i'm not a bad man

Chapter 442 Don’t worry
Soon it was my turn to check out, so I didn’t say too much to Chang Yuli on the other end of the phone. After hanging up the phone, I put the items in the shopping cart on the checkout counter and waited for the cashier to settle. .

It seems that I bought a shopping cart full of things, but in the end I only spent more than 600 yuan. This more than 600 yuan has no special meaning to me, but for Lu Xi, it symbolizes something. A brand new life. At present, this kind of life can bring her a sense of freshness. As for how long it can last, I have no idea. After all, people's moods are erratic, and life cannot withstand chewing. As time goes by, As time goes by, Lu Xi will definitely realize that the life of ordinary people actually has many trivialities and shortcomings. She will eventually get tired of the life in front of her just like she was tired of the life of a star.

Therefore, life requires constant changes in taste. I can't help but think of a wish my father once had; he said that when he gets older, he must return to the countryside and buy a house. When he is tired of city life, he will return to his hometown. Go fishing, raise some chickens, ducks and geese, etc. If you feel that life in the country is boring, you will go back to the city; anyway, you must have a house in both the country and the city, so that such a life will not be boring.

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After returning to our residence, Lu Xi and I started to get busy. She was responsible for cleaning and I was responsible for cooking. The process was not boring because we kept chatting and talked about a lot, even things from childhood.

Lu Xi told me that she and Qiao Jiao were in a dance class at that time. Qiao Jiao had the best talent, but she was also the most playful, so the dance teacher loved and hated her; one weekend, Qiao Jiao In order to avoid class, she found the child of the dance teacher and gave him 100 yuan to go to the Internet cafe to surf the Internet. The dance teacher delayed the class because she was looking for the child, but she took Lu Xi comfortably at the skating rink. Played all afternoon...

I know what kind of character Qiao Jiao is. She can really do such a thing. Her brain is the most active among the women I have ever seen. So even if she does something bad, the responsibility lies with others. She will never take the trouble out of her. Bring it on yourself.

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After working for more than an hour, I finally brought my specialty dishes to the table, opened a bottle of white wine, poured a small cup for Lu Xi, and used the largest cup for myself.

I want to drink some wine. This day has been really tiring for me and I can’t breathe, so this moment of leisure in front of me is simply stolen.

I raised my glass and touched it with Lu Xi. Lu Xi was not used to the taste of liquor. After one sip, he closed his eyes and frowned, and I just looked at her...

Suddenly, I felt all kinds of things in my heart.

Where should we go from here?
For me, there really is no problem more difficult than this!

After the smell of the wine dissipated, Lu Xi finally opened his eyes and asked me, "Why are you looking at me like this?"

"You haven't answered me the question I asked you last time."

"what is the problem?"

"If you don't want to be a star anymore, do you want to do something else?"

"I think I answered you... I said, I want to travel around the world."

"Even if you travel all over the world, there is still a time limit... What do you want to do after this time limit?"

Lu Xi thought about it seriously, and then replied: "If I say that I want to open a cafe, bakery or something, isn't it very practical?"

"If you want to do it yourself, it's definitely not practical..."

"But if it's just investment, what should I do on a daily basis so that I'm not bored?" This question seemed to stump Lu Xi himself, so much so that after a moment of silence, he said again: "I want to go find it. Isn’t a job less practical?”

"As long as it's about making a public appearance, it's not practical... because you are different from other artists. They all had to withdraw from the circle when they were out of fashion, and they have lost their popularity... but you are currently popular. time, so no matter what you do, there will be a lot of malicious speculation from the outside world...First of all, they will say that you are in trouble." "In the past few years in this industry, what I hate most are the comments from the outside world. , will always misinterpret you into someone who is completely inconsistent with your inner world... After thinking about it, I can only live abroad, just like Sister Ran."

"Sister Ran has no reference value to you either... She went abroad because she was divorced and achieved financial freedom... Your current situation is probably not that optimistic. If you forcefully withdraw from the circle, There will be a lot of liquidated damages, which are likely to wipe out all your previous accumulation... Your parents probably don't approve of you withdrawing from the circle in this way, so they will most likely not provide you with any financial assistance. .”

I thought that this would cause Lu Xi a certain degree of oppression, but she suddenly smiled and said: "Then I will hang out with you. Just like today, I think this dinner will be very rich... A combination of meat and vegetables, nutritious and healthy.”

After pondering for a while, I replied: "Are you really confident in my future?"

"Just don't starve me to death."

I forced a smile, and then I felt a strong sense of oppression because of the crisis-ridden situation in front of me. If our requirements for life are really limited to not starving to death, then wouldn't it be just for one bite? Living animals.

I picked up the wine glass again and took a sip.

At this time, Lu Xi said to me again in a contemptuous tone: "Why do you look so worried!"

"I'm a little worried, but this is indeed the trouble that ordinary people have when they go through ordinary life... My parents are typical representatives. They were also rich people, but after a disaster, the storm became really bad. He blew them into that dark shantytown... Everyone who had met my dad said that he was obviously older than before... Only he knew best how much suffering he had endured in his heart. .”

"Are you implying something to me?"

"No, I'm just a little conflicted and confused...it seems like many things suddenly don't have answers."

Lu Xi picked up a piece of ribs and put it into my bowl, gesturing for me to eat it. After I finished eating, she asked me, "Are the ribs delicious?"

"It's delicious, fragrant and crispy."

"Is the wine good?"

"It's delicious, an old wine, and you will have endless aftertaste after drinking it." (I wish you all a happy new year, and follow my personal account number: *** on Search Satellite. There is a small event. Thank you for your continued support and encouragement. New I will continue to work hard to bring you better works this year.)
"You know that the ribs are delicious and the wine is delicious... Why do you have to have a clear answer to everything?... So what if you get a clear answer?... Just let the future be unhappy. Happiness makes today, which should have been a happy day, become unhappy..."

After saying that, Lu Xi kept looking at me. When I didn't say anything, she picked up a few more pieces of ribs and put them into my bowl, saying, "Eat quickly, don't worry... How bad can life be?... Even if You have been tortured by life and have to sit in a wheelchair...I will push you too."

"Are you going to push me wherever I want to go?"

"What a beautiful idea...I just push you to the square, and then let you watch me dance in the square with other old men."

After saying that, Lu Xi laughed loudly, and I laughed with her... It turned out that she was also such an interesting woman. When she was ready to integrate into my life, she was really not dull at all.

Just because she wasn't boring, I wasn't so worried anymore. I started to try to get rid of all distracting thoughts, just to enjoy the dinner. But some people are like flies, trying to make you uncomfortable. I got it again. A message from Qin Minhong: "Han Chao, I can't tell. You are really disgusting. You keep saying you like Lu Xi... but secretly you use her as a weapon... I know you are afraid of Guan Yubo and Yang Yiming's cooperation, but There is no need to concoct such scandals to disgust others..."

(End of this chapter)