i'm not a bad man

Chapter 622 Another result

The night before we decided to go to Qingdao, Qiao Jiao and I waited in line for half an hour and finally found a seat by the river among the many barbecue stalls.At this time, it is the season when catkins are flying. Looking at the beer foam rolling in the beer glass, and then looking at the catkins swirling in the wind, it seems to be mixed in the gap between winter and summer, sometimes hot, sometimes cold...

Yes, I regard these catkins as snowflakes, and my memories of the small town are all stuck in that cold winter; Qingdao is on the other extreme, like summer, with endless beer and endless fun. of bars and nightclubs.

At this moment, they finally collided. In the strange city of Chengdu, a lot of memories inevitably arose during the collision. The sometimes hot and sometimes cold feeling was generated from these memories.

I raised my head and took another sip of beer, then looked at Qiao Jiao. She looked a little bored. She picked up a catkin, put it in the palm of her hand and looked at it. She didn't close her palm until she realized that I was looking at her. He held the catkin in his palm, smiled and asked me, "Why are you looking at me like that?"

I took a deep breath without smiling, which made me look a little serious, and replied: "I have been to so many places and seen so many stunning scenery that others have never had the chance to see, but in the end, I found The most beautiful thing is actually a human being...a pair of eyes, a nose, a mouth, two ears...how beautiful they can be!"

Qiao Jiao was stunned for a moment, and realized that I was talking about her, so she turned her head away, her face slightly red, which made her look more charming, and I couldn't help but be fascinated.

Qiao Jiao threw a fried peanut at me, impartially, and threw it in my face, but I still didn't want to wake up from this admiring mood...

Appreciation is also accompanied by sadness and regret; I feel sad when I think of what we have experienced.

It turns out that in addition to material poverty, feelings can also make people feel powerless; I know that it will be difficult for us to have any results...

Qiao Jiao threw another peanut at me, and I came to my senses reluctantly. She said to me bitterly: "What do you mean?"

After pondering for a while, I finally replied: "Suddenly I feel very sorry for you."

Qiao Jiao smiled: "The way you express your regret is to praise others for their good looks?...Then you really understand the essence of giving a sap and a piece of candy!"

I didn't say anything, just silently picked up the glass and drank another glass.

Qiao Jiao opened her hand, blew a breath, and let the catkins fly away, and then said to me: "Sometimes, I feel quite unwilling to do so, but many things in this world are not what you say. It will be completely under your control...but it doesn't mean that I have never been happy. Do you know which moment is the happiest when we are together?"

I lowered my eyebrows and asked, "Are you really happy when you are with me?"

When I had such doubts, Qiao Jiao stopped asking. She nodded heavily and said, "It was when you told me about Xiaogang Wharf. You said you wanted to have a house with me, and you also If you want to have a daughter with me... you will become a working man wearing a suit and tie. Every day when we are about to get off work, my daughter and I will sit on the bench at the pier waiting for you... you will buy me a pair that I have liked for a long time. shoes, buy my daughter a piece of cake that she likes to eat, then hold her in my arms, hold my hand, go home together to make dinner, and put the child to bed together. If the child goes to bed early, we can cuddle up on the sofa and catch up. A TV series that is very popular recently... You know, when these pictures appeared in my mind, I even calculated the ovulation period... I felt that we were only one child away from happiness... …”

Only then did I realize that the seemingly carefree Qiao Jiao actually had such rich fantasies. Regarding Xiaogang Pier and that home, she was even more detailed and happier than I thought.

The smile gradually dissipated on Qiao Jiao's face, and she became frustrated. Then she put her hand on her forehead, covering half of her expression, shook her head and said to me: "Who can say clearly about things in this world... It may not be bad for you and Lu Xi to be together... maybe, it will be better... So, don't break things up between us, and don't ruin our three views... After these things are over..."

I looked at Qiao Jiao, but she never raised her head. She just waved her hands feebly and said, "Let's not talk about this anymore... Are you full? If you are full, it's time to set off..."

