i'm not a bad man

Chapter 255 Waiting For You
The sun shines directly through the car window and shines on Qiao Jiao and I's faces. Our smiles seem to become brighter, especially Qiao Jiao. She almost laughs until she can't breathe, and she can't help but laugh. I know whether it’s because someone else praised me or they praised her in disguise.

After a long, long time, she stopped laughing, but after looking at me, she couldn't help but laugh again, and patted the center console of the car and said: "It's so... so funny... It's so, so funny." Oh!... Han Chao, did I hear you right? That woman is praising you for being handsome!"

"Isn't that man also complimenting you on your beauty in disguise?"

"I am really beautiful, but are you really handsome?"

I took off the vanity mirror on the driver's seat and looked at it. In my memory, I hadn't looked in the mirror for a long time, so when I looked at myself in the mirror with hair only as long as a knuckle, I couldn't help but feel a little strange. This strange feeling. It seems that I am divided. Half of me is my past self, and half is my current self. I have completely lost the appearance of a teenager. But in the year when I first came out of home, I felt like a teenager because of my pampering. And Luan What Yu likes is that youthful feeling, until he has been through many hardships on the road, and gradually turned into what he is now, with a bit dark skin, a bit resolute face, and a bit disrespectful that refuses to compromise with the world.

My silence made Qiao Jiao mistakenly think that I had hurt my self-esteem. She added, "Actually, I told you when we were at BJ that if you are willing to wear the earrings I gave you, you will still be very handsome." Yes, at least he’s very fashionable, like a trendy boy!”

"I don't think a man has to be handsome. The inner quality is the most important thing."

"Cut, hypocrisy!"

In this regard, I have never been hypocritical. I really don’t care about these things. That’s why I accumulated so many blackheads last time and asked Qiao Jiao to get rid of them quickly. However, I particularly care about my inner feelings, so every New Year’s Eve Night is the time when I am the loneliest and most depressed. I want to have someone to accompany me and have a peaceful New Year’s Eve dinner, but the only company I have is tobacco, alcohol and instant noodles.

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Thinking of these past events, I fell into a trance again. It was not until Qiao Jiao grabbed the clothes on my shoulders that I came back to my senses. I saw Qiao Jiao pointing out the car window and saying to me: "Look, is that Zuo Xiaowei? "

I looked in the direction that Qiao Jiao pointed. The woman who came out of the exit was indeed Zuo Xiaowei. Her face looked very haggard and sick in the sun. I didn't know what was wrong with her.

"Why don't you go down and say hello to her?"

Qiao Jiao reminded me again, and I still didn't move, but I didn't move my eyes away from Zuo Xiaowei. Looking at her lonely look, I couldn't help but feel guilty in my heart, at least when I knew Zuo Xiaowei. After Xiaowei, she never left me alone. Even on New Year's Eve last year, she did not choose to go home, but stayed in Qingdao, but I avoided her.

I always feel that her love for me is unconditional, but I cannot learn to accept such love.

I should go down and say hello to her, but just when I put my hand on the car door handle, she walked quickly to the parking lot, opened the car door, and sat in the car.

She was driving Guan Yubo’s very eye-catching Bentley Bentayga. Just in a trance, the car started, and then quickly disappeared from my sight...

Only then did I suddenly remember that she had already established a relationship with Guan Yubo. After being stunned for a moment, I closed the car door that had been opened a crack by myself and started the car.

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As the car left the hospital and passed another traffic light, my cell phone rang again. This time it was a call from Lu Xi. I pulled over and answered the call.

In the brief silence, I just felt that everything that happened yesterday was like a dream, not real at all. I couldn't even believe that I actually kissed her cheek and back of her neck, nor could I believe that we had a serious conversation. Let’s talk about what it’s like to have a celebrity girlfriend.

After waking up from the wine, waking up from the dream, that sensual night has passed, and everything will return to the extremely complicated reality. Without these restrictions, we can be very sweet. At least, I will call her like Qiao Jiao. Of course she can also call me "Brother Chao" after saying "Lu Bao'er". I like to call each other that way, or it can be sweeter.

