Chapter 142 Trying
"We don't rely on my mother, nor on our mountains and rivers, but on ourselves."

"Qin Xiu, mother is right, we are the ones who are in debt."

"And Haihong, teach by words and deeds, we can't let our own son look down on him from the bottom of his heart."

"Just a few years, let's work hard for a few years."

"I can work in a factory or build houses with a contractor team. But if that doesn't work, I'll beg the Zhang family man to let me work for him."

"Qin Xiu, stop making trouble."

Lin Qingshan's voice became more determined, and the darkness in his eyes was replaced by prayer.

This time, he didn't want to rely on machismo to get angry and threaten, nor did he want to be shy and ambiguous.

Wang Qinxiu frowned tightly, and her thick and thick eyebrows looked very ferocious. She stretched out her finger and stabbed Lin Qingshan hard, and spat, "Do you really believe your mother-in-law's fallacy?"

"My mother-in-law is so distracted right now. Can she listen to what she says?"

"You are already at this age, you can break your leg just walking in the snow in winter, and you still want to go to work to make money?"

"What is the goal of the factory? A charity? A special purpose to help your poor?"

"Is it because your legs hurt because you bend your back every time, or is it because you smoke cigarettes one after another?"

"It depends on you to work to support the family. Our whole family has to eat soil, chew tree bark and drink the northwest wind."

"No, it's already spring, and the northwest wind can't drink it."

"Your conscience may suddenly discover something, and your consciousness may suddenly improve, but we can't live our lives just as well, right?"

"I don't want much, so I can ask my mother to pay for us to rent a yard in the city. If that doesn't work, we can just rent a house."

"You want face, you want to be a good son, if you are too embarrassed to say it, then I will say it, and you can just act like you don't see me and don't know, and we will continue to live a good life."

"You get out of the way."

Wang Qinxiu pushed Lin Qingshan who was blocking the door but did not push.

Lin Qingshan sighed, feeling infinite sadness in his heart.

He knew that Wang Qinxiu's greed and selfishness were all caused by him pretending to be stupid little by little over the years.

However, Wang Qinxiu has been his wife for decades.

"Qin Xiu, don't get angry first. Let's break it up and crush it into pieces and talk about the truth."

"Just because we've always been this way doesn't mean we're right."

Lin Qingshan was really not very articulate, he just said a few words back and forth.

Wang Qinxiu turned a deaf ear. He couldn't get enough oil and salt. He couldn't use a word of truth as money. Lin Qingshan was choked and couldn't speak.

Once you are used to relying on others and getting something for nothing, it is really difficult to have the courage to rely on yourself.

Even his own decision was the result of hesitation, hesitation, and more hesitation.

Even when the words came to my lips just now, I almost swallowed them again.

"Qinxiu, the truth is that you can't use money as money or food as food, but money can't replace everything."

"It's been a long time since we both moved into the kiln. Have you seen Haihong come over to see us?"

"We secretly went over and took a look at him from a distance. He was doing well, and his energy seemed much better than when he was at home. He became lively and cheerful."

"It turns out that we were both wrong. If we continue to make mistakes, we will lose our son Haihong."

"Qinxiu, Haihong is our only son."

The unconvinced look on Wang Qinxiu's face froze for a moment, and the next second she continued to show her teeth and bluff, "Hai Hong is not their son, he must be following Hai Hong's temper."

"Can you become a talented person if you spend all day eating, drinking, and having fun?"

"A spoiler is like a murderer. I haven't asked them what their intentions are. Are they deliberately spoiling Haihong?"

"Qingshan, get out of the way."

Wang Qinxiu was going crazy.

Lin Qingshan's face changed back and forth, turning blue and white, then turning blue, and finally turned dark. He squatted on the ground slumped, covering his face with his big rough hands, and hot tears flowed out from between his fingers, and then slapped him with one slap after another. own face.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault." "It's because I'm incompetent, it's because I'm uncomfortable in my heart, it's because I'm strong on the outside, but I'm pretending to be deaf and dumb."

From the beginning to the end, Lin Qingshan relied tightly on the door and did not move.

After all these years, was it because of his grudge that old sesame seeds rotten millet, or was he trying to take advantage of the opportunity to lazily convince himself to be a slave to Shuishan with peace of mind.

Can't think about it, can't think about it.

He had complained and envied him, but he never thought that he would be forced to die.

He finally mustered up the courage to face the darkness in his heart, but he forgot that Qin Xiu had been affected by him.

a slap.

Another slap.

Within a moment, Lin Qingshan's face became red and swollen.

Wang Qinxiu was stunned on the spot, her arrogance suddenly disappeared, her lips moved, and she swallowed her saliva, but she didn't say a word for a long time.

She was frightened and startled.

"I, can't I not go?"

After a while, Wang Qinxiu spoke timidly.

"Qin Xiu, I know it's hard to convince you with my empty talk for a while. If you believe me once, my legs are almost healed. I will go out to find a place to work and earn money tomorrow."

"You can take care of Haihong at home with peace of mind. Let's try to live our own lives and let Haihong see our changes."

Since these days, Lin Qingshan has always felt that he is alone and separated from his relatives.

This taste is not good.

But it was this feeling that made him wake up a little bit.

Wang Qinxiu looked at Lin Qingshan, who had red and swollen cheeks and blood oozing from the corners of his mouth, and nodded silently.

She just wanted to make some money for her family and make their life easier.

"That's fine, that's fine."

Lin Qingshan grinned subconsciously and gasped again.

Wang Qinxiu frowned, half impatient and half distressed, "Do you know it hurts now?"

"Are you going to find a place to work tomorrow?"

"With a slap mark on your face? If you don't think it's embarrassing, I still think it's embarrassing."

"I'll boil two eggs for you and knead them in a while."

"If you can't make money, I will still make trouble. When you married me, you said you would let me live a good life in this life."

Lin Qingshan covered the corners of his mouth and nodded blankly.

Aren’t we all living this life?

As long as he and Qin Xiu are willing to try to change, there will be changes more or less.

Wang Qinxiu rolled his eyes and pushed Lin Qingshan again, "Get out of the way. I'll go get some firewood."

Lin Qingshan moved his feet and looked at Wang Qinxiu suspiciously, "You didn't run to Shuishan's house as soon as you left the house, right?"

Wang Qinxiu:!?(_;?
Hearing this, Wang Qinxiu almost laughed out of anger.

"Lin Qingshan, we are both 50 and [-] years old. We are not [-] or [-] years old, and we are still so childish and funny."

Lin Qingshan:......

Lin Qingshan gave way to the door.

Wang Qinxiu snorted coldly, and quickly left and returned. The flames in the stove were flickering, and two eggs were rolling up and down in the boiling water.

Lin Qingshan secretly looked at Wang Qinxiu's expression, pursed his lips, took a deep breath, and then said, "Qinxiu, there is one more thing I want to discuss with you."

"Otherwise, I won't be able to go to work without worry."

(End of this chapter)

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