i'm not a bad man

Chapter 567 Ranged
In fact, I can't tell what kind of mentality I had when talking to Ren Ran about such a thing. It seems that I can no longer calmly think of the ending between myself and Qiao Jiao...

I don’t want to suddenly think of her when I am 40 years old, and feel only debt and regret. It’s not that I didn’t like her, I just chose red roses between red roses and white roses. It just so happened that they were in the same room. Time appeared in my world, the process was beautiful, but the ending was heartbreaking that I couldn’t pick it up.

Ren Ran on the other end of the phone finally spoke to me and said, "Han Chao, tell me, do you have any ideas?"

My voice was a little low: "I don't want to think about unrealistic things, but people are foreseeable, and I feel very uncomfortable when I think of some results that will definitely occur... Sister Ran, do you know? ? This feeling is no less than it was then... It is no less than when I heard the news of Luan Yu's death... Tell me, why are there so many separations in life? One journey after another, one journey after another, to In the end, looking back, there is only pain and regret.”

This time, Ren Ran replied in a deeper voice than mine: "A person's life is a process of constantly learning to accept pain... There will be no absolute perfection in this world... So, so... I don't know either How should I put it... But I think you understand it in your heart, you just don't want to face it."

I am silent.

Ren Ran added: "I did mention this polygamy system to you... At that time, I was just joking, because really no woman would accept this thing willingly... This is unrealistic and very unfair. Reality... Even if I have settled in Thailand for a long time, polygamy is recognized there, but if I were a party involved, even if I die alone, even if I love that man very much, I will not accept it... I know I will be very painful. , but personality and dignity are more important... The worst result is to marry someone you don't love. After you have children, you will gradually forget those regrets, because life has levels and stages... So, if you have One day, when you are 40 years old, and you look back at yourself at this time, you will feel differently."

After Ren Ran said these words, the discussion about polygamy came to an abrupt end.

She is right.

But I am still far away from 40 years old. There is no way for me to judge myself from the height of 40 years old.

……

That night, I only slept lightly for five hours. Before eight o'clock, I got up, took a taxi to the largest shopping mall in Kunming, and bought a pair of McQueen white shoes.

But Qiao Jiao was earlier than me. When I contacted her, she had already gone to the airport. I asked her to wait for me no matter what, even if she changed her ticket.

Qiao Jiao replied: "Stop talking nonsense, do you know how much handling fee will be deducted for changing the ticket?"

"You're just kidding. Do you feel sorry for the person who pays the change fee?"

"Now and then, after I completely fell out with my family, I no longer have the capital to act willfully."

"You refund the ticket and I'll buy it for you again."

"Ha...you are so rich!"

"It's not about money, I..."

"What are you...and, do you know that this is an international flight? If you miss today's flight, you will have to wait until the day after tomorrow. Do you have to compare with Luxi for how long you stay in Kunming? I haven't As for being so boring.”

"Just wait for me, okay."

"No wait."

"Whether you wait or not, I will be there...I have something for you."

After sending this message, I stopped a taxi and told the driver that I was willing to pay more as long as he could get to the airport as quickly as possible.

The driver glanced at me, stepped on the accelerator, and headed straight for the expressway leading to the airport.

……

On the way, I thought a lot about details that I had never thought about in depth before. I began to think about Qiao Jiao’s current financial situation. It should not be very optimistic. I was even a little worried that she would be in such a state with Lu Xi. Living together, over time, will you feel like you are dependent on someone else?

Although the possibility of Lu Xi treating her like this is not high; what's even more frightening is that if Lu Xi's financial situation also goes wrong, how will they deal with survival?They are two women who are used to spending a lot of money.

It wasn't until I thought of Lu Ming that I felt a little calmer, because Lu Ming would not let Lu Xi live a hard life. Lu Xi was not miserable, and Qiao Jiao was not too miserable either.

……

After thinking about it for a while, the car was only three kilometers away from the airport. I quickly called Qiao Jiao, but her phone was already turned off.

The energy in my heart suddenly dissipated, and then I felt at a loss and empty. I kept looking out the car window, watching the golden sunshine piercing the green wheat fields.

I haven't learned to accept regrets, and the regrets have already begun.

I looked at the pair of shoes next to me that I couldn't give away, and I felt even more regretful. …

I no longer care about the speed of the taxi, but the driver is still fulfilling our agreement and driving the car faster. But no matter how fast he goes, he can't catch up with a person who is determined to leave, so I also order a car on the way. I have a flight ticket from Kunming to Zhengzhou at noon.

For Kunming, we are just passers-by.

……

When I arrived at the airport, I stood in the lobby and looked around because I didn't want to give up easily. I saw a tall woman standing next to the self-service terminal to receive her boarding pass.

I walked forward and saw clearly that she was not Qiao Jiao, but she had a similar body shape.

Just when I was about to give up and go to the domestic flight, my phone suddenly vibrated in my pocket. I took it out of my pocket and there was a message saying "Look back."

I subconsciously looked back, and Qiao Jiao was standing behind me. I can't exactly describe the feeling of regaining something. I just felt that the pair of shoes in my hand that I almost didn't give away suddenly gained weight again.

"You only have 5 minutes to talk to me and I'm about to miss my flight."

"You...didn't you say you won't wait?"

"You said no, didn't you come too?...You never gave me a chance to choose."

Looking at me speechless, Qiao Jiao said again: "You only have 4 minutes left."

I suddenly came back to my senses, then walked quickly to Qiao Jiao and asked her to sit on the bench next to me. Before she could speak, I tried to take off her high heels.

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"I bought you a pair of shoes so that your feet won't be worn out when you put them on."

Qiao Jiao stopped struggling. She calmed down and looked down at me squatting on the ground. I finally took off her high heels and took out the new pair of white shoes from the shoe box. , and tied her shoelaces carefully.

"How do you know my shoe size?"

"You forgot, when we were in the small town, you always liked to ask me to pick up express delivery for you. Among the express delivery I picked up for you, you bought a total of 16 pairs of shoes. I have already remembered it."

"Don't tell me, these shoes are pretty good-looking!"

"I told the salesperson what kind of clothes you were wearing, and she recommended me to buy this one because it matched your clothes very well."

"Then you are really attentive!"

Being able to let Qiao Jiao wear these shoes has relieved some of the regrets in my heart, so I finally smiled at Qiao Jiao with a relaxed mood; but unexpectedly, Qiao Jiao kicked over and squatted on the ground. I was caught off guard and fell to the ground.

I looked at her in astonishment.

"What a scumbag. I have used this trick on so many women. Don't think I don't know. This is how you pick up girls."

"No, I swear, I have never done this to anyone else..."

"Have you never worn or tied shoes for other women?"

"No, not even once...I just want you to dress more comfortably."

"Guess whether I believe it or not, you are a scumbag, a bastard, and the old Sea King..."

After saying that, Qiao Jiao got up and ran to the security checkpoint. The 5 minutes she gave me had expired, so I sat on the ground and looked at her...

Like Lu Xi, I thought she would never look back, but she turned around at the last moment, with tears in her eyes, as if she was holding a lot of words in her heart that she had not yet had time to say to me.

(End of this chapter)