The palace wall reflects the moon

Chapter 92 Extra: Shen Shuningsan

I was surprised: "You know?"

Just a little surprised.

It had been 11 years, so it was reasonable for him to know. Fortunately, he had no intention of hiding it from Jiang Qingyue.

His eyes were dark: "I did such a thing, she should hate me."

I was confused: "It's not that..."

I don't quite understand what he was talking about specifically, but I'm sure Jiang Qingyue didn't hate him. The person she really hated was already dead.

At most, she is relieved and understanding towards my younger brother.

If she really had hatred, I'm afraid she wouldn't be able to maintain such a good relationship with me and be honest with me.

"Go and meet her," Shen Xiao said in a low voice, "I have done something wrong that cannot be made up for. You tell her that I will answer whatever she asks from now on."

Maybe he didn't get her wish in time, and he also had regrets in his heart.

but.

"What's your fault?" I didn't quite understand.

"Tell her she'll understand."

"No, no, no, please make it clear, otherwise I won't tell you."

Seeing my resolute attitude, he struggled internally for a long time, and finally lowered his head. He was probably ready to be beaten violently by me, and said softly: "Didn't she tell you? I raped her."

The soles of my feet jumped like pins and needles.

Damn it, are you such a beast?

After they had rice dumplings at the Longevity Banquet, they actually had one-on-one contact?

Could it be that in the few years since I left Jinling City, he went to Yangzhou to do evil?
I asked him angrily: "When did it happen?!"

Shen Xiao looked at me uncertainly: "Didn't she tell you, the longevity banquet 11 years ago..."

He said this, perhaps feeling ashamed and unable to finish what he said next.

I was taken aback.

Is it the longevity banquet that year when there were zongzi?
I know about the zongzi thing.

I also asked her what was going on, why she had rice dumplings out of thin air, and whether Shen Xiao was worse than a beast.

But I remember her saying: There is no explanation for this kind of thing. The atmosphere just happened to be in place. It was impulsive. I don't need him to take responsibility.

Anyway, I didn’t hear any reluctance.

"You were drunk that day, did you remember it, or did someone else tell you?"

Hearing my question, Shen Xiao frowned.

"The twelfth brother said it, he said that I..."

I chuckled, and then said: "Okay, I understand, I will tell you."

There are times when he trusts his twelfth brother gullibly.It was obvious that his twelfth brother had deliberately punished him so that he could not live in peace and live in guilt.

Not surprising when you think about it.

He knew that Jiang Qingyue was going to leave him, so he would naturally think that he had indeed done something forced.

Come on, remembering that this good brother of mine had made me feel uncomfortable about Jiang Qingyue's "death" for three years, I didn't bother to explain to him.

I turn around and leave.

But Shen Xiao saw the clues from my non-angry attitude: "Sister Huang! I didn't... did I?"

He blocked my way and asked me to explain.

"I didn't force her, so how could there be rice dumplings?"

He probably had the answer in his mind, so much so that his eyes were red and his voice was trembling when he asked me.

I was helpless: "Answer me first, why do you keep saying that she doesn't love herself? Apart from you, who has she never loved in front of?"

When I heard Jiang Qingyue tell me what Shen Xiao said with a wry smile, I was a little angry. He probably had something wrong with his mind and wanted to preach to other girls.

Why, he is my father.

Now ask me what I mean by this. If it’s not forced, what else can it be? It’s voluntary.

Shen Xiao's face was stagnant and he was speechless for a moment.

I added, "Why haven't you thought about opening up to her and explaining your difficulties and difficulties? Is there any other room for the two of us to sit down and discuss?"

Shen Xiao smiled sadly and said: "What do I say? I say that I am the emperor for her and that I don't want to be the emperor. Does she believe it? Sister Huang, do you think she will believe Jiang Liu or me? Why should I believe it? Take it for shame."

"That's what's wrong with you," I said. "If you don't try, how do you know she won't believe it?"

He shook his head, "I won't try it for now." I sighed.

"At least you said it clearly. If she doesn't believe it, you can give up on this idea and live in peace from now on, don't you think?"

Shen Xiao looked a little tired and said: "You are right, but it cannot be done now. As long as I am on this throne, there is no need to explain to her. One day in the future, I will confess everything to her. It’s up to her to decide.”

"When will you wait?" I was dumbfounded. "You mean, wait until you abdicate and make way for someone more worthy, and then go find her."

He nodded: "The only difference is the word 'virtuous'."

You can abdicate, but you must give way to a "virtuous" person, who must be responsible for the world.
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I went to drink with Liu Wenye.

Tell me what I don't understand.

After more than ten years, I discovered that my brother always looks like he doesn't care about anything, but he is really stubborn and can't win over a woman he has identified.

He seems to be living a good life, not delaying anything and not going to Yangzhou anymore.

But he has never held a longevity banquet in 11 years.

I’ve never eaten sesame cakes.

I just often sit around in my spare time, or write letters one after another that are not sent to anywhere.

It's not like Jiang Qingyue has never tried to accept other men.

I clearly saw that she and Qin Gu got along very well, even to the point of discussing marriage, but for some reason they broke up.

She also promised to meet Shen Gu again in Yangzhou.

But after all, I just said goodbye.

"Liu Wenye, I don't understand. They obviously can only accept each other and identify with each other. Why can't they be together well?"

I ate food and drank wine, and said drunkenly: "I really hope they are both well, why is it so difficult?"

Liu Wenye looked at me and said, "Because for them, they each have something more important than love."

"That's right," but I was very sorry, "Zongzi is 11 years old, but Shen Xiao has never seen him."

He is my brother after all, and I don't want him to die alone.

Liu Wenye took away the wine bowl I was about to put to my mouth and said to me, "You are thinking only about them, but have you ever thought about yourself?"

My mind was in chaos.

I?
I'm fine, I have nothing to think about.

Liu Wenye said: "At least your brother has someone in his heart. What about you, don't you intend to live with someone else?"

I hurriedly shook my head.

"No, no, no, no, that's not necessary."

I've seen enough of watching other people's love affairs. My heart aches for Shen Xiao, and I feel sad for Qing Yue. Why should I go there again?
If a person is well behaved, I will never find trouble.

Liu Wenye knew that I sincerely refused, so he said: "Princess, I want to hit An Huai."

"What?"

"If An Huai is pacified, you can be the eldest princess of Roujia."

Although I drank too much, I was not confused, so I hurriedly said: "Don't be ridiculous. If you want to attack a foreign country, it can be because you have a long-standing grudge or it can be profitable, but it can't be for such a ridiculous reason."

Liu Wenye looked at me deeply: "Why isn't it profitable? I want to marry An Huai's queen. Is this a good enough reason?"

At this time, Anhuai's queen was the substitute in the name of the eldest princess of Daxia Roujia.

I suddenly realized: "So you like her!"

I also asked: "What is her true identity?"

Liu Wenye was speechless. After a long time, he stood up and left, and told Dan Hong beside him to take good care of me.

Dan Hong helped me and said in confusion: "Princess, don't you understand? General Liu's crush is you..."

I laughed: "How could I not understand?"

Of course he could see through that I was pretending to be stupid.

It's just that this kind of answer can give each other some face, so that they can meet each other in the future.
-
Later, Jiang Qingyue asked me, do I really plan to die alone?

I do not understand.

"If I didn't have Danhong, you, Zongzi, Shen Xiao, my twelfth brother, and a bunch of colleagues, why would I end up alone?"

It's not that being without a spouse means being lonely.

Jiang Qingyue smiled and raised her glass: "I said something wrong, and I will punish myself."

(End of this chapter)