After being reborn, she married her ex’s arch-rival.

"Perhaps it's too difficult to live without her own independent space. When she wants to jump out again, she has no chance."

"But her desire to be free was too strong, and she began to rebel against the man. At first it was just a quarrel. She thought it was no big deal."

"But then one day, the man imprisoned her, and she resisted even more angrily, but the man had no patience anymore."

"I saw her knocked to the ground with my own eyes, but at the time I didn't understand why."

"Later, when I grew up, I wondered why she didn't leave. I even secretly told her, let's run away and hide somewhere far away."

"Yan Jinghua..." Song Shengsheng's eyes were filled with unbearability. She already understood what Yan Jinghua meant.

However, Yan Jinghua did not stop. He continued: "At that time, she just watched me cry, but did not agree with my idea. I don't understand why she still stays in that home."

"It wasn't until much later that I understood that it wasn't that she didn't want to leave, but that she couldn't leave."

"I am her weakness, there is no way she can leave me alone."

"She just kept enduring it until I grew up and could understand why she couldn't leave, and what kind of devil that man was!"

"But you are not that man! You are different!" Song interrupted Yan Jinghua, her voice a little anxious, even a little crying.

Yan Jinghua's inner knot from beginning to end was the fear that one day he would become like that man!
In the end, like that man, he drove his wife to death!

"But I'm scared." Yan Jinghua hugged Song Shengsheng forcefully.

He had silently liked Song Shengsheng for so many years, why didn't he even have the courage to let her know?

Isn't it because he is simply not qualified to pursue Song Shengsheng?
Now it seems that everything is developing in a very beautiful direction, but he is always frightened, fearing that one day or at a certain moment, he will become the man in his memory!
"Yan Jinghua, believe me, okay? You can't!" Song Shengsheng's tears fell from her eyes. She tried hard to make Yan Jinghua believe in him, but she didn't know how Yan Jinghua could trust him. Own!
"You are already starting a new life. Those things in the past have nothing to do with you. Don't recall everything in the past."

Song Shengsheng was sobbing as she spoke, feeling extremely aggrieved. She didn't know that she was so excited right now, all because of Yan Jinghua's words and because of the hormones in her body after pregnancy that made her unable to control her emotions.

Yan Jinghua recovered from his emotions and began to comfort Song, "Don't cry."

"Then you promise me not to think too much!" Song sniffed and negotiated terms with Yan Jinghua in a dumb voice, as if she was coquettishly coquettishly talking to him.

"Okay, I promise you." Yan Jinghua agreed without thinking.

He still remembered the doctor's advice and did not dare to let Song Shengsheng get emotional, so he had to agree quickly.

"You are not allowed to lie to me. You must do what you promised me!" Song Shengsheng was reluctant and asked Yan Jinghua to continue to promise him.

Yan Jinghua had no choice but to promise again, as long as he could calm Song Shengsheng down.

"Hmph!" Song Shengsheng snorted angrily, but he hugged Yan Jinghua and was unwilling to let go.

Yan Jinghua asked without pushing Song Shengsheng away, he just held her and patted her back gently.

After a long time, Song Shengsheng let go of Yan Jinghua and cried again. His face was already covered with tears. Yan Jinghua felt distressed and helpless.

……

Song Shengsheng was going to be hospitalized for observation. When her aunt came, she helped bring a change of clothes. She wanted to take a bath now.Yan Jinghua hesitated for a moment, worried that something might happen to Song Shengsheng. After all, she couldn't bear any accidents now, "Can I stay with you?"

Hearing that Song Shengsheng was a little embarrassed, Yan Jinghua quickly explained: "You don't feel well without a bath, but your body is still very weak. If you suddenly feel dizzy..."

Yan Jinghua didn't finish speaking, but Song Sheng made it clear what he meant. She thought about it and felt that Yan Jinghua's worries were reasonable. Even though she was embarrassed, she still nodded.

But Song Shengsheng was somewhat uncomfortable. Fortunately, Yan Jinghua acted like a worker throughout the whole process, helping her take a bath seriously, without a trace of lust in his movements and demeanor, which made Song Shengsheng more relaxed.

After taking a shower, Song Shengsheng felt a little more energetic, and the fatigue on his body was no longer so heavy.

She returned to the bed and sat down, and Yan Jinghua said, "Take the medicine."

Song Shengsheng didn't know what kind of medicine there was. After all, whatever the doctor wanted to tell her after she fell into coma was also to tell Yan Jinghua.

Yan Jinghua took out the medicine, read the notes on it carefully, and then took out the pills one by one.

Song Shengsheng was just about to take medicine when her cell phone rang suddenly. Song Shengsheng subconsciously looked around and didn't see where the phone was.

Yan Jinghua was also watching, and then took Song Shengsheng's mobile phone from the bag on the small sofa nearby.

The caller ID was Song Jianghe.

Song Shengsheng hesitated for a moment, then answered the call and called out coldly, "Dad."

"I heard from Secretary Wang that you asked for leave?" Song Jianghe asked.

"Yeah." Song responded in a low voice.

"Why did you suddenly ask for leave? Did something happen?" Song Jianghe said with a hint of worry.

Although I don't know Secretary Wang or why she asked for leave, Secretary Wang also said that she didn't look well yesterday and she might have asked for leave today because she was sick and couldn't bear it anymore.

Song Shengsheng pursed her lips, looked at Yan Jinghua again, and finally chose to tell the truth: "I'm pregnant."

The other end of the phone fell silent, and Song Shengsheng didn't speak. He just waited quietly, seemingly giving the other party time to accept.

After a while, Song Shengsheng continued: "I should take some more leave."

Yan Jinghua said that she almost had a miscarriage because she was too busy at work recently and didn't get enough rest. She had to take good care of her in the future.

"Okay." Song Jianghe agreed without hesitation.

Then there was silence again. Song Shengsheng had nothing to say. If Song Jianghe had nothing to say, she was ready to hang up.

Just when Song Shengsheng was about to speak, Song Jianghe suddenly said: "How are you feeling? Are you feeling very uncomfortable?"

For some reason, Song Jianghe suddenly thought of many years ago, when his first wife was pregnant with Song Shengsheng. (End of chapter)