i'm not a bad man

Chapter 620: One soul is missing

Liking luck seems to be the most inescapable emotion in human genes, so even Qiao Jiao showed signs of wavering after thinking about some possibilities...

It seems that being able to deal with Guan Yubo secretly is the best ending, and it is also the least costly way; however, another voice also exists in our hearts. If we really do this, then I What is the difference between Guan Yubo and Guan Yubo? None of us are law enforcers. Since we are not law enforcers, we cannot represent the law, and justice outside the law cannot convince the public. And I will eventually carry this baggage with me. Continuing to live is another kind of pain. Therefore, this kind of luck is just a passing cloud in my heart and cannot last forever.

Everything we pursue will end with finding Lao Wai. Especially after I learned that my life was extended in Luxi, the anger in my heart suddenly dissipated, and what followed was the endless desire to survive.

I want to live, even if it’s the same as before, wandering around in bars all day long, at least I’m still alive and free, and living and freedom are the basis for all possibilities...

At this moment, I really want to see if that child will be as melancholy as me, living in this world like me, always dazzled and habitually confused...

He (she) had better not be like this. Rather than being depressed and confused, I hope he (she) can continue my talent, be happy because of talent, and gain respect because of talent.

Of course I am a talented person, but I have gone astray; therefore, I often think of my parents because of this, and I just feel ashamed of them and their careful cultivation and training of me. Learn various musical instruments, cultivate my interest in literature, develop my singing and creative abilities...

Life is indeed continuous, passed down from generation to generation, one hope spawns another, like a tide, ups and downs, endlessly. I think this is why my parents asked me to have the word "tide" in my name. The true vision of...

Life must continue, and my child is destined to realize his (her) talent, because his (her) mother is a hot star with feelings and responsibility, and she will definitely serve him (her) ) Establish a correct value system and stay out of the mud.

Or, there is nothing wrong with being an ordinary person peacefully. Just like Tu Lin and Sao Zhu, although they will also be trapped in life and pain, precisely because they are ordinary, it is easier to find ways to relax and get out of trouble. It’s also easier to be satisfied…

……

It’s been a long time since I thought about the meaning of life and inheritance as deeply as I do now, so I didn’t speak for a long time, and Qiao Jiao’s cell phone vibrated during the process.

Qiao Jiao seemed to be thinking about something very profound, so much so that even though I came to my senses, she still hadn't.

By the time she came to her senses, the vibrating sound had lasted for more than ten seconds. She finally took her phone out of her handbag, took a look at it, raised it in front of me and said, "It's Tu Lin calling." .”

Even though I just thought of Tu Lin because of the life of an ordinary person, when I really heard about him, I still had a sense of history, and because of this I felt that it was far away... But when I really pressed on, Reminiscing, I suddenly realized that both Tu Lin and Sao Zhu were friends I had been with in the bar for more than a year. During this year, we were almost inseparable, including Ren Ran and Zuo Xiaowei. .

Another year has passed. How are they, living in ordinary life?
I became a little curious about this. The last time I heard about them, it seemed that they were in a small town. They said that they returned to Qingdao and opened another bar called "Old Wasteland". The bar's business was good because they had Zuo Xiaowei. of heat.

Qiao Jiao did not avoid me. She turned on the hands-free function of her mobile phone. Her words were a little softer. She didn't hate Tu Lin as much as before. She asked: "Is something wrong?" "Are you in Qingdao?"

"I haven't been back recently."

Tu Lin on the other end of the phone fell into silence, and after a long time he said: "Actually, I mustered up the courage to make this call to you... I have always known that you don't like me very much... I But I quite like you... I am already an old man in his 30s, and I must know more about people and things than you guys in your 20s, so I know what things can be forced and what things cannot be forced... …What things should be put down, and what things must be held on to… It is precisely because of this awareness that Saozhu and I spent all our money to open this bar called the Old Waste Paradise…”

As he spoke, Tu Lin seemed to lose his confidence. After a pause, he asked Qiao Jiao: "I have said so much, don't you think I'm verbose?"

"I don't mind your verbosity. Just tell me. I really want to hear about it... about your old wasteland."

Tu Lin then added: "Maybe it's because of the emotional resonance... Our bar's business is very good, it's full almost every day, and the people who come are all elderly men. They just like it here. It seems that I have found a long-lost relaxation here... Isn't that what people are like? When you put down your responsibilities and desires and define yourself as a waste, it is especially easy to be satisfied... Our wine is not cheap. , the band and equipment are not as professional as other bars, but we have given them emotional value that they cannot get in other bars..." Follow my Weixin public account: ***, reply "B&B" to view Tank Inn B&B prototype.Reply "Lu Xi" and "Qiao Jiao" to view the character picture!You can also view the latest chapters

"Well, then what?"

"There are no excessive demands, just if you go back to Qingdao, remember to come and sit down... And Han Chao, Saozhu and I sent him messages, but he didn't reply much... Don't forget, this old waste paradise was He proposed to open the bar... He said that after the bar opens, it will definitely be very popular, because the core of the bar is to create emotional value... Speaking of Han Chao, he is really a very awesome person, except that he has no He has made real money, and he has seen all the most beautiful scenery in his life... The scenery I am talking about does not just mean scenery, it is an experience that others cannot achieve in their lifetime... His life is really worth it!"

"What do you mean his life is worth it... He hasn't even finished half of his life yet."

Qiao Jiao was so sensitive that Tu Lin on the other end of the phone couldn't speak for a long time, and I also fell into a trance: my life seems to be really worth it, not only There are 296 cities, and I was lucky enough to meet Luan Yu, Lu Xi and Qiao Jiao, and each of them is unforgettable...

When I came back to my senses, Tu Lin said again: "I really don't mean anything else. I'm just calling you to invite you to sit in the bar... The day after tomorrow, the biggest event since the opening will be held. Invite many friends..."

Qiao Jiao also calmed down a little and asked, "Who is there?"

"The ones that are certain now are Brother Shanhe, Liu Chuang, and Zuo Xiaowei. I heard that Guan Yubo will come with her... Then, Ren Ran is also the one we have to invite, but Ren Ran can't do it yet. Sure, she said, she might take Han Chao and his parents to Chiang Mai for a walk in the next two days... Finally, it’s Han Chao. If you can contact him, you can also convey our invitation to him. Without him, it’s like missing a soul figure..."

Before Tu Lin finished speaking, Qiao Jiao and I looked at each other subconsciously. We both grasped the key point in this paragraph. He said that Zuo Xiaowei would go to Qingdao with Guan Yubo. Qiao Jiao and I knew very well, What will this mean?

(End of this chapter)