i'm not a bad man

Chapter 356 My Curiosity

Unlike what I expected, Lu Xi did not take the initiative to talk to me about her feelings after meeting that man. She just asked me: "Were you stuck in traffic when you came back from the airport yesterday? I saw the news over there. , saying that the traffic jam was extremely serious, and it lasted from the afternoon to the next morning.”

I suddenly felt a lot better, and I even had a feeling that compared to that man, Lu Xi cared about me no less, and this was the Lu Xi in my mind, and he would not be affected by my appearance. Replacing that man will not completely forget me because of that man's sudden return; after all, people are emotional animals, they have a past and a future, and the past and the future are very heavy. If anyone is easily obliterated, it is a sign of ruthlessness. .I think there must be a process involved, just like I have never completely forgotten Luan Yu and the 296 cities she once walked with me.

Lu Xi also accepted such a Luan Yu, so why can't I re-understand the past between her and that man with an open mind like her?

After all, they are childhood sweethearts, and their love is sincere.

……

"Gudong" took a sip of water, and after calming down, I finally replied to the message: "I was stuck on the road. The difference was only about ten minutes, and I encountered traffic control... But thinking about it afterwards, it wasn't really... What a bad thing, because life was given a new meaning by this traffic jam... It was as if it was deliberately arranged by God... I met a young man named Xiao Chen on the road, who was a security guard at a hotel in Yu Li's family. I have a three-year-old daughter who unfortunately also suffers from leukemia..."

I sent a long text to Lu Xi, describing in detail how I met Xiao Chen, my feelings, and my final decision to take them to Tianjin for medical treatment.

Lu Xi also sighed: "Before, in the small town, we foolishly ran to the hospital to look for you. Unexpectedly, we met you on the way back. Maybe this is really arranged by God."

"It's not so much God's arrangement as Luan Yu's entrustment, so I sold the house without hesitation... By the way, I put another 30 into the card I gave you before, and I We have 80 left here, and we will take them to Tianjin for treatment the day after tomorrow."

"I'm in BJ now, which is very close to Tianjin. I'll go and have a look the day after tomorrow."

Lu Xi's idea gave me another idea. If she also goes to Tianjin, she will definitely meet Zhao Yingrou. What kind of scene will it be like?

There is no answer, because Zhao Yingrou and I have been separated for too long. People change, and she may not be the same as before. In the past, if other women appeared around me, she would definitely make a fuss with me, even if it was just for me. Sending a message or writing a letter will not work.

Therefore, I am really full of awe for time. It really has the power to change the world. Who would have thought that after these years of ups and downs, there would be a woman like Lu Xi beside me. Although we We have never called ourselves boyfriend and girlfriend, but we have held hands, hugged each other, and even cried together because of the spiritual resonance. If there must be a conclusion between us, I think it is not like boyfriend and girlfriend, but better than it. Boy and girl friends.

After a brief daze, I sent a message back to Lu Xi: "Well, if you can come to Tianjin to see them, they will definitely be happier... During the chat with Xiao Chen, I really felt that they were in need of love. , maybe this disease is really tormenting people, it tortures the emotions of relatives and friends around them, and everyone chooses to stay away from them, even the mother of the child."

"Yes, there is no filial son in bed for a long time, let alone relatives and friends."

After a while, Lu Xi sighed and sent me another message: "By the way, he also wants to meet you. Is it convenient for you to meet him? Or, are you willing to meet him?"

This simple sentence, to me, revealed too much information. At least Lu Xi took the initiative to chat with that man about me and made that man curious about me. This must be him. The biggest motive for wanting to meet me; in my memory, Lu Xi was not a particularly sharing woman, so she never shared her feelings with me after meeting that man.

This obviously formed a contrast, but I couldn't tell what this contrast meant.

In addition, I can also feel that Lu Xi is with that man at the moment. When we exchanged messages, she also communicated with that man, so we reached a consensus that we would go to Tianjin to meet me together.

This was their second consecutive night together. Although I understood the feeling of meeting again after a long separation, I still felt uncomfortable in my heart, and then I started to have random thoughts.

How will they meet me?

Never hold hands, never cling to each other, because it really destroys my mood.

Even though I had this idea in my heart, without Lu Xi saying it clearly, I had to maintain the demeanor that a man should have, so I pretended to be fearless and replied: "Okay, I also want to be with him." Let’s meet.” “Well, I’ll see you in Tianjin the day after tomorrow.”

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After finishing the conversation with Lu Xi, I felt a little uneasy. Presumably the same was true for the man. If he really had that kind of feeling for Lu Xi, then no matter who among us, it would be the same. A huge turning point in my relationship; I was even more curious about that man than he was about me, because I really didn’t understand why he left a “quadruple jump” promise, which seemed like a kind of A beautiful meeting, but Lu Xi has been tortured for so many years.

Since he finally came back, why couldn't he come back sooner?
Even if you come back very late, why do you have to stand in front of Lu Xi as a capital?
Perhaps, he himself may not regard himself as capital, but Qin Minhong did tell me that. It can be seen that Qin Minhong really likes her. With Qin Minhong sparing no effort to stand by his and Lu Xi's side, I am more or less It seems a little lonely.

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This night, I went to sleep with so many doubts that I kept having dreams during my sleep. Too many dreams made my sleep uneasy, and I woke up at the slightest disturbance.

I turned on the light, and it was Qiao Jiao who was back. She was still riding the electric bike. Because the weather was too cold, after she pushed the car into the garage, she kept breathing the heat into her hands...

I looked at the time and it was already 12:30 late at night. She was probably drinking with someone again.

This is the bad thing about this small town. It seems that everyone who comes here will get a little bit addicted to alcohol.

……

I put on my clothes, poured a cup of hot water for Qiao Jiao, and then walked towards her. After she stood in front of me, I handed the hot water to her and asked her, "Who are you running to follow again?" Have you been drinking?”

Qiao Jiao held the hot water, took a big sip, and replied: "What... It's the Chinese New Year soon. There are so many people ordering food in the hotel, and I have been busy with them until now."

"Aren't you in charge of pastries? Why do you have to work behind them?"

"It's true that I make pastries, but I also work in the catering department... Now that the catering department is short of manpower, I can't just learn other people's techniques. When people need my help, I'll just do it."

After saying that, Qiao Jiao took another gulp of water.

"What help did they ask you to do?"

Qiao Jiao seemed to recall the busy day, and replied to me with a heavy breath: "I turned into a brick, and I moved it wherever I needed it... At first, I helped serve food, and later, the hotel got another one." For the buffet special event, I was asked to introduce the dishes to them live... After the live broadcast, I went to the kitchen to clean up the dishes."

"Damn it, is this the employment system of a five-star hotel?... If your dad finds out, they won't be able to compensate even ten hotels!"

"Emergency times are treated with special care, so stop nagging here."

Just when I wanted to say a few words because I felt unfair, Qiao Jiao stretched out her right hand in front of me and said, "Brother Chao, what is this red bump? It hurts and itches, it's so uncomfortable! "

I held her hand and looked at it, and I was sure it was frostbite!
(End of this chapter)