Back to modern times, Her Majesty the Queen and I are both laid off

Chapter 123 Am I really sleepwalking [[-]-in-[-]]

"Who will you think of when you are lonely, do you want to find someone to accompany you"

The door was opened by the key, and no one arrived before anyone else. A burst of random singing floated in through the crack in the door. Jiang Li knew that this bitch had been drinking a lot.

"Only I can understand your happiness and sorrow, let me do it again"

Lin Luo came in from the door humming a song. When he saw Jiang Li sitting on the sofa, he paused for a moment and stopped singing. Then he said with surprise: "Hey, isn't this the emperor? You haven't slept yet?"

"No."

"Is the Emperor specifically waiting for me to come back?"

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Jiang Li didn't answer the question and watched him place a large wine jar on the coffee table. It made a loud bang, and she was really worried that the glass surface would break.

Lin Luo sat down on the sofa. The smell of alcohol emanating from his body made Jiang Li wrinkle his nose in disgust and frowned: "How much did you drink?"

"It seems a bit much."

Lin Luo lay on the back of the sofa and rubbed his temples with his hands, "I feel like my head is dizzy."

The two of them drank half of the five kilograms of rice wine in the evening, and he drank more than a kilogram. Although the alcohol content is not as good as that of white wine, which is only [-] or [-] degrees, the amount is large, and the rice wine itself is It has quite a lot of staying power.

On the way back, I was hit by the cold wind again, and suddenly I felt drunk, and now I felt even more dizzy.

"But although I was dizzy, I was very conscious."

Jiang Li turned her head and looked at him with his eyes closed. She didn't feel sober at all. She just felt that the smell of alcohol was getting into her nose, making her uncomfortable. She simply closed the computer, got up and walked towards the bedroom.

When she reached the door, she turned to look at Lin Luo's sleeping posture, "How about you go back to the house to sleep?"

"I'm not sleeping. I'm just lying down for a while and I'm a little thirsty. Can you get me a glass of water?"

Jiang Li didn't say anything when he heard this. He went to the water dispenser and mixed half a glass of warm water with hot and cold water, and then handed it to him.

"Thank you."

Lin Luo opened his eyes a little, stretched out his arms to take it, put it to his mouth and drank it all in one breath. He breathed a sigh of satisfaction and asked, "Have you had dinner?"

"have eaten."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Jiang Li added: "The bowls have also been washed."

Lin Luo nodded and sat up slightly, "Well, let me ask you something."

"what?"

"That's it. Forget it, don't ask this. I don't think you need to ask this question."

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Jiang Li couldn't help but frown, Lin Luo rubbed the disposable paper cup in his hand, changed the topic and asked: "Do you know why I am so silent these days and don't talk to you much?"

Isn't this because you have changed your strategy?Seeing that being shameless was not enough, he simply started to pretend to be deep and melancholy.

He was thinking in his mind, but Jiang Li followed his intention and asked: "Why?"

"Actually, I have been thinking and struggling these past few days, wondering whether to give up."

"Give up?" Jiang Li looked slightly stunned, not quite understanding what he meant by giving up.

"I'm just wondering whether I should continue to pursue you. These days, it seems like two villains are constantly quarreling in my mind. One says: She already has a crush on you, don't give up. Don't give up halfway; the other says: It’s not like there’s anyone in this world, so why hang yourself on a tree? Besides, she may not really have a crush on you, maybe it’s your own illusion, don’t pursue her, just give up.”

"The two of them kept arguing all the time, which made my brain hurt." Speaking of this, Lin Luo frowned and rubbed his temples, "It hurts even more now."

Jiang Li wanted to ask you what kind of trick you were playing, but looking at his frowning and distressed look, he felt that it wasn't a trick.

She recalled Lin Luo's abnormal behavior in the past few days, and a thought suddenly occurred to her. It turned out that this person was not pretending to be serious, but was troubled by such things.

Such a discovery made her feel an unspeakable emotion welling up in her heart, but she couldn't capture the specific emotion and couldn't tell clearly.

The living room was quiet for a long time before Jiang Li asked aloud, "Have you thought about it now?"

Lin Luo shook his head: "I don't know. Give up, I'm not willing to do it. Keep chasing, but I don't feel confident, after all, you. Anyway, I feel very tired, and I feel like I'm just like a licking dog, all the time. I pay attention to your thoughts and thoughts, think about you all day long, and think of you no matter what I do, but no matter what I do, you basically don’t respond. I know this is because of your personality and the relationship between you and me in the first half of your life. It has to do with experience, but I really didn’t get any positive emotional feedback, so I shamelessly pursued it, but even though I didn’t see any results, I felt quite humble.”

