i'm not a bad man

Chapter 551 It’s windy here, don’t catch a cold
If you hear the name of Luxi from other people, it is mostly a memory, but when you mention it from Luming's mouth, it symbolizes the future, which makes me feel an uncontrollable throbbing feeling in my heart: We will really be there in the future. Have you ever met in the city of Kunming?

At this time, Lu Ming said to me again: "If you are not in a hurry to go back, just wait for her in Kunming for a day. She should arrive tomorrow night."

"I'm not in a hurry to go back, I'll wait for her here."

Lu Ming nodded, then looked at me, smiled and said: "Sometimes I also think, compared to you, what I did to Luan Yu was not good enough? Why did the person who made her feel unforgettable in the end, but It's you... I never got the answer. It wasn't until I got along with you a few times that I discovered that you seem to understand women very well... You know what different women need... That day, I saw this passage: If she If she is not deeply involved in the world, take her to see the prosperity of the world; if she enjoys the prosperity of the world, take her to experience the sufferings of the world; if she has vicissitudes of life in her heart, take her to ride the merry-go-round; if she has empty thoughts, , she will like your talents... or so... so..."

Lu Ming had a helpless expression on his face, and he spoke to me after a long time: "So, this may also be a kind of talent. You may not do it deliberately, but at a certain moment, a certain inadvertent detail will make you deeply rooted in people's hearts. Already..."

I didn’t know what to say, so I just looked at Lu Ming, but I agreed in my heart unconsciously. Zhao Yingrou loves money, so I will buy her things; Zuo Xiaowei has a good voice, so I will buy it for her. Writing songs; Lu Xi and Qiao Jiao, I took them to a small town to see the suffering in the world; even Ren Ran, whose heart was filled with vicissitudes due to an unfortunate marriage, I taught her to drink, smoke, and play various games... Finally, I I also thought about Luan Yu, a girl who had just graduated from college, and of course she was not experienced in the world. I actually took her to 296 cities. It is really crazy to think about it!

I thought Lu Ming would say something else to me, but he patted my shoulder and left the cemetery before me.

I don't understand why he suddenly mentioned this to me. Is he trying to persuade me to take care of myself?
Or was he trying to tell me that this might not be a good thing?
There is no way to guess, because I don’t know Lu Ming well enough, but one thing is for sure, I am indeed hated by people, such as Guan Yubo and Yang Yiming.

……

I didn't want to leave just yet. I was blown away by the wind, so I leaned against Luan Yu's tombstone. I would still think of our experiences along the way, and then I would think of the last time I saw her in my life. At that time, she was not there yet. I really received treatment, so I am still beautiful...

I thought about her abandoning me again; more than a year later, she found me again with a sum of money, actually to force me to leave Qingdao. She said that the person she loved was Lu Ming, and even for this reason The hymen was repaired.

What an endless love and hatred!

After thinking about it, I was really tired, and then I fell into a deep sleep...

"Han Chao, it's windy here, don't catch a cold..."

Suddenly someone whispered to me softly in my ear. I wanted to wake up, but I couldn't. I seemed to be trapped in sleep, which made me a little impatient!

……

"Be good, it's windy here, hurry up and go... Be good!"

I struggled to break away from the nightmare, trying to see clearly who was talking to me, but suddenly realized that it was a voice from a dream. I gradually saw Luan Yu's face, which was a little green and a little blurry.

I don't know if this dream was too turbid or if the tears fascinated me. In short, I couldn't see Luan Yu too clearly.I finally asked: "Are you here to say goodbye to me?"

"Yes, I'm leaving with my dad to reincarnate... You should leave quickly and don't come see me again, because Luan Yu no longer exists."

"No, as long as I remember you, you will always live."

Luan Yu shook her head and smiled: "Aren't you stupid!... I really have to go, but there is one thing you promised me that you haven't done yet."

"whats the matter?"

Just when I wanted to get the answer, Luan Yu's face became increasingly blurry. At the end, she seemed to use all her strength to wave goodbye to me, and she said "Good" that I could barely hear!
I suddenly woke up and fell into a sluggish state again, just looking at the distant pines and the sinking sun.

This was just a dream, it turned out to be just a dream, but in the dream Luan Yu told me that I had something I promised her, but I hadn't done it yet; what was it?
After thinking about it for a long time, I suddenly remembered that in her suicide note to me, she once said that she wanted me to sing her favorite song "Maple" in front of her tombstone.

Being entangled with various things, I forgot about this incident, but she actually remembered it in the dream. So, was this really just a dream?
……

I couldn't remember the complete lyrics, so I took my phone out of my pocket and found the song... After reading the lyrics carefully, I realized that they were probably about after Luan Yu left me. Mood, so when I sang, I couldn't help but choke up: "The dark clouds cast a shadow in our hearts. I listened to the mood that has been silent for a long time. It is as clear and transparent as the beautiful scenery. It can only be seen clearly in memories; it is broken. My heart, can you continue to love me? I hold my hands that have no warmth. The tenderness of the past has been locked by time, leaving only the lingering sadness... The maple leaves falling slowly, like longing, I light the candle. The fire warms the autumn at the end of the year, the aurora plunders the horizon, and the north wind passes by, missing your face; I burned my love into fallen leaves, but I can’t replace the familiar face. The maple leaves falling slowly are like longing, why do I have to rush to save you? Before winter comes, loving you travels through time. Two lines of tears from the end of autumn make love penetrate the ground. All I want is you by my side..."

I tried my best to control my emotions so that I would not lose my voice when singing this song...

I finally finished the last thing I had to do for Luan Yu, but I didn’t feel like the dust had settled at all...

I heard the chirping of birds. It was evening and the wind had not stopped. There was still the smell of sunshine in the air. I suddenly couldn't tell whether the world was moving or still.

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To be precise, this is an entertainment news. It was revealed in the news that all the songs of Zuo Xiaowei, who is known as the original singer, were composed by an unknown musician, and Zuo Xiaowei stole the work of this musician.

Of course I know that this unknown musician is me, but this is a secret, a secret that only Zuo Xiaowei and I know, so who broke the news?
I can't think of an answer for the time being, but I finally figured out that the world has always been in motion and development, because those who have left have completely gone, while the living still live in a changing world with various situations.

(End of this chapter)