel much better..." After a short pause, I said again: "When my godfather called me just now, it would be nice if you answered the phone for me. I don't want them to treat me and Luan If they can understand that Luan Yu and I are not the right people, they might feel better about it."

Qiao Jiao parted her hands behind her back, and then kicked a piece of gravel under her feet into the lake. This was a sign of restlessness: "Tch, I won't explain these things to you...then your godfather will ask. , who is this girl, and why do I have to tell you this?...How do you want me to deal with it?"

"Isn't that how friends should help each other?"

"You have such a big face. Do you and I count as friends?"

"Then what do we two mean?"

Qiao Jiao thought about it seriously, and then replied: "We are allies at best, so there is only political affairs between us. You want me to go and kill people together with you. This kind of thing about mother-in-law and mother-in-law, and the love between children, we don't need to talk about it." .”

I smiled.

"Why are you smiling so ugly?"

"I don't think we are allies. We are two crabs in Shuanglong Lake... Sister Jiao, let me teach you the double version of the crab walk."

"What the hell?"

"I stretch my right leg, and you stretch your left leg. When I stretch my left leg, you stretch your right leg... try it."

After saying that, I stretched out my right leg, and Qiao Jiao also stretched out her left leg, and our legs were close together. I said to her again: "Listen to my command. When I shout, you stretch your right leg." I call two, and you switch to your left leg... Then we will become a crab formation."

After saying that, I shouted the password. After Qiao Jiao took two steps, she sighed: "Are you stupid?"

"Stop talking, little crab."

As I said that, I sped up the pace. Qiao Jiao probably had never played this game before. Suddenly she stumbled. I subconsciously reached out and she fell into my arms...

She looked at me in horror, and I looked at her at a loss...

(End of this chapter)