"There's still one dish left."

"What dish?"

"Your favorite beef brisket stew with potatoes."

"I don't want to eat, I don't want to eat...just leave."

……

When night completely enveloped the city, Qiao Jiao and I once again faced the neon lights and starlight of the city and drove towards the highway from Chengdu to Qingdao. I didn’t drink much. After three or five hours, we should be there. I can let her drive.The scenery outside the car window that became extremely monotonous due to the nightfall soon made me feel sleepy. It seemed that not long after I got on the highway, I fell into a drowsy sleep.

I started to have a very long dream based on what was about to happen. I dreamed that we all got together in Tu Lin and Sao Zhu's "Old Wasteland", but the timeline was very confusing and the relationships between the characters were confusing. There has also been a qualitative change...

In this dream, Zuo Xiaowei was finally no longer the woman who fell in love with me because of her admiration. She was a bit worshipper and liked money. Therefore, when she introduced Guan Yubo to us, there was always a sense of helplessness in her words. Hidden pride; that was the first time we met Guan Yubo, and we learned from Zuo Xiaowei that he was the most successful young entrepreneur in the small town.

Ren Ran did not divorce Lin Sheng'en. Their relationship was very good. When I raised the cup and asked her to have a drink, she couldn't hide her joy and rejected me. She told me that she had successfully prepared for pregnancy and would not have any more problems in the future. Touch the wine again.

Tu Lin and Sao Zhu have not had so many changes. They have always been the owners of the Old Waste Paradise Bar. The bar's business is very good, so they are ambitious and ready to expand the bar's business to other cities.

From beginning to end, Lu Xi and Qiao Jiao were not there, as if these two women had never appeared in his life.

In this dream, Guan Yubo and I actually became friends who have known each other for a long time, because I have been to 296 cities and have experienced a lot. Guan Yubo happened to be a leader in the cultural and tourism industry, so he kindly invited me to the small town. , to help him make his business bigger.

After careful consideration, I agreed to his request...

My future seems to be bright, but on the way back, I can't help but feel lonely, because since Luan Yu broke up with me, my emotions have been missing and have not been filled. I am already in this city, lonely Living for nearly two years...

I just sat on a bench on the street, holding a beer in my hand, staring blankly at the giant billboard not far away...

Deer Creek still didn't appear on the billboard, but an extremely ostentatious fire-red Porsche 911 drove past me. Because there was water on the road, I was splashed all over.

The people in the car seemed to be aware of it, and she stopped the car not far away.

That was the first time I met Qiao Jiao. She complained that I shouldn’t sit on the roadside. She didn’t see me at all. She said it was unsafe to sit like this. Amid her complaints, our fate began. …

I became surprisingly good-tempered, admitted all my faults, and even said I would treat her to dinner.Follow my Weixin public account: *** to view the finale!

We gradually fell in love, and I gradually got to know Qiao Jiao. At this time, Lu Xi really appeared in my world. I learned through Qiao Jiao that she had such a celebrity friend.

……

Later, Guan Yubo and I really went to a small town to develop. When we left, we became inseparable from Qiao Jiao, who had developed a relationship. A month later, she finally couldn't bear the pain of lovesickness and ran to the small town to find me. and stayed there...

Guan Yu Bozhu and I teamed up to defeat all the opponents in the small town, so that our career developed extremely well, and was recognized by Qiao Jiao's family. Qiao Jiao and I got married in the small town, and the wedding ceremony was very grand. , Guan Yubo even used his private helicopter to support our wedding...

At the wedding, I met Lu Xi again, our second meeting.

……

"boom!"

The dull thunder woke me up from my dream. Looking ahead like a black hole, I felt inexplicably empty and lost. It wasn't until lightning broke through the night again and I saw Qiao Jiao beside me that this feeling of emptiness and loss gradually disappeared. …

I don’t seem to regret it anymore. In the dream, Qiao Jiao and I finally had another outcome.

(End of this chapter)