My superpower is a bit of a punishment

Chapter 176 There are always some regrets in life

"Oh."

After a while, there was nothing more from the monitor.

Chen Xuyang's expectations were in vain, he thought she would let him demonstrate, but he thought about it and asked her who the boy she had a crush on was.

As a result, she didn't play the cards according to the rules and didn't seem to be curious at all.

Well, her character is actually like this. Apart from studying, she doesn't care much about other things.When she was a freshman in high school, her class teacher directly appointed her as monitor because her high school entrance examination results were the best in the class.

She also worked hard when she was the squad leader.

Chen Xuyang thought of some past events in high school, and what he missed the most was naturally his freshman year in high school.

Suddenly, a gust of wind blows.

He was shivering from the cold. Before coming, he went back to the dormitory to get a thin coat and put it on, but it was of no use at all.I thought it would be cold in the mountains, but I didn't expect it to be this cold.

Forget it, let's go back to the tent. It's better to be disturbed to death by Zhuang Shijie's snoring than to freeze to death here.

The tent is not only windproof, but also has a sleeping bag, making it very warm to sleep in.

As he was thinking about it, he couldn't help but look at her, thinking, isn't she cold?

At this moment, the squad leader seemed to hear his sniffling sound and asked, "I have hot tea here, do you want it?"

Drinking tea in the middle of the night?

"want."

Chen Xuyang wants to drink something hot now.

There was only a click sound, and a small flame lit up. The monitor held a lighter in his hand and lit a small stove. Then he put a small pot on it and poured some from the kettle. Water goes in.

When he saw the fire, he couldn't help but stand up, sit next to the stove, next to her, and reach out to warm herself.

The squad leader next to him moved a little uncomfortably, as if he wasn't used to him being so close.

After a while, the water gurgled.

She took out a small jar, opened it, took a handful of tea leaves, put it into the pot, boiled it for a while, and then poured the tea into the cup.

Chen Xuyang took the cup and blew on it. He felt the hot air hit his face, bringing warmth to his face that was about to freeze.

Only then did he notice that the monitor was wearing a blanket. No wonder she wasn't cold.

Suddenly, a gust of wind blew out the fire in the small stove and plunged into darkness again.

An impulse suddenly surged in his heart and he blurted out, "Thank you."

"Need not."

"That's what I meant, thank you."

After the incident at the Internet cafe, Chen Xuyang was actually very grateful.However, because of the man's childish pride, he never formally said thank you to her.

Not to mention saying thank you, for more than a year in high school, he always took a detour when he saw the monitor, feeling that he was too embarrassed to see her.

So embarrassing.

Every time he thought of that incident, his face felt hot.

Now, after finally saying "thank you", I feel a lot more relaxed.

For more than ten seconds, she didn't speak.

Just when Chen Xuyang drank half of the tea, she finally spoke, "Aren't you always angry with me because of this matter?"

"what?"

Chen Xuyang was stunned for a moment and said, "Of course not. At that time, if you hadn't pulled me back to school, I might have been ruined. I have always been very grateful."

"You have been avoiding me, I thought-" The monitor's voice became lighter, and he felt relieved.

"I just feel embarrassed. It's so embarrassing. I'm too embarrassed to see you."

Chen Xuyang was still a little uncomfortable talking about it now, so he changed the subject, "Don't you need to accompany your boyfriend during the New Year's Day holiday? You actually went camping with them."

"I do not have a boyfriend."

"Ah? But last time Zhang Peiyu said -"

Chen Xuyang suddenly thought that this guy has never been reliable, so what he said was naturally not trustworthy.

The monitor explained, "Last time, I had dinner with a senior and met him. He might have misunderstood." "That's it."

Another moment of silence.

The monitor has never been a talkative person.

Chen Xuyang is not very good at finding topics, and the two of them are not familiar with each other, so it is normal for them to be silent.

He drank the last sip of the cold tea and was about to go back to the tent when she spoke again, "Did you really like me before?"

Can we not mention this?

The client asked this, which made him a little uncomfortable. If he answered yes, wouldn't it be equivalent to confessing to her?
Before he could speak, she added, "I can't feel it at all."

He couldn't help but said, "That's not surprising. You definitely didn't notice me at that time. Well, are you going back to sleep?"

The monitor didn't say anything.

He stood up and said, "Well, I'll go back to sleep first, it's too cold."

As he spoke, he sniffed hard and said, "You should go back and rest early. Don't catch a cold."

"……it is good."

……

Chen Xuyang returned to the tent and found that Zhuang Shijie's snoring had stopped.

Thank goodness.

He got back into his sleeping bag, shivering a little, feeling as if winter had suddenly entered.

At this moment, Zhuang Shijie's voice sounded, "That one outside is the squad leader."

He asked curiously, "Huh? You didn't sleep?"

"I woke up after being kicked and found you weren't there. I just went out to take a pee and heard you chatting with the squad leader."

"Oh."

"Yang'er."

"Ok?"

"You know, I've always envied you."

"What do you envy me for?"

Zhuang Shijie sighed, "Sometimes, I think you are quite smart. But sometimes, you are pitifully stupid. Haven't you noticed it yet?"

"……what do you want to say in the end?"

Zhuang Shijie said quietly, "You know, when I was a freshman in high school, I became obsessed with an online game. I often skipped class and went to the Internet cafe to play games. However, the monitor never went to the Internet cafe to find me."

"Not just me, but also those guys who often skip classes. Did the monitor take care of it? She never took care of it. Only when you skipped class to go online, she went to the Internet cafe to pull you back. You don't really think that , she treats everyone like this, right?"

Zhuang Shijie said and sighed again, "Do you know why I want to be friends with you? When I was a freshman in high school, we often went to Zhang Peiyu's rental house. I discovered a strange thing. When I went there alone , I never meet the monitor. But as long as I go with you, it’s such a coincidence every time. When we go to class, she always goes out with us. You don’t think it’s a coincidence, do you?”

In the darkness, Chen Xuyang felt a little dry for some reason, "Don't talk nonsense, do you think this is possible?"

"Let me tell you one more thing. On the night of my senior year, after evening self-study, I overheard Yan Changwen confessing to the monitor. After being rejected, he asked why. The monitor said that she already had someone she liked. Yan Changwen I blurted out and asked if that person was you. The monitor didn't say yes or no."

Zhuang Shijie sneered and said, "Even Yan Changwen saw it, but you are still ignorant."

At this time, a shocked voice sounded, "So, the monitor's crush is Chen Xuyang?"

It was another classmate who was actually awake all the time and heard the conversation between the two.

"impossible."

Chen Xuyang felt that this was too nonsense and far-fetched, "If she is really...I can't possibly feel nothing at all——"

Halfway through his words, he suddenly remembered what the monitor had just said and couldn't help but froze.

So, I had the opportunity to go both ways with her?

pity……

Too late.

"I already have a girlfriend."

(End of this chapter)