Back to modern times, Her Majesty the Queen and I are both laid off

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These two words made Jiang Li fall into deep thought. In the future, he would probably make money, pay off the money he owed him, and then move out and find a house by himself, instead of living under the roof of others.

In the future, I will see if I can go back to Daqi. This is probably just an extravagant wish. It may not be possible until the day I die, or it may not be possible even after I die.

"Have you ever thought about how you would like to live in this modern society if you could never go back to Daqi?"

Lin Luo turned the steering wheel and kept his eyes straight, "Maybe you are thinking that when I make enough money, I will pay off the money I owe you first, and then move out and get rid of this life of being dependent on others. What will happen after I get out? "

And after that?
Jiang Li frowned, feeling that his mind was in chaos, so he could only shake his head, "I haven't thought that far yet."

"But you have to think about it, right? When you leave, you can rent a small house or you can earn a lot of money based on your ability, buy a house, and then live alone in this modern society. , died in the end?”

Jiang Li thought for a long time and said softly: "Maybe."

"Then you have never thought about having a family? Living alone is called a house at best, and having someone with you is called a home. Find someone to start a family with. Have you ever thought about this?"

"Do you want to marry you?"

Lin Luo laughed and said: "I do mean this, but I am asking you what you mean now.

Although we may not necessarily like each other, if two people are supporting each other, we don't actually need to like this kind of feeling.

Between you and me, we are just two dark or depressed souls hugging each other for warmth, just looking for a companion and living together, so what's wrong with that? "

Jiang Li nodded and said, "What next?"

"What then?"

"Lin Banban just said that you do things unscrupulously and only care about whether your goal is achieved. So, have you now changed your methods to achieve your goal?"

Lin Luo said calmly, "You can think so, but I don't think it is a means. Even if it is, the means is obvious. I will show it to you openly. I am discussing with you.

You may think that I am PUAing you. It seems to mean something like that.

But after all, the words "die alone" make people feel sad, right? "

“And it’s not only you who will face a lonely life, but also me.

Those who have killed the enemy on the battlefield often suffer from a disease called post-traumatic stress disorder after being discharged from the army because they carry human lives on their backs. How many human lives do I carry?
There are so many that I can’t tell, maybe thousands, maybe tens of thousands, maybe tens of thousands?
Not to mention the rest, I can't even count the number of ministers whose homes and families were confiscated and exterminated by my hands.Which of them doesn’t have hundreds or even thousands of relatives?

Over there in Daqi, hundreds of people fell to the ground in front of me, and I could sleep very soundly at night. But when I returned to modern times, I couldn't sleep soundly, and I often had nightmares, all of which were nightmares. "

"I knew it was a dream, but I just couldn't wake up. In my dream, I saw blood rising into the sky and wailing all over the place. I saw my subordinates burning, killing and looting the minister's house, and the servants and maids were running around. He yelled, then the sound suddenly stopped.

The eyes of those restrained ministers were splitting, and they looked like crazy and yelled at me. If we were in Daqi, I would definitely smile at him.

But in the dream, I couldn't laugh. On the contrary, I felt that their appearance was particularly terrifying and made me feel scared. "

Having said this, Lin Luo let out a long breath, "People like me are considered very serious in mental hospitals. How can I be like a normal person and stay safe here?" Start a family and start a career.

Sometimes I can't even tell whether I am dreaming or whether I have really returned to modern times.I can't tell the difference. Can you tell the difference? "

"." Jiang Li shook his head in silence. Of course she couldn't tell the difference. She often felt that her experience was like Zhuang Zhou's dream of a butterfly.

She felt that this was a ridiculous and illusory dream. When she woke up from the dream, she became the Emperor of Da Qi again wearing the emperor's imperial robes and sitting high on the jade steps of the elixir.But even if you can't tell the difference, but...
She asked aloud: "Is it necessary to distinguish?"

"It's not necessary. Can you tell the difference? We all live the same life, right? But how should we live this life? I don't want to die alone, what about you?"

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Jiang Li moved her lips, but didn't know how to answer. She had never thought about these things.

Once in Daqi, all she could think about was how to inherit the late emperor's wishes and conscientiously govern the country.

As for the others, the most they can do is to wait a few years and select a clan member from a side branch. It does not require pure virtue or much admiration for her, but only the ability to govern.

After she dies, she will entrust the country to her successor.

As for whether the other party would disown her as the emperor, she didn't care.

And now that she has come to modern times, she has never thought about the future problems.

Living alone all her life, she chewed these four words over and over again in her heart, feeling a bitter taste.

Unknowingly, he had arrived at the community. Lin Luo parked the car downstairs, leaned on the back of the chair and looked at her sideways and said: "Sitting on the dragon chair, if you don't give your best for a day, it seems that you owe the world. For you. For fourteen years, not a single day has been wasted. You have worked conscientiously and managed the affairs of state. You are worthy of the late emperor and all the people of the world.

Now that we have left the throne, we no longer need to think about the country, the country, the country, or the people and the people.What you should think about is yourself, and change a way of living for yourself, a way of living that doesn’t owe you anything.I can't say what this kind of life is like, but I'm sure it doesn't include dying alone. "

"And you and I have to admit that if we really want to start a family one day, then we are the most suitable for each other. At least, there is no better choice, right?"

Jiang Li looked at him steadily. She knew that what this man said was a means, but this method made her unable to feel disgusted.

As he said before, "I am discussing with you." He was indeed discussing, telling everything, listing everything in front of himself in an extremely candid way.

She also had to admit that what he said was right. The words "die alone" were too depressing, and she didn't want this way of life.

If you really want to find someone to start a family, they are indeed the most suitable for each other. After all, the two have known each other for more than ten years and have been together for more than ten years. They have long been accustomed to each other's existence, but they have just changed their ways to continue to accompany each other.

But being together like this, becoming a couple, getting married and having children
Jiang Li frowned and thought about it, feeling that these things were just endless confusion and unfamiliarity to her, so she could only shake her head: "But I really don't have the desire to get married and have children."

"I'm not asking you to have those thoughts. I just want to find you a companion to live together so that neither of us will end up alone.

Even if one day you and I get married, we don’t even have to be like an ordinary couple. We can get along with each other like friends, like relatives, just like in a physical marriage. "

"What is physical marriage?"

"It's a formal marriage. Two people live together and are called husband and wife, but in reality they are just like roommates."

"Wouldn't that be the same as you and me now?"

"It's the same, that's why I said that our relationship is actually like a couple."

Lin Luo smiled and said, "How about it, do you want to think about it?"

(End of this chapter)