"I feel that this matter shouldn't be like this. When I was in Daqi, I used to lick you in a lowly manner, but I didn't think it was anything at that time. You are the emperor, and I should serve you with all my heart. I It can be said that we are doing this for the sake of our future, to protect our own status, and to keep ourselves in power forever. This is not shabby. Others want to serve you but they are not qualified."

"But it's different now. How can you still be an emperor? If I hadn't taken you in at the beginning, you might have become like this now. You might even have a problem filling your stomach. I never thought of letting you No matter what, just think of it because of our past friendship. Then I started to have feelings for you, but let’s get over it. Why did it feel like I was licking you during this process? Why should I still lick you? ?”

Lin Luo balled up the disposable paper cup in his hand, his expression looked confused and irritated, "I can't figure out, is it because I can't change my habits of more than ten years, or is it because you maintain your identity and put on airs in front of me, so that I can't Consciously do this? Or is it both? I can't figure it out, I don't understand what went wrong.

But even if I am greedy for you and I like you, it shouldn't be like this. Things like feelings must be at least equal. But now, it makes me feel like I am still the eunuch who serves you, so I wonder if I should still be give up"

These words have been pressing in my heart. At this time, perhaps because of the drunkenness, Lin Luo said them all in one go.

"And if I really give up, you should feel more relaxed, right?"

Easier?
Maybe.

Jiang Li thought like this, but felt that it was not relief, but rather a kind of unreasonable reluctance, loss, and dissatisfaction. In addition, there seemed to be some self-blame?

All these emotions were intertwined, densely packed in my heart, and squeezed there.For a moment, she didn't know what to say. She opened her mouth again and again. Thousands of words came to her mouth and she could only say, "You've drunk too much. Go to bed. I...I, I'm going to bed too." "

After saying this, Jiang Li turned around and hurried back to the house, then slammed the door.With this scene in full view, Lin Luo always felt that this scene seemed familiar. It seemed to be like this a few days ago, and then there was a cold war that lasted for more than ten days.

And what happens next?
He looked at the half bottle of wine on the coffee table and rubbed his head with his hands. He originally wanted to get her drunk and then let her speak the truth after drinking, but why did he spit out the truth first?
Moreover, this so-called mantra seems to be a bit excessive, and it seems that there is no way out for myself. Does this mean that I have really given up?

When Jiang Li returned home, he did not sleep. Instead, he sat beside the bed and looked at the bedside table, where there was a lantern with a rabbit holding the moon.

She stared at it, then stretched out her hand to turn it on. She had opened it countless times in the past few months since she bought it. The battery inside was about to run out. The light it now emits is extremely weak, but at this time , but she felt that the light was a bit dazzling.

It was like the room was silent at this time, but Jiang Li felt something ringing in his ears, it was the words Lin Luo just said.

These words echoed in the ears, and slowly formed a picture. These pictures were the experiences of the two of them getting along over the past few days, and then they were constantly intertwined and played in their minds.

Looking at these scenes, Jiang Li had to admit that he had been using various methods to bring the two of them closer, but he had never responded. Not only did he not respond, but he also expressed resistance many times.

If he were compared to a ball of fire, then he would be a block of ice. He tried hard to make the fire burn brightly, but after trying for a long time, he felt that the ice block had no intention of melting, so he planned to give up.

Just like what he said - "I shamelessly chased for a long time, but I didn't see the results and didn't say anything. I still feel very humble."

In this case, it's natural for him to give up. That's not right.

Jiang Li suddenly realized that if it were anything else, that would be fine, but this sentence, what does it mean to have no results? I am obviously holding hands with you.
You should have refuted him like this just now, but it doesn't seem to matter whether you refute or not.

The important thing is - if he gave up, he should feel lucky and relaxed, but why do he feel lost and unwilling?

And just now, I hurried back to the house without even saying a word in the end. Now think about it, why is it like running away?
Jiang Li sat in a daze for a long time. The more he thought about it, the more confused his thoughts became. He simply drove the pictures out of his mind and stopped thinking about it. She reached out to turn off the lantern, took off the cotton slippers on her feet, and put on the electric blanket. Open it, then bend your legs and get on the bed.

There was a big brown bear sitting next to the pillow. She pulled it down and let the big bear lie down on the bed. She pulled up the quilt and covered herself and the big bear in it.

