Rebirth of the eldest daughter

Chapter 1370 I can't live without you, do you know?

Yu Jianling stretched out his hand and stopped Liu Yao.

"Your Highness, do not be partial and be moderate. Your aunt must have taught you this. If she knew that you showed your preferences so obviously, she would definitely say that you would never achieve great things."

Liu Yao held Yu Jianling's hand, ready to push it away at any time: "My lord, I have always been careless and incautious. Even if people guess my preferences, it won't be a big deal. So..."

Yu Jianling frowned: "So?"

Liu Yao pushed Yu Jianling's hand away: "So the cake belongs to me! Don't try to snatch it!"

Yu Jianling gnashed his teeth to show his determination: "I must grab it!"

So, the two of them rushed towards the cook who was holding the pastries.

The cook was frightened, but he didn't dare to run away.

Bai Mingwei sighed, and then picked up the empty bowl on the coffee table: "Shall we go and digest the food?"

Xiao Chongyuan cleaned up the table: "Okay."

The two of them left silently, leaving Liu Yao and Yu Jianling arguing over the pastries.

The guards outside the door did not come to stop them, and it was obvious that they were used to it.

in the kitchen.

Xiao Chongyuan carefully sorted out the remaining ingredients, then left the kitchen and went outside to find Bai Mingwei.

A small inn with several cobblestone roads inside.

The two walked side by side, stepping on the cobblestones and walking slowly along the winding path.

"Chongyuan."

Bai Mingwei suddenly called out.

Xiao Chongyuan turned his head and responded softly: "Yeah."

Bai Mingwei asked: "Is Xichu really okay? You haven't been back for a long time."

Xiao Chongyuan shook his head: "No problem, everything is under control."

After a pause, he explained: "Over the years, I have accumulated a group of available people, headed by nine shadow guards."

"The leader of the Shadow Guards, Ling, and the Shadow Guards, Yi, Wu, Liu, Qi, and Xiao Ba, are outside waiting for my orders."

"The ones you are most familiar with should be Ling, Yi, Wu, and Liu, because they often obey your orders."

"Originally, Ah Qi and Xiao Ba took turns guarding the Bai Mansion, but now Ah Qi has his own mission, so it is Xiao Ba who is secretly guarding the Bai Mansion."

"You should know that within Xi Chu, there are still Ah Er, Ah San and Ah Si. The three of them occupy the most important positions in Xi Chu."

"With them here, Xichu won't have to worry even if I'm not around for a short period of time. When the time is right, I'll let Yi go back. When I'm not around, Yi can take my place."

Xiao Chongyuan said so much, but he just wanted to express three words: "Don't worry."

How could Bai Mingwei not understand?
So, she accepted the kindness and didn't get too hung up on this issue.

Then, she changed the subject and asked, "Well, what do you think of what Prince Yu just said?"

Xiao Chongyuan was silent for a moment, then he said, "I mentioned to you before that there is a doctor in Southern Qi who may be able to cure my eye disease."

"Old Dingbei Marquis was the bravest among the three armies. When Southern Qi and Dongling were at odds, he led the army to guard the border between the two countries, ensuring peace and stability in Dongling for decades."

"In order to express his gratitude to the old Marquis Dingbei for his loyalty, Emperor Hui personally appointed the current Queen Mother as the Crown Princess, thus creating the legend of the virtuous queen of Dongling."

"I thought that under such circumstances, the travel notes of the old Marquis Dingbei must be true and reliable. If I could get his travel notes, it might be helpful for me to find that doctor in the future."

Bai Ming nodded slightly, agreeing: "I thought so too. When I return to Beijing, I will go to the prince to borrow the travelogue."

Xiao Chongyuan nodded: "Okay."

The two walked a short distance, and Bai Mingwei asked again: "Chongyuan, after you consolidated your power, why didn't you go to Nanqi to seek medical treatment as soon as possible?"

Xiao Chongyuan said: "There are too many reasons." Bai Ming was silent, revealing a slightly guilty look.

Xiao Chongyuan seemed to have sensed something and slowly explained: "Don't think too much, it's not just because of you."

"Just as Prince Yu said, Southern Qi is very complicated. If I were an ordinary person, the situation might be better."

"But given my status, I guess the doctor would have been killed before I found him. Or maybe even if I found him, he would still be unwilling to treat me."

"Besides, there are still some unsettled factors in Western Chu. They must be on guard against me in this regard. If I go to treat my eye disease, I will have to deal with them, which will take a lot of time."

"Considering various reasons, I finally did not make this a top priority. Rather than wasting time on something that might not be completed, it is better to do the most important things first."

At this point, Xiao Zhongyuan turned to Bai Mingwei and his voice became extremely gentle: "For example, finding you."

At this point, Xiao Chongyuan smiled, as if he was feeling proud and happy about his original decision.

He said: "When I saw you, I knew you were of an extraordinary origin. I was anxious at the time. If I had delayed a few more years, by the time I found you, you might have already been married and had children."

"I have no relatives or friends, only a little mink and nine brothers who have been through thick and thin with me. If it weren't for you, I'm afraid I would never fall in love with any woman in my life."

"Then I will not have the opportunity to understand the true meaning of what my father said about the true love of the world."

"You are the only warmth I can feel in this dark life filled with hatred. You are also the only person who can make me feel like a living person with warmth. Finding you is naturally my top priority."

At this point, Xiao Chongyuan raised the corners of his lips: "Fortunately, I am not late."

Bai Ming lowered his head slightly and said nothing.

After all, isn't it all for her?

After a moment of silence, she said, "In a few days, when the matter you are most worried about is resolved, promise me that I will treat your eyes, okay?"

"Okay." Xiao Chongyuan nodded first and responded to Bai Mingwei's concerns very seriously.

Then he said, "I am telling you my true feelings because I want to tell you that it is not because you delayed my treatment of my eye disease, but it is more important for me to be with you than to treat my eye disease."

"I can live without vision, but it won't affect my life at all. Xiaobai is my eyes. If Xiaobai can't be my eyes, there is still Ling. There are many other people who can be my eyes."

As he spoke, he became very serious: "But, I can't live without you, understand?"

If you can't even protect the little girl.

Then how can we protect the only pure land in his sinful life?

To him, the little girl was more than just a simple love story between a man and a woman——

It is hope in despair and redemption in darkness and sin.

It is also the proof that he can still survive as a human being.

It is also the ability that allows him to still feel the existence of his seven emotions and six desires in a life that has almost lost them.

So, if we compare his heart to the boundless desert, it is emotionally dry and lifeless.

Then the little girl is an oasis of vitality.

How can it not be important?
His revenge was achieved and he had a hard-earned second life.

He also wants to live well as a "human being".

His words were like lightning striking Bai Mingwei's heart.

Bai Mingwei paused and looked up at him in the dim light.

Stare for a long time.

I have a thousand words in my heart, but I don’t know how to start.

Finally, Bai Mingwei finally asked the question: "What would you do if I left first?"

(End of this chapter)