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Chapter 149 Learn to be softer

The New Year's Eve dinner was made after a busy afternoon. The four of them ate until after ten o'clock in the evening. They did not help much when cooking. When cleaning up, Lin Luo consciously put away the dishes in the kitchen and took them to the sink. Clean inside.

Li Shulan came in and took a look, and saw that he was quite clean, so she ignored him and went out to put the things that should be put in the refrigerator and put the things that should be packed into the places where they should be put.

"Mom and Dad, let's go back first."

After washing the dishes, Lin Luo came out to check the time. It was eleven o'clock in the evening. He didn't plan to stay any longer. He said something to the old couple and went back home with Jiang Li.

"Then how do you go back?"

"If you have a car, take a taxi. If you don't have a car, just walk back slowly. It's not very far anyway. Let's eat and drink on the way."

"Okay, then you guys should go slower on the road."

"understood."

The snow is still falling outside, but the momentum is already very small. No one is clearing the snow during the Chinese New Year, and a thick layer has accumulated on the road.

It was too cold, and the wind carried the snow particles into the collar. Walking downstairs, Lin Luo pulled up her scarf. Instead of reaching out to hold her, she put her hands in her pockets to keep warm. The two walked for a while. , he suddenly called out: "Jiang Li"

"Ok?"

"Are you drunk?"

".No."

"Then why are you wandering around while walking?"

"No dangling."

Some people just keep their mouths shut so that evidence can be preserved in the snow.

"Look back yourself."

The two walked on the snow, behind them were two rows of footprints, one straight and the other crooked.

The crooked row of footprints was definitely Jiang Li's masterpiece. Speaking of the red wine she had in the evening, she actually didn't drink much, only a few glasses, but after all, she was a small drinker.

There was nothing wrong in the house just now, but when I walked out and was aroused by the cold wind, I started to feel drunk, my head felt dizzy, I walked as if walking in a daze, and I also felt hot.

Jiang Li pulled down his scarf, revealing his flushed face. He narrowed his eyes and looked back at the two rows of footprints.

"Did you see that you walked out of that row of wandering steps? Do you need my support?"

"boom!"

In the middle of her words, there was a bang. Lin Luo had no time to react, and watched helplessly as she tripped over something, and then said something that might be offensive, but in jargon, this is called a dog eating shit.

Falling down in the snow in a dog-eat-shit way.

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After a brief period of blankness in his brain, the first thing Jiang Li felt was coldness. His face was covered with snow, and some was poured into his nose. Then came pain: his hands hurt, his knees hurt, and his legs hurt.

Then he felt a strong hand lifting him up, and Lin Luo's voice came to his ears, "Are you okay? Did you fall somewhere?"

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no respond.

Lin Luo guessed that she had fallen unconscious and used her hands to clean up the snow particles on her face. However, at this time, Jiang Li felt much clearer now, thanks to the coldness and pain she felt when she fell. But this clarity made her want to die.

So humiliating.

A real loss of face.

She remained silent and let Lin Luo's hands stroke her face to clean up the snow particles stuck on her face.

After cleaning the snow on her face, Lin Luo looked at her face by the street lamp and saw no scars. Then he bent down and brushed the snow off her body, straightened up and asked again: " How are you, are you okay?"

Jiang Li shook his head, "It's okay." "Are you really okay? Are you okay? Take a few steps and take a look. It looked like you fell on your leg just now."

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Hearing this, Jiang Li didn't say anything and tried to take two steps forward. This time he stopped swaying, but his steps were shaky.

"Okay, don't leave." After saying that, Lin Luo knelt down and said, "Come on, come up, I'll carry you on my back."

"No need, I can walk by myself."

"Come up quickly."

"It doesn't have to be."

Jiang Li still wanted to refuse, but Lin Luo turned back and asked in a very aggressive tone: "If you don't be strong, will you die?"

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The night of New Year's Eve was very cold. Lin Luo walked slowly in the snow with her on his back. Jiang Li lay quietly on his back. Neither of them said a word. After walking for a long time, Lin Luo broke the silence, " Sorry, I just spoke a little hastily."

".Um."

Jiang Li didn't know how to answer the question, so he could only hum.

"But the reason why I spoke so irritably just now is that it has been weighing on my mind for a long time, and I couldn't control it for a while. You are too strong-tempered. Of course, I'm not saying that it's not good to be strong, that's just..."

At this point, Lin Luo paused, wanting to sort out his words, but not knowing where to start, so he simply continued without hesitation: "I know that your strength is due to years of experience. Even if there is a pain in my heart. I never tell anyone about a lot of things, and I can’t even ask them out, just like before, when I wanted to pry your mouth open, I had to get you drunk first.”

"Actually, you don't have to be like this. It's too tiring to live like this."

Lin Luo lifted her up and asked in a soft voice: "Don't live so tiringly, okay?"

Jiang Li was silent for a moment and said, "I feel fine, not tired."

"But I feel bad. Your overly strong temperament shows that you are very independent. And your independence is a dignity and psychological challenge to me. It will make me feel that I am useless. I feel like I’m useless.”

"Just like just now, I said I wanted to carry you, and you refused again and again. But you needed someone to carry you at that time. You just refused because of your strong personality, right?"

".Um."

"Since you are going to be carried, why do you insist on refusing? What I hope more is that when I ask you if you are okay, you just say yes, I want you to carry me, then I will definitely It will be a pleasure."

Jiang Li didn't quite understand, so he asked, "Does this make you feel useful?"

"Yes, I will feel that I am uniquely masculine, and that you need me, and I will be very satisfied."

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Jiang Li fell silent when he heard about masculinity. After a while, he asked softly: "Is it because you were a eunuch in Daqi, so you pay more attention to these things?"

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Jiang Zi, if you don’t know how to chat, don’t chat.

"Maybe there are reasons for this, but even if I have never been a eunuch, I will still pay attention to these. This is an innate instinct of men. Besides, we are in love, or we are learning how to fall in love. But no matter what, I hope you can"

"Just don't be so strong. In the past, you had to be strong because you were the emperor. The emperor must not be weak, but it's different now. You don't need to hold on anymore. You can completely relieve yourself of the burdens that are pressing on you, and you can be calm when things happen. Don't keep it in your heart.

No matter it is good or bad, share the happy things and tell the sad things. Even if I may not be able to help you solve some things, at least I can comfort you.People's emotions need to be vented, and problems will inevitably arise if they are always suppressed. Do you understand what I mean? "

Jiang Li didn't answer whether he understood or didn't understand, but asked: "You want me to be that kind of weak woman?"

"No, I want you to be the kind of woman who is only weak to me."

"So, can you fulfill my New Year's wish and learn to be softer?"

PS: Sorry, I have been busy for a day and wrote it in a hurry. I really can’t write the second update, so I’ll just update it like this today.

(End of this chapter)