Finally, I spoke first: "Uh... are you up?" "Well, Chang Yuli said that you and Jiaojiao went to the hospital. How are you?"

"It's not a big problem, just some skin trauma..." After saying that, I turned to look at Qiao Jiao. In fact, there was no need to explain, but I still added: "Sister Jiao said that she has not been in good spirits recently, and she also By the way, you followed me to the hospital to see the psychiatry department."

"It's good that she can be with you."

I really didn't understand what Lu Xi meant by that. At this time, she said to me again: "Sister Minhong is here to pick me up. BJ has many things to do. I have to leave."

I looked out the window with a sad expression, but in the end I forced a smile and replied: "If you think about it, you have been in the small town for a long time, and it's time to go back... Please pay attention to safety on the road."

"Ah."

I couldn't say anything I was holding back, and Lu Xi silently hung up the phone in my silence. I looked at the cold world outside the window and almost couldn't recover!
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It was almost noon when I sent Qiao Jiao back to her residence. Guan Yubo and I had an appointment, so after taking a short rest, we drove to the hot pot restaurant we had agreed with Guan Yubo.

He has arrived and he seems to like hot pot. There are only two of us and he ordered dozens of dishes.

I sat down opposite him, and before he could speak, I spoke first: "I saw Xiaowei in the hospital. She didn't look good. What's wrong with her?"

Guan Yubo looked at me and seemed to have subconsciously put down the chopsticks he was picking up. He smiled and said to me, "She has been having bad gastrointestinal problems recently. She went to the hospital for a gastroscopy and was told that she had mild gastritis, but there is no major problem."

I felt relieved, picked up the chopsticks, and put the vegetables into the hot pot with Guan Yubo: "You asked me out specifically, what's going on?"

Guan Yubo replied as if chatting: "You also know that the scenic spot controlled by our family is already the best and hottest scenic spot in the small town... But I am not satisfied with this. No matter what difficulties are ahead of me, Nothing can change my original intention of building it into a nationally renowned scenic spot... I am not afraid of investment, and I have been thinking of various ways, but I still often feel helpless... Brother Chao, I really lack people around me. A talent like you... Come and help me, I can't guarantee anything else. In terms of treatment, I can give you double what Chang Tianming can give you!"

I looked at Guan Yubo and was greatly surprised. The surprise was of course because I didn't expect that this was what he wanted to talk to me about.

Seeing that I didn't reply for a while, Guan Yubo said again: "Brother Chao, I also have some personal judgments about what happened to you yesterday... I know what you are thinking, and you will probably suspect that I was the instigator of this matter. In the eyes of others, I do have such a motive, because you performed so well at yesterday's bonfire party... Your performance will directly offend my interests... It just so happened that at this time, Such a thing happened..."

Guan Yubo spread his hands, made a very regretful expression, and then said: "But is it possible that someone else wants to put the blame on me? The purpose is to cut off the possibility of you cooperating with me... And I dare It is concluded that this person knows me very well, and he knows that after the bonfire party, I will definitely be willing to cooperate with you, so he chose to strike first... To be honest, as a practitioner in the cultural and tourism industry, Brother Chao, your resources are really too hard to refuse!”

Guan Yubo's words made this layer of fog thicker and more confusing, and also made me fall into deep contemplation...

Of course, it was impossible for me to express my opinion to Guan Yubo immediately, because in such a thick layer of fog, any possibility existed.

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In my silence, my phone suddenly vibrated again, which gave me a chance to breathe. I picked up the phone and looked at it. It was a message from Lu Xi: "Fool Han, I'm getting ready to board the plane. I thought about it." , I still choose to support you to stay here and start your own career, so I bought you a set of clothes, which can be sent to the small town tomorrow. You will be a businessman in the future, so you must pay attention to your dress... In addition to doing your own business well, you can also Don’t forget the song I made with you, waiting for you..."

(End of this chapter)