i'm not a bad man

Chapter 584 Escape
It wasn't until I talked about the 297th city that my heart stirred up again. I have never forgotten the feeling of wandering on the road. Although I often feel lonely because of this wandering, other than that, I also feel lonely. It really gave me absolute freedom…

Before, I had been busy with my own desires, and I had forgotten this feeling for a while, but the moment I decided to let it go, it was the first thing to revive in my heart!And I didn’t expect that what Zuo Xiaowei failed to do with all her efforts was accomplished by a bartender whom we didn’t actually get along with much. I don’t know what kind of energy she has in her, but she did do it. arrive……

I filled another glass of beer for Wu Luoge and Ren Ran, then raised the glass and said, "If you put it down, you just put it down... Congratulate me on regaining my freedom."

Although I drank the wine in the glass, Wu Luoge did not move. He said to me seriously: "I don't object to you letting go of things here, but I don't approve of you being so eager to find freedom... It's the same as before. For what I’m telling you, why not come with me to Zhejiang and do a good health and wellness project.”

It was rare for my mentality to become sincere, and then I replied: "Brother, I am really grateful. I am grateful to meet you in my life... Because of your appearance, I feel that my sense of responsibility has become much lighter... because , even if I do not do well, you will still be in charge of our parents... Now, you have succeeded, but I still have to go a long way on the road to success... It is also possible that this so-called success, to me, is A road that has no end at all... So, after letting go, I can accept my fate of being mediocre... Speaking of fate... This thing is really magical. I know a bartender who works as a bartender. When I talk about destiny with her, I feel a pretentious sense of mission, but when I talk to you, I feel a lot more honest, and I feel that even mediocrity is nothing... People often... I really don’t know myself well... So, going with the flow is not a bad thing... At least, when I choose to just go with the flow, I keep different possibilities for my life, sometimes too clear. , but you will feel powerless... Just like the things I did in the small town... Even Chang Tianming has obviously gone in, but for me, nothing has changed."

At this point, I raised my hand, trying to make Ren Ran and Wu Luoge understand my thoughts better, but suddenly I felt it was unnecessary, because I knew that the real reason why I chose to give up was just because of the person I once valued. Very low bartender...

No matter how much I say, it is just a cover-up, covering up my inner unwillingness and loss. Therefore, the one I should convince the most is myself, not Wu Luoge and Ren Ran.

After a period of silence, Wu Luoge finally said: "I can probably understand what you mean."

I nodded, and Wu Luoge raised his glass and said "drink".

……

I didn’t drink too much this night because I wanted to stay awake and leave this small town as soon as possible; so, after returning to the hotel where I was staying, the first thing I did was to pack my luggage. , while waiting for Zou Chang's reply, just to tell her his decision.

Finally, she called me at almost [-] o'clock at night. Her voice was still very soft: "Brother, why did you call me again?"

"Are you comfortable talking now?"

"He was already asleep and I was on the balcony."

"Then listen to me. Don't speak yourself. Just hum when you understand."

"Ah."

After a brief silence, I said: "This time, I compromised... I'm ready to leave the town... Don't delay, not even a second. After hanging up the phone, immediately change to a hotel, and then stay with me tomorrow." The earliest flight back to China..." After a short pause, I said: "Don't go back to the small town. After returning to China, we will stop in Zhengzhou. I will pick up your mother and meet you in Zhengzhou... But you have to meet her in advance. Please explain to your mother and ask her to pack up the things you think are important and then take them away together."

"Ah."

"We will discuss other matters after we meet. You can book your flight back to China now... I have read that there will be a flight from Kuala Lumpur to Zhengzhou at 08:30 tomorrow morning."

"Ah."

"Okay, remember to change to a hotel now..."

Just when I was about to hang up the phone, Zou Chang asked in a lower voice: "Brother, do you want to go to Jijiu with me?" She probably misunderstood what I meant, but in order to get her as soon as possible After returning home, I still followed her advice and replied: "If you need it, I can send you to Gejiu, or I can stay in Gejiu for a while until you adapt to life there."

"Really?"

"Really, what you say is what you say."

Zou Chang couldn't hide his joy in his tone, and immediately replied: "Okay, then I'll pack my things now and stay in another hotel... I don't have much, just a luggage bag."

"Well, before you go to the airport tomorrow, remember to call me to confirm. I will only feel relieved if you get on the plane."

"it is good."

"Then change to a hotel and get some rest early."

Zou Chang responded, and then I hung up the phone...

At this moment, the tension in my heart was finally released, and I felt a lot more relaxed. I stood by the floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the small town that had fallen into silence. While I was calm, I felt a little empty inside. It keeps growing...

I never thought that I would leave this place in this way. This way is not glorious and is almost equivalent to escaping, but I have to do it because things have developed to this point and have involved everyone except me. other people.

In addition to the emptiness, I felt regret again. I shouldn't have been so kind to Zuo Xiaowei when I was at BJ. If I could have acted as planned and forced Guan Yubo back to the country, denying them any room to operate, at this time I am afraid that Guan Yubo has been controlled by the police, and I will not lose the opportunity to control the scenic spot again.

This damn kindness!

I lit a cigarette and took a long drag out of resentment.

……

I don't know how long I stood in this posture. It wasn't until my phone vibrated that I suddenly came back to reality. Then I suddenly took out my phone from my pocket. This was the message Zou Chang sent me: " Brother, he woke up suddenly. I can’t change to another hotel now... However, I have already booked my flight back. He will always sleep to death. When he sleeps to death, I will leave immediately. "

"Well, you should also be on guard against him... If he is a good person, he will not try to blackmail Guan Yubo... Anyway, you must be more careful... and our chat records and phone calls The records will be deleted immediately."

"I know, I deleted it immediately... Brother, I really hope time can go faster so that we can meet in Zhengzhou sooner... By the way, I also called my mother before he woke up. I have told her everything I need to tell her over the phone, and you can go directly to the square behind the pedestrian street to pick her up tomorrow... She is easy to recognize, and others say that she and I are cut from the same mold."

"Don't worry, I'll pick her up early tomorrow morning."

"okay, see you tomorrow."

(End of this chapter)