Pamper your waist

Chapter 205 The secret that cannot be shared

She thought for a while and finally took the initiative to speak.

"If grandma tells you something, just listen to it and don't take it too seriously."

"You know, the way old people think about problems is definitely more old-fashioned. You have to understand..."

He tightened his fingers and locked them with her.

"Oh? You already knew?"

"Then tell me, what kind of old-fashioned way of thinking do old people usually have?"

He looked at her and asked, half jokingly, half seriously.

"It's just...it's nothing more than urging this and that...you just don't have to pay attention..."

Sheng Yanchen reached out and flicked her forehead lightly.

"Okay, you are really brave. You actually dare to instigate me to disobey grandma. I will complain to grandma and let her deal with you."

He was talking and laughing, his tone was relaxed and cheerful, but the smile obviously didn't reach his eyes.

It was getting late, An Yan was a little sleepy, tiredness was rising, she yawned, and had no intention of continuing this topic.

For things that have no results, she has learned to let things happen and not be attached to them.

Sheng Yanchen's eyes fell on her, and he looked at her intently, not knowing what he was thinking.

After a long time, he squeezed her hand gently and spoke slowly.

"What about you, what do you think..."

"You don't want to rush it, and you haven't thought about the future..."

This time Sheng Yanchen was really right. She really didn't have any ideas.

Even today, their relationship seems to have stabilized.

But in every moment she was entangled with him, she knew clearly that there was no so-called future between them.

When she was with him, she always had a mentality of having no desires and no demands.

Just enjoy the present, don't worry about the future, let alone hope for the future.

A day together is a day.

If one day we have to separate, then accept the reality calmly.

She is a pessimistic person who never gives herself any unrealistic hopes.

An Yan didn't want to continue this topic, so she turned over and started chasing people away.

"You should go back to your room and rest early. I'm sleepy, so I'll go to bed first."

After saying that, she ignored him and closed her eyes, brewing sleepiness.

After a while, Sheng Yanchen still didn't leave.

I don't know how much time passed before An Yan heard him getting up.

She thought he was leaving, but unexpectedly, he came around to her side and lay down next to her again.

He faced her face to face and pulled her into his arms.

An Yan didn't want to care about him, she didn't even open her eyes and continued to feel sleepy.

Sheng Yanchen knew that she was not asleep, so he suddenly spoke, and his deep voice fell in her ears.

"Have you ever thought about coming with me? Leave here forever..."

She didn't expect him to say this suddenly, and was stunned for a moment.

His voice was soft but firm.

"I still have some things to deal with here. When it's all over, I will leave and will not stay in the country any longer."

"So, when the time comes, do you want to come with me?"

An Yan opened her eyes, her eyes clear.

She looked at the man under the dim light quietly and didn't speak for a long time.

This seems to be the first time they have seriously talked about the future and planned their future direction.

This was actually a bit sudden for An Yan, because this was a problem she had never thought about before.

Sheng Yanchen didn't want to put too much pressure on her, so he gently clasped her fingers and tried to keep his tone as relaxed as possible.

"You are mine. If I leave, you will probably accompany me." "Wherever I go from now on, you will go with me... Marry a chicken, follow the chicken, marry a dog, follow the dog..."

His words made An Yan's nose feel sore inexplicably.

If you marry a chicken, follow the chicken, if you marry a dog, follow the dog... Is this his promise...

She asked herself to be more clear-headed and did not dare to indulge in this joke-like statement. If she really took it seriously, she would only be hurt in the end...

"What nonsense are you talking about...who promised to follow you..."

Sheng Yanchen raised his eyebrows and sighed sadly.

"Won't you follow me..."

"Forget it if you don't follow, then I'll go by myself."

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw An Yan's expression change.

There was a sly look in his eyes and he chuckled.

"You're kidding, how could I really leave you behind?"

"If you don't come with me, I will take my daughter with me and see if you can still say no."

An Yan felt that her mind was starting to stop moving again.

How could his mood be so easily affected by his two casual words?

He just mentioned it casually and didn't even have any clear plan.

Although he said he was leaving, even he himself probably didn't know when that would happen.

Why should she take it for granted so early?

He turned on the dim light and carefully traced her calm face with his eyes.

Some words actually came to his lips, but in the end they were forced back by him.

There were many things that he couldn't express, not because he didn't want to, but because he couldn't.

After all, he is not an upright person. He has an extremely dark side that cannot be shown to others.

There are too many secrets hidden in his heart that he cannot share with others.

In the end, he could only use the old excuse again, that the time was not yet ripe, and just delayed it again.

An Yan didn't ask further questions or reveal anything.

She would never embarrass him on such matters.

It's just that both of them know how difficult their future is.

……

The vacation was finally over, and early the next morning, the two of them took their children on their way back.

When leaving, grandma took them all the way to the intersection and watched their car go further and further away.

An Yan's mood was obviously a little low, and Sheng Yanchen could see that she was really reluctant to let go.

For An Yan, in addition to being reluctant to leave her grandma, she also misses the comfortable and free time in a small town.

In this small place that no one knew about, there was no Sheng Yanchen, only Qi Zeheng.

She can be with him unscrupulously and live a simple and happy life, but Ozawa can be upright and stay with her only for her.

But once he leaves here, Qi Zeheng will disappear, leaving behind Sheng Yanchen, the second young master of the Sheng family.

An Yan knew that her thoughts were silly and childish.

There is always an insurmountable gap between ideal and reality. Whether you are willing or not, you have to accept it after all.

She understands the truth, but she just can't help but think about it.

They didn't leave themselves much time to adjust, and resumed work almost as soon as they returned.

An Yan returned to the company as usual, and Sheng Yanchen also started to get busy, and life returned to the previous pattern.

They have a lot of work on their hands this year, and they can only find time to meet each other on weekdays. They rarely have the opportunity to be together for a long time.

When An Yan left the company after work that day, she ran into Lin Xuchen, whom she hadn't seen for a long time.

Lin Xuchen saw her from a distance, stopped her, and said hello to her.


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