Back to modern times, Her Majesty the Queen and I are both laid off

Chapter 188 This is what I’m really worried about

"It seems like your change in concept, abandoning some of your previous persistence, or reserve, makes it easier for me to take advantage of you or something."

"And you'd think a filthy bastard like me would be happy to see this happen, wouldn't you?"

Jiang Li's eyes fell on his face, looked at him for two seconds, and asked: "So the misunderstanding you mentioned is that you are not a dirty person?"

"No, I am."

Life is nothing more than a process of recognizing oneself. Lin Luo not only recognized himself, he even went beyond a stage - reaching reconciliation with himself.

He can now freely admit the fact that he is a scumbag.

And the next stage is to replace calmness with pride. If I step on the horse, I will be an obscenity! (Hold your head high and be confident)

Of course, this is not a discussion now.

"But even if I'm a scumbag, I don't want you to change like this."

"Aren't you a bit contradictory?"

"A contradiction?"

"Isn't it contradictory?"

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"Okay, Contradiction, don't talk now, listen to me."

Lin Luo felt that his thoughts were disrupted, and his memory even jumped to his teenage years inexplicably.

In the smoky Internet cafe, the sound of typing on the keyboard was heard. On his side, Dean's caressing was activated, holding the contradiction to strengthen

Are contradictions used to strengthen or increase?

It had been such a long time ago that he couldn't remember it clearly, but it wasn't important and now was not the time to think about it.

Lin Luo pulled back his wandering thoughts, pondered for a while, and then slowly said: "You have been in modern times for so long, and you have been accepting new things, breaking away from your previous identity little by little, and transforming into a modern person.

The environment can change people the most. The longer you stay and the more things you accept, one day you will completely break out of your previous identity and become a truly modern person. This is a good thing, but it is also Not a purely good thing. "

Jiang Li frowned, feeling that these words were contradictory, "What do you mean?"

Lin Luo didn't answer, but asked, "Is there anything you dislike about modern people?"

"." Regarding this question, Jiang Li could only say, yes.

Not only are there, but there are many. Thanks to this era of information explosion, just half a year has already made her, a feudal emperor from an ancient dynasty, add countless things she has seen, heard, and disliked. Too many to count.

"There is, right?"

"Ah."

"for example?"

"The rites have collapsed and the music has collapsed, and the five constant elements are lacking."

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The eight short words left Lin Luo completely silent. There was no need to explain anything because the ceremony was broken and the joy was broken. Everyone who understood understood it, but if you didn't understand, there was no need to say anything.

And the so-called Wuchang does not refer to the five gangsters, nor does it refer to the Wuchang rice, but the five virtues that have lasted for thousands of years - benevolence, justice, propriety, wisdom, and trust.

As for what is said to be lacking, it does not mean that one thing is missing, but that the whole thing is lacking.

Translating these eight words, etiquette education and moral norms began to collapse. Modern people no longer pay much attention to benevolence, justice, etiquette, wisdom, and trust.

This is unacceptable. It is clearly a criticism of the entire society and a heavy blow to the moral system of the entire society. Every modern person should reflect on it.

Well, this topic has risen to a level it shouldn't have.

"Modern times have indeed lost a lot of traditional virtues. This is a fact. That's why I say that becoming a modern person is not a purely good thing. I don't want you to become one too."

Having said this, Lin Luo paused briefly, "Modern people are short of the five permanent elements."

"Do you think I'll be like this?"

"I don't think you can, but as the saying goes, it's easy to change your nature, but it's hard to change your nature, but the most fundamental thing in your nature has changed."

Hearing this most basic thing again, but unlike before, Jiang Li already knew what he was referring to.

矜持

"Reserved." Almost at the same time, Lin Luo also read these two words softly, and then hugged her hard.

Feeling the hand covering his lower abdomen tightening, Jiang Li felt a little uncomfortable, but he didn't struggle. He asked in the same soft voice: "You seem to be scared?"

"I was thinking, what if you leave one day?"

Jiang Li was silent for a moment: "How come you are so stupid?"

"No, I told you to leave because you left me."

Lin Luo turned his head and looked in the direction of the balcony, and withdrew the strength in his hands. At this time, the sky outside was getting dark, and the room seemed a little dim.

Then he looked down. Fat Hu might have just gone to the toilet and was slowly walking out of the balcony door.

Looking back, Lin Luo said: "Just like Fat Tiger, he is an orange cat. He only thinks about eating and sleeping. Apart from that, he has no other thoughts. Besides, he is simple-minded. I can’t pretend to have complicated ideas. But you are different. You are a human being and a very independent person. Although you rely on me now, that is because you are limited by some things, such as ID cards.”

"So you think I might leave you after having an ID card?"

"Just be worried."

Jiang Li then asked: "Why are you worried?"

"When you like or care too much, people will become worried about gains and losses."

"And the reason why you are worrying about gains and losses right now is because you think I have lost my reserve?"

"Yes."

Lin Luo nodded and admitted, "It may be a bit embarrassing to say it. Although you always said arrogantly that kissing and hugging was nothing, at that time you also said that you would break up with me when you get tired of looking at me. But I know very well that you will never do it.

For you, kissing and hugging means losing your innocence, and whoever you give your innocence to will have to stick with it until the end. This is a concept engraved in your bones, and it is also your reserve and conservatism. "

"But now you seem to have started to lose that reserve, so I'm worried that one day you will become like a modern girl. Let alone kissing and hugging, it doesn't matter even if you sleep together. By then, we may There will be some friction, a little contradiction, and then you will break up. This is what I am really worried about."

Lin Luo said a lot of things in one breath. Jiang Li listened silently without disturbing him, and finally understood what this person was worried about. When the chatter slowly stopped, and after a while, she asked :"how about you?"

"What am I?"

"Will you never give up?"

"I do."

As soon as he said two words, Lin Luo closed his mouth again and fell into silence.

The silence lasted for just a few seconds, but Jiang Li felt it was extremely long. He couldn't help but raise his head to look at him, his eyebrows raised: "What do you mean, no?"

"No, I definitely will. I am very dedicated to feelings."

Jiang Li's brows were still furrowed and he continued to question him: "Then you just said two words, and then you suddenly stopped saying them. What do you mean?"

"If you answer too quickly, you might think I'm just lying to you."

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Do you think that if you wait a few seconds before answering, your words will be credible?

Jiang Li wanted to ask him this, but he opened his mouth but gave up because it seemed quite credible.

It's just that the source of credibility is not because Lin Luo waited for a few seconds, but because he answered this sentence too quickly, fearing that you would think that I was just lying to you.

Regardless of whether it was cheating or not, at least this guy really cared about her.

I care enough to worry about even this kind of thing.

Jiang Li couldn't describe what he was feeling for a moment. He just leaned against Lin Luo's chest, with most of his body lying in his arms. He then looked at him and asked, "When can I have an ID card?"

"?????"

A row of question marks popped up on Lin Luo's head. Just now, he was saying that we would break up with him once he got his ID card. Now you are asking me this so boldly?

PS: After coding, I stayed up all night again. Others were eating, drinking and having fun during New Year's Eve, while I was coding. Others were holding their girlfriends for New Year's Eve, while I was holding the keyboard for New Year's Eve.

Forget it, my girlfriend is nothing good, not as good as a keyboard, so I went to sleep, hoping that when I woke up, someone would be able to see through my disguise of strength and use two monthly tickets to pry open my heart.

When the time comes, I will tell you about my journey.

(End of this chapter)