i'm not a bad man

Chapter 354 Have you forgotten?
Zuo Xiaowei's proposal to buy the house was really beyond my expectation. In my subconscious, her call to me was just out of a sense of incomprehension, and she had no motive to buy the house. First of all, her career has been transferred to BJ. Secondly, she has a home in a small town, and it is a small independent house. Although it is a bit old, it is clean and tidy and can fully meet the daily living needs; more What's more, she is now Guan Yubo's girlfriend, and she also plans to get married. Guan Yubo is a developer at the same level as Chang Tianming in the small town. The most important thing is a house, so she still wants this house. what to do?

Based on such doubts, I finally said to Zuo Xiaowei: "Your future life and career will be based on BJ, and you won't go back to the small town often. Why did you buy this house?"

"Didn't I tell you that I quite like this house."

"There are so many houses that people can like, you can't buy every one, right?"

Zuo Xiaowei fell into silence, so I spoke again: "You have just entered the music scene and have not yet established yourself, so I insist that you should spend your money where it should be spent most... When necessary, It’s better to improve your musical literacy. This album is popular, but it’s just the beginning. You will always release the next album... You feel a sense of crisis in your heart, because it’s really not that easy to be an original singer. You can’t eat one album for the rest of your life, right?”

This is a secret between Zuo Xiaowei and me. Very few people know the truth, so I have the obligation to remind her to keep her awake and not to be fooled by the popularity in front of her. She thinks that making money is a very important thing. Easy things, then spend whatever you want.

Just when I was about to say something more to her, she finally said to me: "Of course I have a sense of crisis in my heart, because this album is your hard work, not mine... But I can't do it because of the crisis. You don’t have to be sober if you feel...Creation is something that requires a lot of talent. I also try very hard to write songs, but the things I write just have no aura and are just vulgar...I don’t have such talent. This is not something that can be achieved with hard work... Therefore, there are only two ways in front of me. The first is to hang out as long as I can. Maybe as time goes by, others will recognize my singing skills and won't care about that. The identity of the original singer; the second way, you be the man behind me, when I need to release a second album, you are still willing to write it for me... It is because I am sober, so I know the second way The road is just an extravagant hope of mine. Then there is only the first road left to go. So what is the need to work hard? Even if I don’t work hard, my singing skills are still the highest level in this circle. Even if I work hard, I I still can’t write a song that comes close to you in terms of attainment…that’s just the truth.”

"Then you shouldn't spend money indiscriminately. The iteration of this circle is too fast... Only by saving some money can you feel safe in your heart."

Zuo Xiaowei fell into silence. After a long time, she said: "Have you forgotten that I also want to have a home of my own here... Just make an offer and I will give you the money. I'll ask Uncle Chang to transfer this house directly to my name."

Zuo Xiaowei's words reminded me of the days when I first arrived in the small town. We were looking for jobs together, and we were disappointed together. The disappointment turned into despair, and finally we broke up sadly. But no matter whether I was willing to face it and settle down and start a family. It is indeed our common goal after we came to the small town. At this moment, it seems that I deviated from this goal first, because after coming to the small town, I did not allow her to do one thing wrong. When she did something wrong, the price was to break up.

I didn't initiate the breakup, but it gave her enough mental torture, so even the person involved can't clearly explain the rights and wrongs in the relationship, but one thing is for sure, a relationship is The end is bound to be accompanied by pain and regret, more or less.

Seeing that I was silent, Zuo Xiaowei said again: "I will buy this house according to the market price. I will transfer the money to your bank account later, and you don't have to worry about the rest."

After saying that, Zuo Xiaowei hung up the phone.

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I felt that this was not something that could be done in a short while, but just when I was in a daze, I received a notification text message from the bank, saying that there was an extra 110 million in my account.

It’s almost the same price, because this is one of the most upscale communities in the town, and it’s a model house with a sophisticated design that can be moved in with just a bag. But what surprises me is that Zuo Xiaowei still keeps mine to this day. Bank card number; I remember that when I first came to the small town, Zuo Xiaowei was afraid that I would have no money, so she once transferred 6000 yuan to my card number.

My mood was a little dull, and I couldn’t explain why. I always felt that I still owed Zuo Xiaowei, even though I had already paid off the debt.

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I returned to my residence, rested for a long time, and then got up at noon. I ran around upstairs and downstairs. There was no one else in the house except myself and the dog Lu Xi gave me. According to the plan, I should go to the scenic spot, but I thought of Qiao Jiao again and everything she did for me when I was trapped on the road by heavy snow last night.After feeding the dog something, I went to the cake shop and bought a box of pastries, and then went to the hotel where she worked.

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"Qiao Jiao...Sister Jiao...come out for a moment."

I called her through the glass, and she put down the pastry utensils in her hands and looked back at me, but ignored me.

I called her again until everyone in the workshop looked at her. Then she threw away the tools in her hands and walked out with a straight face: "Do you really have no self-awareness at all? "

"It is because I am self-aware that I must come to you...otherwise, I would have been busy working in the scenic spot."

After saying that, I handed her the pastries I bought at the cake shop and said with a smile, "I bought you some food... We don't have an overnight feud, so just accept it."

Qiao Jiao shook her head, and then sighed and said: "I am a pastry maker here. What we can make may not even be made by a cake shop... You actually gave me pastries!"

"Then you have to make it. I have it ready-made."

"Can't you be a little sincere to me?... If you feel that you really have nothing to give, you can just buy a bowl of Malatang. I have to give this." After saying that, Qiao Jiao took the one from my hand. Then he opened the bag containing the pastries, took a look at it, patted his forehead heavily, and sighed: "Cheesecake, we just made an oven here. If you like it, I will give you ten."

"Okay, I'm going to the scenic spot later. I'll give one to each of the staff at the scenic spot... Ten won't be enough, so you might as well give me all the ovens."

"Can you be more shameless?" (Follow the author's Weixin public account: *** to view the latest chapters)
I smiled, and Qiao Jiao finally smiled with me. This smile had extraordinary meaning, because it meant that we could chat normally... As I said, there was no overnight feud between us, even though we had said No matter what unpleasant words you say, you can coax me, and I can coax you, and it will pass.

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Qiao Jiao, who learned crafts in a hotel, really seemed like a different person. Not only did she bring me some food, but she also cooked me a hazelnut latte to refresh my mind.

This was absolutely unimaginable before, because it is a breath of life that only those who want to live well and love life can possess. And the former Qiao Jiao was a woman who would never get up until noon. , even if I get up, I still play games, go shopping, eat, drink and have fun...

However, I haven't fully figured out what force prompted her to undergo such a change; maybe her father is right, and she really needs to be given a sense of crisis before she will completely wake up.

(End of this chapter)