I collect cultural relics in the human world

Chapter 177 Meeting ()

Fan Yu didn't expect Yan Yan to be so sharp, and he didn't deny it. He just continued to ask: "I just came here and haven't observed it carefully, but the world seems to be no different from reality. Even the book signing at the Penthouse Bookstore went as scheduled. Now, maybe you can tell us what attracts you here?"

"It's similar, but not similar." Yanyan pretended not to hear Fan Yu's question and just squinted his eyes to do his own analysis.

And He Si was also analyzing.

Indeed, after being reminded by Fan Yu, He Si remembered that the events and scenes they had just experienced were all real things. It seems that Yanyan is not like him, living a completely different life in the fantasy world, but just continuing the trajectory of reality. So why is she so stubborn and refuses to look back?
He Si thought of the story about the four beauties again. Was Yanyan hurt because of her talent? Unlike, He Si glanced at Fan Yu. He should have gone through Yan Yan's past and present lives. If Yan Yan had suffered psychological trauma, he would definitely take the opportunity to tell him. But now, Fan Yu seems to have Very confused.

He Si thought about the core element of the connection between that story and Guanyin. Perhaps the knot in Yan Yan's heart was not the hurt, but the lack of freedom. But what was the reason for the lack of freedom?
Yanyan is a successful freelancer. He Si could not think of the shackles in her life for a while, so she tried hard to search for their previous conversations in her memory - when did Yanyan become completely angered and threw them into that trap with so many mechanisms? What about dangerous places?

At first, Qin Jian deliberately misinterpreted the profound meaning of Yanyan's story and wanted to anger her, but he only got a look of contempt from Yanyan. So the three of them talked about being at ease and letting go. They still spoke calmly and asked a few of them, so what if they were in an illusion? Later, He Si forced her to confront her several times and threatened to wake her up. Yan Yan seemed to be just showing her anxiety and did not actually attack the two of them. The reason why things got out of control was...

He Si suddenly thought of that sentence after Qin Jian said that even if Xiao Shitou didn't understand, he would wake him up because it was for his own good. Yanyan suddenly became furious, her eyes turned scarlet. What did she say at that time?

——It’s for your own good. It turns out it’s just for your own good, isn’t it? I hate everything in this world that is indiscriminate for your own good!
A spark exploded in He Si's mind, and she found it!
"Speaking of which, where is the uncle in the coffee shop?" He Si broke the silence in the gray hut, "Where is your father, Yanyan?"

"What do you want to say?"

"At what age did you start to depend on your father?" He Si recalled the information Fan Yu had just revealed. Although she felt cruel, she still forced herself to say, "My wife died young, and a man raised his daughter alone. The hard work and effort are beyond ordinary people’s imagination. He must love you very much.”

Yanyan looked at He Si warily and stopped talking.

"I just suddenly understood the difference between this world and reality. This world is completely under your control, but in the real world, you probably live under the control of your father."

"He loves me very much."

Yanyan once again answered the question, but He Si was aggressive: "Yes, for your own good, he must have done a lot of things against your wishes."

The expected rage did not come, Yan Yan's eyes were filled with teasing, as if he had seen through He Si's past, which made her feel as if she had fallen into an ice cave. Then, Yan Yan said slowly: "He Si, are you jealous of me?"

The person who was choked was He Si. She moved her lips, but she could not say the words "That's not love." She could not unconscionably belittle a father who devoted himself to his daughter, because that was what she had never said. A father's love that I never had. "As an outsider, you may be jealous, but as a person in the game, I'm afraid I'm almost overwhelmed by the pressure called love." Qin Jian, who had been silent, spoke, and then hugged Zheng. He Si in situ, "Many parents don't understand that if a love requires their children to close their eyes, close their mouths, remove their hands, and cut off their feet to accept it, then what is the difference between this love and kidnapping?" "

"Love is just a high-sounding hijacking." Yanyan avoided her eyes. She didn't want to hate her father, but she couldn't convince herself.

Qin Jian did not let her go: "What is even more unbearable in this love is probably his guilt for your mother."

"Shut up!"

"Little girl, your mind is clear, but your body is becoming increasingly numb. Your mother committed suicide because she could not bear the pain caused by ALS. Her last choice was more like a relief than death. You There is no need to live with guilt, and so does your father." Fan Yu knew that he was extremely offended, but at this moment he could only pass on the information to his teammates in this way.

"I told you to shut up!"

As soon as he finished speaking, there was a sound of wind in his ears. Fan Yu turned his head, and the strong wind that hit his face actually formed the shape of a slap. He took three steps back and barely managed to avoid it until his back reached the door. Even so, the elbow subconsciously covering his face still felt a burning pain. Fan Yu was startled. If he had just stood there to catch the gust of wind, his head would have turned three times on his neck now.

Yan Yan did not withdraw his attack, but He Si did not hide away. She remembered the relaxed atmosphere she had seen when Yan Yan and her father got along before, and said frankly: "I have seen the way your father and daughter get along, although it was in In the book, your love for each other is not fiction. If you feel depressed just because of this love, you should have a good talk in reality. Your mother does not want her choice to become a conflict between your father and daughter. Get it done.”

"It doesn't matter whether she wants to or not," Yan Yan sighed, feeling depressed, "Her ALS was passed on to me."

"What?" The three people in the room said in unison.

"Soon, all I can move is my mind. Not to mention my father, even I can no longer control my body. You always say that this is a fictional world, but what gift is more suitable for ALS? A perfect playground that can be created by just using your brain," Yanyan smiled bitterly, "Even so, do you still want to take away my gift?"

He Si and Qin Jian thought about countless possibilities, but this possibility made them speechless and the room fell into dead silence.

"After my mother passed away, my father gave up all possibilities in his life and gave everything to me. He always said that my mother and I looked very similar, but I knew that he was not happy about this resemblance. He never I hope to find the shadow of my mother in me, because he is afraid that I am similar to my mother, not only in appearance, but also in genes." Yan Yan said, pointing to Qin Jian, "Yes, he protects me. To the point where I feel guilty, I also know that many children now enjoy the meticulous care of their parents, while at the same time accusing them of limiting themselves to a life of unfreedom, but I have no face to do this since I still can't escape my destined fate in the end. Then let me sleep forever, and I can live happily in the dream, and my father will not have to experience the collapse of a loved one again. "

Qin Jian pursed his lips. He had countless arguments in his mind that could be refuted, but he didn't want to say that he couldn't be so selfish as to split the relationship between a father and a daughter.

The words still didn't stop: "You want to save your friends, but I also want to save my own life. It seems that this is an irreconcilable dead end."