The electric blanket had just been turned on and the temperature had not yet come up. The bed was a little cold, especially because his feet were freezing. Jiang Li sat up again and remembered that the warm baby seemed to have fallen on the sofa in the living room.

She stared at the door. The guy should have gone back to the house to sleep, right?

Thinking to herself, she got out of bed, put on her slippers and opened the door gently. Then she frowned, why was this person still lying there?

But it seems like he fell asleep?
Jiang Li walked over and took a closer look, and found that he was indeed asleep. He had just said he wasn't going to sleep and was just lying down for a while, but now he was sleeping like a dead dog.

And the way he sleeps is quite pleasing to the eye, his eyebrows and eyes are harmonious, he looks very calm, and he feels very calm too.

It's not as calm as usual, but it gives people the impression that under the calm appearance, who knows what thoughts are brewing.It's like the surface is cooling, but magma is surging inside, full of uncertainty.

Jiang Li stared at it for a while, then suddenly remembered her own business. She looked around, then walked over slowly, gently took her warm baby over, held it in her arms, and turned her head to glance at Lin. Luo, will you catch a cold if you sleep like this all night?
probably not.

Thinking in her mind, she took a step forward and was about to leave, but suddenly stopped. Then she put Nuan Baobao on the coffee table, went into Lin Luo's room and took out the quilt to cover him.

After doing all this, Jiang Li picked up Nuan Baobao and was about to go back to the house. However, after taking two steps, he was shocked again.

Does what I did just now look like the kind of wife whose husband comes home drunk, lies unconscious on the sofa, and covers him with a quilt?
She didn't know why she thought of such a place, but she was sure that when Lin Luo woke up tomorrow morning and found herself covered with a quilt, she would probably think so.

Why don't you take the quilt back?
Lin Luo was woken up in the morning and felt someone buzzing in his ears. When he opened his eyes, he saw Jiang Li sitting next to him drinking porridge. There was a movie playing on the computer. It was a very period movie - "The Last Emperor". 》

No wonder I feel like someone is talking.

"wake up?"

"Yeah." Lin Luo responded, feeling uncomfortable everywhere in his body and his head hurting, the kind of hangover pain.

He didn't know which feeling to take care of first, whether to move his sore limbs and neck, or to rub his head first.

Finally, I had to say, "Is there any more porridge? Let me drink some too."

Jiang Li didn't look back, "Yes, there's still a lot in the pot. If you want to drink it, you can fill it yourself."

After saying this, Lin Luo didn't expect her to help. He sat up from the sofa and felt something sliding down along with his movements. When he looked down, he realized that he was still covered with a quilt. He turned to look at Jiang Li. "This quilt is."

"No."

Lin Luo: "?"

You know what I'm going to say, you're not?
"I want to ask if you covered me with this quilt."

"No."

"?"

Lin Luo was stunned again, "Who else are you?"

"I don't know." Jiang Li held the bowl and stared at the computer screen intently. "When I came out in the morning, I saw you covered with a quilt. Didn't you cover yourself?"

"I seemed to have been sleeping last night and never got up."

"Maybe you remembered it wrong, or you have nocturnal syndrome. Anyway, I didn't cover you with a quilt."

Lin Luo stared at her and saw that Jiang Li looked indifferent. From this look, it seemed that she really didn't help to cover it up, and if she did, there was no need for her to deny it, so... could it really be me?
But why don't you have any impression?
He stood up, stamped his numb feet, and carried the quilt back to the room. When he came out, he was about to go to the kitchen, but he turned around and said, "I must have gotten up last night. I went to the room and pulled the quilt over myself, but I wasn't sleepwalking." , I guess it’s because I lost consciousness after drinking, so I have no memory.”

"Um"

Jiang Li didn't say anything, and just hummed slightly to show that he heard it.

Lin Luo then walked to the kitchen with peace of mind. Compared with drinking and drinking, things like sleepwalking always have a sense of horror. Besides, he had never had such symptoms before, so it couldn't be a dream or something.

He suddenly came back to his senses. Suppose he woke up from the cold in the middle of the night, wanted to find a quilt to cover himself, and then returned to the room. Then why not just sleep in the room, but he would take out the quilt and lie on the sofa in frustration. Slept all night?
This doesn't make sense at all.
Could it be that Lin Luo turned his head and glanced at Jiang Li, then turned his gaze back.

Am I really sleepwalking?
(End of this chapter)