i'm not a bad man

Chapter 343 Favorite, most important woman

If Qiao Jiao's father didn't call me, subconsciously, I always thought that Qiao Jiao would stay in the small town for the New Year. Because I had been wandering outside for so long, I had no concept of reunion in my heart. But in fact, Qiao Jiao never She doesn’t belong to this small town. She has her own home and her own relatives. The relationship between her and her dad is something I have always been concerned about. Just like her dad said, blood relations are always the same. It won't change. When Qiao Jiao's father is determined to repair this relationship, of course I will support him unconditionally. What's more, I know that her father is one of the few people in the world who can be 100% sincere to her, so , after a short silence, I replied: "Don't worry, Uncle Qiao, I will persuade her to go back to Qingdao for the New Year... Don't be too restrained. I think you can try to be honest and honest about buying the villa." She said that she is actually a very insecure person, and only by letting her know will she feel a sense of belonging to you."

"Let's give her a sense of crisis... Look, shouldn't she make up her mind to do things now? I can't make the mistake of rushing for quick results again."

"Well, Uncle Qiao, it's up to you to control this. I won't say anything more."

"Okay, you have a letter here, remember to call me, and don't forget the cake that Jiaojiao made."

I responded, and then ended the call. While we were on the phone, Lu Xi put the dishes and chopsticks into the dishwasher, which was regarded as finishing the housework.

To be fair, when it comes to housework, I still prefer to believe that Lu Xi is more diligent, because Qiao Jiao and I have been living together for some time. I know better than anyone what she looks like. She is too lazy to wash her own clothes. She has been too lazy to do the laundry more than once. She asked me to help her wash even her underwear to avoid suspicion. At least Lu Xi couldn't do such a thing.

I didn't mean to compare them. It was indeed Qiao Jiao who brought up this topic during the meal, and that's why I made these extended comparisons.

But because of this, many times, I feel closer to Qiao Jiao, as if she is a part of my life, so I never want to imagine what I will be like if she leaves my life one day. Mood……

I know that I will definitely feel very uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

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"Brother Chao, I heard that you have a home here."

I came to my senses, but I was still stunned for a moment, and then I replied to Lu Xi: "There is a set. I have the key, but the ownership has not been transferred yet."

"As long as you have the key, take me to see it."

Lu Xi’s proposal made me a little curious about this house. I just heard that this was once a model house that cost a lot of design fees. What kind of layout and decoration style is it inside? I really I don’t know… So, it’s time to check it out.

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This house is located in the most upscale community in the small county town, not far from the villa where I live now. It only took about 10 minutes for Lu Xi and I to arrive downstairs, and then we took the elevator upstairs together.

There are 11 floors in the whole building, and this house is on the sixth floor, which is a very good floor, so it can be seen that Chang Tianming really wants to give back to me.

The moment I was about to open the door, I couldn't help but have mixed feelings in my heart. I knew that such a house was what Luan Yu had dreamed of. Now, I finally have it, but she has left forever. So, I suddenly had no position to find the meaning of the existence of this house in my heart, and I felt that it was the embodiment of regret.I never thought that regret could be so beautiful!This is indeed a carefully designed model house. The area is not small, but it still utilizes the space to the extreme. Every step you take, some surprising details will be revealed in front of you. Gradually, I I have the illusion of being in a drama, because in many urban-themed TV dramas I have watched, the most elite characters all live in houses like this, which are transparent, spacious, and stylish...

"How are you feeling now?"

I turned around and looked at Luxi, and after a while I replied, "I don't want to live in this house."

Lu Xi was a little surprised: "Why?"

"It's different from what I thought." After a short pause, I said to Lu Xi again: "After the transfer, I want to sell this house, and all the money will be transferred to the bank card I gave you before. Just think of it as paying for Luan Yu’s father’s medical expenses.”

"I told you that I will do my best when it comes to medical treatment. You don't need to put so much pressure on yourself, just do your best."

"This is not the pressure I put on myself. I really feel that this house has no meaning of existence... You know? Before Luan Yu died of illness, I had a dream. I dreamed of Luan Yu. In the dream, she and I talked a lot, and she always emphasized that she wanted to have a family. After she had a family, she would definitely accompany me to XJ... At first, I only thought it was a dream, but until Minhong My sister told me that she passed away at 51:47 in the morning. I felt that this might not be a dream, because after I woke up, I immediately looked at the time. I woke up at [-]:[-]... In this world There is no such coincidence. She must be unwilling to accept that we have been together for so long, but we have never had a home that only belongs to the two of us... Therefore, I owe her this house, and she Her father was probably the person she couldn't let go of the most before she passed away, so using this house to treat her father is the best outcome I can think of between us."

"She has passed away, and I am on her father's side. This is a house that you worked hard to get. You shouldn't be so emotional."

"I am a person who likes to be emotional. I am willing to give everything I have to the people I have fallen in love with..." After a pause, I said in a deeper voice: "If it can be exchanged, I would give my own life." To change her life... I can't stand this feeling of regret whenever I think of her... Unfortunately, I woke up too late, it was really too late..."

"It's not that you woke up too late, it's that fate didn't give you such an opportunity... If Luan Yu's father hadn't suddenly become seriously ill, maybe she would still have followed you. If she hadn't gotten seriously ill again, maybe she would be in the small town now She is the one accompanying you..."

"Yes, it's fate that didn't give us a chance."

"So, Luan Yu has always been your favorite and most important woman, right?"

I looked at Lu Xi, my mind went blank. I had never thought about this problem since Luan Yu left me, but if she is not the woman I love most in my life, why would I be so heartbroken and regretful?

If she is really the woman I love most in the world, why didn't I want to stand in her shoes and plan our life together?

I was confused, and then fell into the flaw of self-perception.

(End of this chapter)