Rebirth of the eldest daughter

Chapter 200 If the heart is here, it will not go far
Feng Qingchen seemed not to have expected Bai Mingwei to say these words, and was stunned for a moment. All the softness and gentleness were contained in that faint smile: "I will always support you, no matter what you think, and Or how to do it.”

Bai Mingwei did not look back: "Actually, you are not much older than me. You are also a normal person."

"I'm thinking... you feel pain when you bleed, and you feel pain when you cry. Why are you in front of me, as if you deserve more support than me?"

"In these days, you have always been the one helping me, and you have always been the one helping me. But all I can do is give you a small thank you."

"It's my fault. I always rely on you and enjoy your help, but I never care whether you are tired."

"I don't know how miserable you were in the past, and I can't change the past, but since you treat me sincerely, I can't just accept it with peace of mind."

Bai Mingwei put the last bite of cake into his mouth: "From now on, if you feel pain, you can shout in front of me. If the tears are too bitter, you can complain to me. If you are tired, you can also tell me."

"Whatever I can do, I will do my best. When I was at my lowest, you pulled me out of the mire. If you are stuck in the mire, then I will pull you out."

When Bai Mingwei said these words, Feng Qingchen kept his head lowered.After a long time, he raised his head.

The strand of hair hanging down was gently lifted by the wind, brushing against his cheeks and brushing against his lips, leaving a faint smile in the end.

As smart as he is, he can tell that these words are not based on any emotion/desire.

But the lack of love between men and women does not mean that these words do not come from the heart.

The little girl meant what she said, and every word was sincere, and he knew it.

Although the sincerity he received in exchange was not what he thought, it still made his heart unable to calm down for a long time.

After experiencing too many things, and being tortured by the pain behind each incident over and over again, the heart that would have cried, shouted, and felt aggrieved has become like stagnant water, easily unable to make any waves.

So, for a long time, no matter what happened, he never thought about whether he should be angry or sad.

He already thinks so, how could the people around him not think so?

Everyone thinks he is invincible, everyone thinks he is omnipotent.

Compared with the piles of things that pile up one after another, personal emotions seem insignificant.

But it's so insignificant, doesn't it exist?
It was just that he deliberately ignored it.

The pain and loneliness accumulated in my heart over the years have always been silently hidden in my heart. Now that I am slightly touched by Bai Ming, it will still surge up like the water that bursts the embankment.

Destroying and unstoppable.

Until he broke through the layer of armor he had built for himself, revealing the softness buried deep in his heart, and the scars he thought he would never see again were revealed without reservation.

Blood dripping, shocking.

However, the wounds that were turned out quickly began to heal.

Not buried, but healed and gone.

Even he himself could not have imagined that the sentence "I'll pull you instead" would actually contain such a powerful force, powerful enough to heal the pain that he had not dared to touch until now.

"Little girl, I am very lucky to have the courage to cross thousands of mountains and rivers to find you. I have never regretted every moment after meeting you again."

"The days are hard, the road is difficult, and the future may not be much better, but as long as someone can help when it is most difficult, we can always grit our teeth and persevere."

At this point, no one spoke.

Bai Mingwei knew Feng Qingchen's thoughts, so she gave Feng Qingchen some dignity by politely refusing.

She couldn't afford Feng Qingchen's response, nor could she expect Feng Qingchen to stay the same as before.

Regardless of whether Feng Qingchen would stay away from her or completely disappear from her life in the future, every bit of Feng Qingchen's love she had inherited would be kept in her heart and should be repaid.

Therefore, every word of the sentence "It's my turn to pull you" comes from the heart.

Feng Qingchen went through fire and water for her. If one day came, she would also go through the sword and the sea of ​​fire for Feng Qingchen.

As for Feng Qingchen, he could understand every rejection from Bai Mingwei.

But when he came to Bai Mingwei, he always had a heart to repay his kindness, and not for the purpose of turning Bai Mingwei into a wife.

Bai Mingwei was under pressure and had responsibilities, so he couldn't focus on his children's personal relationship. He could understand.

Therefore, he could bear Bai Mingwei's rejection.

He said he wanted to accompany Bai Mingwei, and it was never just talk.

The road ahead is tough, but he is there.And will always be there.

In the end, Feng Qingchen didn't mention to Bai Mingwei that he needed to leave.

There is no need to say goodbye because he will always come back.

If your heart is here, it will not go far.

……

Back in Pingcheng, everyone was waiting in the hall.

Seeing Bai Mingwei walking in, he immediately gathered around her.

The second sister-in-law, Mrs. Ren, looked at her with a smile and a look of relief on her face: "Miss, you are finally back. Everyone is worried about you."

Bai Ming glanced at everyone and responded to their gazes: "It's my fault for making you worry."

The third sister-in-law, Mrs. Gao, hesitated to speak, but finally asked: "Is there any news about the seventh brother?"

For a moment, everyone looked at her.

Bai Ming lowered his eyelids slightly: "Not yet."

Everyone showed regret and looked at Yu Jiao again.

Yu Jiao squeezed out a smile: "Don't look at me like that. The expected result is not enough to make you unable to stand it."

It took Bai Jing a long time to suppress the disappointment and loneliness in her eyes.

He tried his best to keep his tone calm: "It's good to be back safely. Your seventh sister-in-law has prepared hot water and food. Quickly scald your hands and feet with the hot water, and then drink the hot porridge. Be careful not to freeze it."

Bai Mingwei did not refuse, and immediately scalded his hands and feet with hot water, and then drank the hot porridge prepared by Cheng Bi.

When her body warmed up, she did not go to rest, but asked about Bai Jiajun's situation.

Knowing that the Bai family army had returned to Yaocheng under the leadership of Liu Yao, she put aside everything and went to the mourning hall to burn three sticks of incense.

In the past, when she paid homage to her father, uncle, and brother, she asked for nothing.

But while holding these three sticks of incense, she begged again and again, begging her father, uncle, and elder brothers to keep her seventh brother safe.

Little Chuanyi glanced at her and said in confusion: "Auntie, are you worried?"

Bai Mingwei nodded slightly: "Yes."

Little Chuanyi tilted his head and asked her, "Can Chuanyi help?"

Bai Mingwei replied: "Yes, Chuanyi is already helping. As long as I see Chuanyi, I won't be afraid of anything no matter how difficult it is."

After burning the incense, Bai Mingwei called everyone together to discuss the disposal of the remains of his father, uncle and brother.

Bai Xiuying got up to take the medicine and simply participated in the discussion.

So, the family gathered in the hall, around the two braziers, to discuss the next arrangements.

After several days of running around and her body was still injured, Bai Mingwei was very tired, but she didn't show any signs of it, and she didn't show any urgency when discussing the matter.

"Fifth brother, sisters-in-law, and sixth sister, judging from the days, the good news should have reached Beijing, and the new arrangements from Beijing will be sent to the frontier soon."

"There are still three cities that have not yet been recovered. There are certainly a lot of things to deal with. I'm afraid that there will be so many things to deal with when the time comes, so we need to discuss the charter and arrange the coffins for my father, uncle and brother."

Family matters must be settled through discussion as a family. Bai Mingwei did not decide on his own, but left the choice in everyone's hands.

After all, the people parked in the mourning hall were not her only relatives.

Bai Jing said simply: "Mingwei, you make the decision!"

Everyone naturally wanted to put their loved ones to rest as soon as possible, but the fact that all [-] soldiers were killed in battle has not yet been resolved, and things were not as easy as they thought.

Therefore, they did not give random opinions and unanimously handed over the decision-making power to Bai Mingwei.

"Big girl, we all obey your arrangements."

(End of this chapter)