i'm not a bad man

Chapter 556 We all seem to be freed
Although Kunming is a city of spring, you will still feel a slight chill when night comes. This chill will make people buying milk tea feel confused. They don’t know whether they want a cup with ice or a cup at room temperature, so they wait in line. During the process, I saw several people were stunned for a moment before giving the waiter their choice; Lu Xi was very clear that she didn’t want either ice or room temperature, but a warm cup. No worries, I asked for a glass of ice. I felt very hot. I feel like this every time I drink. Even if it’s beer, it’s like there is a substance in my body that can ignite alcohol. So every time I drink, I feel hot. I especially want to drink something chilled.

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After buying milk tea, Lu Xi and I sat on a bench in a park by the roadside. There was no one in the park, and even the lights were not on. Fortunately, the moonlight tonight was good. With the moonlight, I reluctantly Can clearly see the deer creek...

This time, she didn't lean against me very closely. She just lowered her head and drank milk tea. After a while, she said to me, "Do you have a lot to ask me?"

"I thought that if you left like this, we wouldn't see each other again."

Although some of the answers were wrong, this was what I wanted to say to Lu Xi the most. After saying that, I turned to look at her, and she looked up at me. The look in her eyes at the moment told me that she was also hiding a lot of things on her mind. .

"So, I'm really happy to see you again in Kunming. I haven't been this happy for a long time."

"Do the things you did in the small town make you feel tired?"

"It would be a lie to say I'm not tired." After a pause, I added: "The opponent is very tenacious! So, every time it is critical, something unexpected will happen."

"You didn't expect that Zuo Xiaowei would do something for Guan Yubo in the end."

I nodded, feeling depressed for a while, and then lit a cigarette out of habit, puffing in the moonlight. When I was about to finish the cigarette, I asked Lu Xi again: "That mobile phone and That book was sent to me by you, right?"

"I sent you the mobile phone, but Jiaojiao bought that book at the bookstore."

"Qiao Jiao?"

Lu Xi looked at me with some confusion and said, "What's wrong with you? Why do you have such doubts? Isn't the Jiaojiao I know equal to the Qiaojiao you know?"

I fell into silence...

Qiao Jiao and I have some conflicts, because she always hopes that I will turn around and repent, especially after Chang Yuli reported Chang Tianming, she scolded me so much that I don't believe that the book was sent by her. , and I don’t believe she would give me guidance based on fighting.

At this time, Lu Xi said to me again: "Jiaojiao is a very good girl... Before, she might have had some prejudice against your behavior. That was because she felt that you still had room to look back. When she also felt that you When you are forced to the point of no return, she can understand you... So, let the hostility between you and Jiaojiao pass..."

Thinking of Qiao Jiao, I started to have mixed feelings in my heart. For such a turbulent and vigorous woman, all I could think of was regret except for the long experience between us.

We had planned to be together, and I had fallen in love with her. I thought all this would end with her getting married, but she chose to escape with Lu Xi on the eve of her wedding. Of course, this was something she could do But when I think about it, I feel bitter in my heart, and I don’t know how to face her.

After this period of silence, I finally spoke to Lu Xi and said, "Is she okay now?"

"Okay, you can ask her yourself."

I looked at Lu Xi, a little confused, and after a brief silence, she said to me again: "After I leave Kunming, don't leave in a hurry. You can wait here. She also wants to see you."

"She will come too?" Lu Xi nodded affirmatively, and I was just surprised that Qiao Jiao would also come to see me, but of course I knew the reason why they wanted to see me separately, so I didn't ask any further. …

When I spoke again, I had already taken the initiative to change the subject. I asked Lu Xi, "Why did you send me that mobile phone?"

"Because I think you are the only person in the world who can open this phone... Have you opened it?"

"opened……"

I thought Lu Xi would ask me what was in my phone, but she didn't ask further. She just asked me: "Now Luan Yu's mother is the only one left in this world. What are you going to do?"

"We haven't communicated yet. I'll go see her tomorrow morning."

"Okay, I'll go with you."

I suddenly felt that I had misunderstood Lu Xi’s motive for sending me that mobile phone. She didn’t want me to be my wandering self again. She was reminding me not to forget Luan Yu so easily; she was the person she was at that time. , must have known that Luan Yu's father's condition was deteriorating rapidly. From then on, Luan Yu's mother was the only one left in the world. She hoped that I could do something in Luan Yu's place. After all, I was the one who couldn't let go of Luan Yu the most before she passed away. That man.

She also hopes that I can be a good man with love and justice.

It was at this time that Lu Xi finally leaned gently on my shoulder and said to me: "My brother told me that when my uncle left, you, as a filial son, sent him through the last journey of his life. ...At that time, you were in a small town and he called you, and you came over without any hesitation."

"I think I should come, otherwise...it will look like my uncle is too lonely!" Follow my Weixin public account: *** to view the latest chapters!
"You should do this... It is precisely because you did this that my brother let go of the burden in his heart... Otherwise, it would not be so easy for him to start a new life... Now, he finally believes that for Luan Yu It is said that he is just a passerby in life... The relationship between him and Luan Yu is too ordinary, so ordinary that one can see the end of life at a glance. Therefore, he is the man Luan Yu needs, but not the man he loves most... "

"Will he hate Luan Yu?"

"Maybe he hates you...I don't know...but he has let go of you, and he thinks you are still a man who values ​​love and justice... He said that only when a man values ​​love and justice can he be truly reliable. "

For a moment, I couldn't tell whether this evaluation was positive or negative... because what Lu Ming said was not positive enough. In his words, I only valued love and righteousness.

Feeling the warmth from Lu Xi's palm, I suddenly understood why Lu Ming didn't give me 100% approval, because there was still Lu Xi in my life to be verified.

For Lu Ming, I still have a lot to do, and questioning is also an affirmation. At least, he will not object to Lu Xi being with me.

From this point of view, Lu Xi had good intentions when he sent Luan Yu's cell phone to me. It was precisely because of this cell phone that the four-corner relationship that once frightened me finally came to an end.

I became a filial son at the funeral of Luan Yu's father, and finally gave Luan Yu an answer in this way.

We all seemed to be free, so I had such a dream in front of Luan Yu’s tombstone. I dreamed that Luan Yu said goodbye to me, and she said that she was going to be reincarnated, and Lu Ming seemed to have decided to start a new life. , so, regarding future plans, he asked me to communicate with Luan Yu’s mother myself, and he finally stopped participating.

(End of this chapter)