I collect cultural relics in the human world

Chapter 155 Inner Demon
It turned out to be that girl.

The phone was hung up, and He Si was still stuck in the conversation just now.

Actually... actually... but it seems to be true, just let nature take its course.

There are so many online writers in the world, but when He Si heard about the profession of author from Fan Yu, there was only one name in her mind - Yan Yan, the coding girl she had seen in the first round.

At that time, she didn't know what kind of drastic changes her dull life was about to undergo. In other words, the beginning of the great change has already shown its fangs to her, and she has not realized it yet.

Charles Bonner Syndrome.

At that time, she was trying to explain her increasingly real hallucinations. When she could no longer deceive herself, she pointed at the deformed black handprint on her ankle and carefully waited for Qin Jian to lend a helping hand.

At that time, Yan Yan was a completely different person from her. Full of energy, he likes to take the initiative, he is self-righteous, but also naive. First, she helped He Si escape the siege and drove away the suspicious Jiang Huai, and then pestered He Si. She had said at that time that she was going to write a book called "Where Are the Magical Cultural Relics", and she The reason why He Si is haunted is because the protagonist in the book happens to be Lao Chaofeng, the owner of the pawn shop.

She was keenly aware that Lao Chaofeng, who took his children to admit the trouble, was not to be trifled with. At the same time, she was also keenly aware that Lao Chaofeng only treated He Si differently. She even took Qin Jian and He Si in advance. For CP, which seemed extremely unreasonable at the time, her sensitivity was very similar to that of Jiang Huai.

So after Jiang Huai, the second victim in the hotel who was dragged into the quagmire for no reason appeared.

No, it wasn't the second one, it should be the third one. He Si suddenly realized that she had missed Gao Lan, who had died tragically.

But which path will Yan Yan take? Will he have a near-miss like Jiang Huai, or will he be left dead like Gao Lan?

He Si's brows wrinkled tighter and tighter. She thought that she had forgotten it, or that she had experienced so much and was no longer afraid or cared about it. But thinking of Gao Ran again, the dead bones under the bloody dress came to mind again. She clenched her fists unconsciously, and her nails almost dug into her palms.

It turns out that those time, those illusions, and those blood-filled trials could not make her a strong person. She was increasingly unable to escape the idea that the injuries suffered by these innocent people were all because of her.

"It's no use thinking too much."

The cold fingertips brushed her eyebrows, then slid to her forehead, and tucked a strand of messy hair behind her ear.

"What should I do? The clues here haven't been fully investigated yet, and a new case has appeared."

"This is a good thing," Qin Jian's hand pushed away the masochistically clenched fist, and then held it gently, "The clues here are broken, and new clues will appear immediately, so that we will not fall into a dead end. Isn't it a good thing? ?”

"It may also be the next game, and it's all interlocking. Please enter the urn."

"That would be better. It saves us the trouble of traveling here and there. After all, I don't have the Mirror Gallery now, and my old bones can't stand the torment anymore."

A young man with a slightly green face and old-fashioned words were obviously trying to please him. In the past, He Si's turbulent emotions must have calmed down, but this time for some unknown reason, the sudden anger was even stronger.

"Asi, what happened? Did that writer named Yanyan make you think of any new clues?"

"Not her."

He Si's voice was very soft, but it was very heavy in the air, stirring up dust all over the courtyard. Qin Jian had a vague answer in his heart, but he still asked: "That is it?"

"You used to shrink to an inch and travel thousands of miles in a day, but what about now?"

In fact, Qin Jian understood the moment he asked the question, but he did not interrupt He Si's words and allowed her to vent her words.

"Have you ever thought that your injuries, Xiao Shitou's disappearance, Yan Yan's coma, and the painful experiences of so many people are all because of me, and they were all set against me."

"It might be me." Compared with He Si's increasingly anxious mood, Qin Jian was so calm that he was almost indifferent, "After all, I still have more things to plot with than Ah Si." "But..."

"But even if it's you, so what?" This time, Qin Jian interrupted He Si, "Ah Si, is it not the fault of the person who has the plot, but the fault of the person being plotted?"

"I... But I still feel uncomfortable. I can't stay out of the matter and think about all this. Even if my reason tells me that it is the monster hiding in the darkness that hurts you, the lead is still me, if it weren't for me!"

"Have you ever blamed Lin Huan?"

"Lin Huan?" Suddenly hearing the name of the assistant who had been gone for a long time, He Si was in a daze for a moment. She didn't know why Qin Jian suddenly mentioned her, "Why should you blame her?"

"Every man is not guilty, but he is guilty of having a jade. Because she was young and beautiful, because she was as precious as jade, and because she was born a girl, so those people hurt her. Was she wrong?"

"It's different." He Si lowered her head and murmured.

"How different?"

"It's not me who is hurt now, but the people around me."

"Then if you just surrender, there will be no harm in the world?"

"I……"

"I'm afraid there will be more harm in this world."

He Si was silent.

"It is precisely because you have been fighting that you have grown from a person who was afraid of black handprints and was so afraid to hide in a 24-hour convenience store that he did not dare to go back to a person who can brave the secrets alone and fight side by side with us in the mountains of corpses and seas of blood. , that’s why the world around you didn’t collapse, right? He Si, if a person can’t even maintain the order in his own heart, how can he maintain the order in this world?”

Qin Jian rarely called out He Si's name so formally. Like a thunderous explosion, He Si's chaotic brain suddenly became clear.

"Just now I……"

Before He Si could finish speaking, Qin Jian held her hand tightly and finally showed a smile on his face: "When you are born in the game, it is easy to have inner demons. Once you step out of the game, you can figure it out. It seems that Ah Si Got it already.”

The sun filled the courtyard, falling on the top of the majestic double eaves of the Mani Palace, on the ridge beast that had been quietly guarding the courtyard, and on the shoulders of the two of them. He Si's eyes fell on the hands held by the two of them, and the unknown anger dissipated.

"It's my fault. You just experienced the illusion caused by the Sitting Guanyin upside down last night. Although you broke out of the formation with your own strength, you were still hurt. Now that you have been driving all night and neglected to repair it, you still have lingering regrets. Once again, I face the inner demons in the illusion, and it is inevitable to be affected."

Qin Jian said comforting words, but the smile on his lips became even brighter.

"What are you laughing at?" He Si became unconvinced.

"I suddenly remembered that this scene seemed familiar. Ah Si had also awakened me from my inner demons."

"When?" Qin Jian's words completely drove away the low pressure surrounding He Si, and she raised her eyebrows curiously.

"Because of the two poems recited by the turtle in Fuxi's mausoleum, I'm afraid that I will split into a new personality. I'm afraid that I'm the mastermind behind the scenes. I'm afraid that I will hurt you and lose you. Have you forgotten?" Qin Jian said Imitating the girl's tone, "Because you are afraid that I will be hurt by unexpected illusions or the young general, you simply push me away in advance. Are you protecting me by doing this?"

He Si obviously recalled that conversation. She was lonely and brave at that time. Now looking at Qin Jian's joking eyes, she couldn't help but her cheeks heated up. She still said with strength: "You have doubted me, and I have doubted you. You You woke me up, and I woke you up, so it’s even.”