i'm not a bad man

Chapter 281 Uneasy
"There is no such thing as shouting about true love." Such a simple-sounding sentence inexplicably stimulated my tear ducts. I couldn't help but think of my parents, feeling uncomfortable and conflicted. Their departure was also a kind of silence. love?

At this moment, of course I don’t have the answer, but the feeling of missing me is real. At least when they were not in despair, they gave me a material life far beyond that of my peers, and even gave me a relative. It is precisely because of this relaxed growth environment that I have developed a character that is neither humble nor arrogant. This character has made me successful to a certain extent. Therefore, even though I have been living a miserable life, there is no shortage of rich people around me. Friends, that’s because when I make friends, I won’t put myself in a particularly low position because of material scarcity. When my mentality is peaceful, those rich friends are not as difficult to get along with as I imagined. , many times they are more willing to make friends like me outside their class, and even get close to each other... This is also the fundamental reason why I can use such connections in the revitalization of Danangou Scenic Area. This is my parents The wealth left to me.

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Although she had ended the call with Qiao Jiao's father, her complicated mood could not calm down for a long time, so she smoked a cigarette before returning to Qiao Jiao's side.

Qiao Jiao looked at me coldly and asked, "Who are you secretly calling?"

Since I have promised Qiao Jiao and her father, I naturally have to keep my promise, so I replied vaguely: "A friend."

"Women?"

I was noncommittal, but Qiao Jiao took my silence as an answer. She said with a half-smile: "Hey, you got into the mood so quickly... You all know that when you answer calls from other women, you have to avoid me as your girlfriend." .”

"Come on, all the assumptions about this are an intrusion into my life."

Qiao Jiao hummed, then suddenly changed her face and said to me: "Han Chao, tell me, if I became gentler, wouldn't the relationship between us be the same as it is now?"

After saying that, she leaned close to me, and then pretended to be like a little bird, which made me feel helpless, and then I fell into a trance out of habit. The trance was because her father was there. What he said on the phone shocked me deeply. He told me to take good care of Qiao Jiao who was wandering away...

Thinking of Qiao Jiao's desperate attitude for my career, I couldn't help but feel a tenderness that I had never felt before. Then I put my hand on her head in a trance and gave her a gentle caress. Actions.

Qiao Jiao looked up at me. The wind blew over and blew her hair, which was so soft and silky...

As soon as the wind stopped, Qiao Jiao suddenly pushed me away and said angrily: "Your actions are like petting a dog..."

I was stunned for a while, and then I replied: "Don't scold yourself... If you don't like it, I won't touch it."

"It really sucks!"

"I'm not seeking death, I'm calling it a show of strength... You'd better not mention the word gentleness in front of me in the future. It won't stand the test at all."

"Screw you."

At this moment, Qiao Jiao would only use such words to deal with me. This was obviously a sign of being at a disadvantage. I couldn't help but smile proudly, but after laughing, I suddenly felt a melancholy feeling in my heart. I really couldn't help it. I know how to get along with her, especially when I think of Lu Xi... The closer I get to her, the more Lu Xi feels like we are getting further and further apart.

... Qiao Jiao and I each sat down on the bench under the willow tree, keeping a close distance. I lit another cigarette, while she picked up a dead branch and played with it boredly. …

After a while, Chang Yuli led a group of people to the open space of Shuanglong Lake. Probably to ensure that they could have dinner before night, they brought the live sheep here directly, and then brought them in front of Qiao Jiao and I started to slaughter each other.

This bloody scene was unbearable to watch, and the screams were endless. As a woman who came from the city, Qiao Jiao had never seen such a scene. After reprimanding Chang Yuli for a few words, Qiao Jiao took care of herself. Since she left here, she doesn't know whether she went back or went deeper into the scenic spot. In short, she left on the electric car that had become her own.

I am not afraid of the blood, but I feel that this is a true reflection of my heart. At this moment, whenever I think of Lu Xi, I feel like a river of blood is flowing. This is not a war between her and Qiao Jiao, but my own. Inner demons.

Regarding Qiao Jiao, I owe a lot and bear a lot. In addition, I have another unspeakable emotion in my heart. Compared with Qiao Jiao's fake gentleness, I want to express my inner feelings more. All the remaining tenderness is dedicated to her, because after getting along with her countless times, she already has a different place in my heart.

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The screams gradually subsided, several living lives gradually disappeared under the butcher's knife, and I fell into complete silence.

The phone rang in my silence. I picked it up and looked at it. It was a call from Qin Minhong. I thought she wanted to care about the progress of the song, but after she answered the call, she sounded anxious. He said to me in a tone of voice: "Has Lu Xi contacted you in the past two days?"

"No."

"I can't get in touch with her."

"Didn't she go back to BJ with you before?"

"It's true that she went back to BJ, but she only spent one night and then returned to Qingdao... I contacted her later, but I couldn't contact her anymore."

When Qin Minhong said this, I was absolutely sure that the person I saw with Qiao Jiao at the beach was Lu Xi. I was a little confused and asked, "Why didn't she contact you when she returned to Qingdao?"

"I didn't think it through, that's why I called you." After a pause, she added: "In the past few days, I feel that she is a little abnormal, always looking uneasy... I brought her She has been in this circle for so many years, and I have never seen her behave like this... If it is convenient for you, call her later. If you can contact her, please tell me that she is safe..."

"Okay, Sister Minhong, I'll call her right now."

Qin Minhong sighed and replied: "We have been together for so many years. I don't know why, but I always feel that she and I don't get along... But in my heart, I have already regarded her as my daughter, and we also We can talk about things other than work, but she doesn’t tell me anything except work... Sometimes, I really envy you. Although you haven’t known each other for a long time, she will always be there intentionally or unintentionally. I mentioned you in front of me, which is why I called you... If anyone can contact her at this time, it will probably be you."

(End of this chapter)