Mountain dwelling practice: I am a gentle guest in the world

Chapter 359

Women in the old lady's era were busy from the time they were sensible until they died.

Women who accept their fate regard this as their life, while women who are unwilling to accept their fate will be tortured throughout their lives. The old lady was the latter. If her children and grandchildren had not come to disturb her in the last year, she would have accepted her fate before she died.

Then go smoothly and without any worries.

But the arrival of her children and grandchildren reawakened her childhood longing for beauty.

The more noisy her children and grandchildren become, the more she longs for the scene she longed for in her childhood, forming a knot in her heart that she is reluctant to break free from. This knot in her heart remains unsolved for a day, and even if her body can't bear it and dies, her soul will remain where it is and won't leave.

Commonly known as the earth-bound spirit, it remains until it dissipates.

"Abba, Ama..." Sang Yue was still murmuring as she watched the old lady pass away smoothly.

This is the diary written by the old lady when she couldn't stand it anymore in her daily life. As she got older, she gradually forgot her original cry. The pressure of life made her bid farewell to her youth early and dare not write that kind of words anymore, because the more she wrote, the more she yearned for it.

When I heard it today, I just felt that the lyrics were very familiar and resonated with me, completely forgetting that this was her own voice.

Being able to let the old lady leave peacefully was completely beyond Sang Yue's expectations.

She doesn't know how to transcend, she only knows how to persuade people to let go of hatred and the past. But whether the person being persuaded can listen is beyond her control. Fortunately, all the people she met were kind-hearted people, including Yu Yu.

In her opinion, Yu Yu's side is better, so please listen to her advice.

People in such a hateful state of mind couldn't listen to her singing. As for an old lady who has been entangled in her heart for a lifetime, she doesn't know how to persuade her, so she has no choice but to sing out the other person's innermost words and let the other person make peace with her.

However, after they made peace, once my singing started, I couldn't take it back——

"I want to tie the pole to the bench, but the bench won't let me tie the pole to the bench, so I have to tie the pole to the bench..."

She really didn’t understand. The bench didn’t want the pole to be tied to her body, so why did she have to tie the pole to the bench? Because it was made up by humans? We are endowed with human emotions, so we think that what we ask for is the best?

He gets what he wants and wants more, just like Ye Huanyu.

She still remembers that when she was filming an MV on location and no one was around at the end of the day, she suddenly saw him standing on the edge of the cliff with his arms outstretched. At that moment, she had no doubt that he wanted to jump, so she quickly called him to stop him.

When he heard the sound, he looked back with an indifferent expression. When he realized that it was her who softened his expression, he said sarcastically:
"What, are you afraid that my death in this outdoor shoot will affect your album sales? Or are you afraid that others will say that you forced your partners to death?"

"Did I force you?" His words made her frown in worry, and her face instantly turned cold. "Did I force you?"

She has always lived a life of study and work step by step. Except for her second sister and him, she has never had closer contact with anyone else. What she talked about with him was work and nothing else.

Only he and the second sister had always told her what to do, and she had never made any demands to them.

Just like that, he still dared to say so brazenly that she forced him?

If he dared to respond, she would immediately turn around and leave. The most she could do was call the police on his behalf to show her cooperation. As soon as she kept a straight face, there was no one who was not afraid of people, gods and ghosts, and Ye Huanyu was no exception. He moved his eyes away and continued to look into the distance:

"No."

But he said that Second Sister Sang was looking for other musicians to compose songs for her. From now on, he would no longer be her only songwriter, nor his only partner.

He said he should have left a long time ago, but it was her singing that kept him here.

But he is a rather domineering person, and he hopes that she will only sing his songs. As long as she agrees, he will never consider leaving this world again.

"Love was once the only faith..."

Singing is just one of her hobbies. Who wrote it and not sang? She likes the songs written by Ye Huanyu, and she also likes the songs written by others. If singing just his can save his life, so be it.

"You can do it when you're here." She agreed. However, this promise is only valid while he is alive and both parties are still cooperating. When the second sister learned about it, she was furious. She called him despicable and shameless, and called her brainless. He said that in that case, all he had to do was call the police, so why bother risking his life.

The second sister is exaggerating. She just doesn't sing other people's songs. How is she wasting her life? The only thing that was delayed was the second sister's financial resources.

In fact, she made this promise to Ye Huanyu for herself.

Because she found that both her second sister and Ye Huanyu wanted to control her life. She was too busy back then and couldn't find the energy to deal with more interveners. The best way was to give up the second sister's idea of ​​expanding her development.

Ye Huanyu's threat of death just gave her an excuse.

Later, she gradually realized that the second sister and Ye Huanyu were the same in nature, and they both wanted to completely tie her to their own interests.

"You surrendered in the face of suffering..." And she grew up behind the pain.

These people had kept saying they were thinking of her, but they abandoned her one after another when she needed support the most. The second sister chased her away when she was in trouble, and he also ran towards the yearning in her heart during her darkest period.

No one knew that she had a dream in the early morning of the night Ye Huanyu died. In the dream, she saw him standing in front of her as usual, Wen Ya smiled and stretched out her hand:
"Wanwan, come with me, to a place where there will be no slander, no black fans, and no one will hurt you."

"There is no such place." She said calmly.

"Yes," he walked closer to her, still holding out his hand, "as long as you come with me."

"I won't leave," she still refused and turned her face away, "I'm not interested."

Her attitude angered him, causing him to suddenly change his expression, reach out and grab her wrist, and said viciously:

"You must come with me!"

He was extremely strong at that time, and his hand clamped her wrist tightly like iron. She was startled, and subconsciously shouted an extremely angry scream at him:

"what--"

His image was roared away on the spot.

When she woke up, she thought it was just a dream, but it felt amazing to yell out her dissatisfaction to someone. It wasn't until her second brother-in-law came over to tell her that Ye Huanyu was dead that she realized that her dream last night might be more than just a dream.

But she was an ordinary person at the time and didn't know how to verify that it was not a dream. Nowadays, we are no longer ordinary people, and verification is no longer needed.

"All friendships are empty talk, reality makes people learn to be strong..." She sang loudly to the sky on the top of the building, and Ye Huanyu's familiar face seemed to appear in front of her eyes.

"Wanwan, you don't keep your promise." His eyes were accusatory and his face was full of displeasure.

She said she would only sing his songs, but now she is singing in a mess?

"Love is my only belief," she sang, looking at that face with firm eyes, "it has its own wings..."

It doesn't want to be tied up by anyone anymore, and she wants to fly happily for the rest of her life.

"Hu——"

A melodious chant flowed slowly, and the bodies and minds of all creatures in the mountain trembled.

"Wanwan, you don't keep your promise!" The accusing voice rang in my ears again.

"Hu——" She closed her eyes and continued singing without any distractions, but her voice gradually rose, "Hu——"

The mountain wind picked up, and her emotions seemed to bring lightning and thunder to her singing.