Rebirth of the eldest daughter

Chapter 269 Don’t say such things, please
Mr. Gongsun slowly lifted up his clothes and sat opposite Xiao Chuanyi.

He sat upright and answered Xiao Chuanyi's question very seriously: "Everything is a personal choice. Whether it is worth it or not, there is no need for outsiders to judge."

"Because people who understand will appreciate your righteousness, but people who don't understand feel that you are to blame for all this."

"A person lives openly and uprightly, and does not need to worry about the opinions of others."

"But I know that someone must sacrifice in this world, and the person who sacrifices must be an admirable hero. And I can tell you solemnly that the Bai family is full of loyal souls that no one can match."

Little Chuanyi knelt on his knees and bowed respectfully to Mr. Gongsun: "Please forgive Chuanyi's offense. Before my eldest aunt left, she told Chuanyi that you were the wife she invited for Chuanyi."

"Although Chuanyi is young, he knows that the legacy passed down through generations of our Bai family is valuable. Chuanyi has always been deeply proud of this."

"As my husband said, you don't need to pay attention to the opinions of the outside world. Whether you laugh at the Bai family for being stupid or think about the righteousness of the Bai family, the Bai family is not a people who seek fame and reputation. We have always had our own persistence."

"But it is said that once a teacher is always a father, the Master is like a father-like existence to Chuanyi, teaching Chuanyi knowledge and guiding Chuanyi in his conduct. Therefore, Chuanyi will never accept a person who does not recognize the sacrifices of the Bai family as his father. Master."

Mr. Gongsun chuckled: "So, it's not that I want to test whether you have the qualifications to become a disciple, but you are testing me."

Xiao Chuanyi said respectfully: "Sir, please forgive me."

Mr. Gongsun smiled cheerfully, obviously very satisfied: "When the good news comes, you can officially perform the apprenticeship ceremony!"

Xiao Chuanyi responded "yes" respectfully, with a humble and polite attitude, but it was impossible to see the joy and anger in his heart.

His eldest aunt taught him not to be surprised by favor or disgrace, and he never dared to forget it one day.

at the same time.

Ms. Cui, who was lying on the bed, slowly opened her eyes, and her voice was weak: "Husband...husband..."

Bai Jing suddenly raised his eyes. He, who had been so silent, finally had some reaction to this weak voice.

He held Cui's hand tightly, his eyes already turning red.

Ms. Cui managed a smile: "Don't look like that, I'm fine."

Bai Jing pressed her face against her, with a look of guilt on her face and a heart filled with sadness.

"Su Su..."

"How can I rest assured when you are like this..." Ms. Cui said, her voice was weak and hoarse.

Bai Jing's eyes turned red again, and she held Cui's hand tightly: "I'm sorry, it was me who hurt you, I can't help you."

From the moment he saw Cui being pushed into the ditch, he already understood that it was all a trap.

Because it was a trap, he fell into the trap and ended up getting his wife injured trying to save him. It was all his fault.

Mrs. Cui squeezed out a smile again, but her face, which had become gray and disfigured, was still so gentle and affectionate: "I also feel sorry for you. I blame you for not being able to persuade you to stay away from Gaokan."

At the critical moment, she felt the breath of her second brother, so she rushed towards him without hesitation.

She reacted completely subconsciously and willingly without any regrets.

But she also blamed herself for not taking good care of her husband, and she felt ashamed to face her husband because of what her brother had done.

Thinking of this, Cui slowly closed her eyes.

In fact, she could no longer see any light.

The increasingly cold body and the fear of falling into the abyss all indicate that her situation is not optimistic.

It is said that people have premonitions before they die, maybe she is about to reach that moment.After being silent for a long time, she wanted to comfort her husband, but found that her hands no longer obeyed her command.

She realized it was time to say goodbye.

She was still smiling, but her voice was weaker: "Ah Jing, I should have been hand in hand with you until old age and gave you children, but in the end, I couldn't bring you anything and made you feel guilty. It's my fault. .”

Bai Jing cried, tears suddenly rolling down: "Susu...don't...don't say such things, please don't say..."

Ms. Cui said softly in a weak voice: "Don't cry, I don't feel pain, I'm not afraid, I have no regrets, no regrets."

Bai Jing choked up several times, her voice almost pleading: "Can you not leave? Live well and stay with me. I can't live without you, Susu..."

Cui's smile faded a little, and she said, "Look, how did it become like this? Where was that high-spirited young man back then?"

"Where did the confidence that I had that I could overcome with one sword and one sword go? Where did you hide my husband who has great ambitions and never pays attention to difficulties and obstacles?"

Bai Jing fell on Cui's body and cried like a child.

He said word by word, over and over again, "I'm here, I'm always here, Susu..."

Ms. Cui was unable to speak: "But why can't I see it?"

Bai Jing burst into tears: "Susu, as long as you promise me not to leave, I promise you that I will live stronger and braver than before, and I will never be a coward who cannot accept the death of a loved one again!"

Cui's voice was as weak as a mosquito's moan, but it was the best she could do: "I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't promise you, I can't do it anymore. After I leave, you must be happy and live happily. "

Bai Jing held her hand tightly, tears kept falling. He couldn't speak because he was too sad to speak.

Ms. Cui opened her eyes with difficulty and looked at the tent roof that she couldn't see at all. Her face was serene and peaceful: "The spring was beautiful in March, and it was the first time I met that young man wearing bright clothes and angry horses by the Qingqing River."

"At that time, I was thinking, I want to marry him, marry that energetic and confident young man."

"Later, we got engaged, and I was happy for a long, long time. Even now, I am still full of joy because of your proposal."

"I will embark on another journey with this joy and contentment. Don't be sad or blame yourself. Only when you are happy can I feel relieved."

Bai Jing took out a handkerchief from his arms and opened it tremblingly. The tears on his face dripped down, staining the silk with a deeper color.

He slowly unfolded the silk, and it turned out to be a small peace charm.

Bai Jing put the peace talisman into Cui's hand.

But Cui couldn't hold it anymore, her fingers had no strength.

Bai Jing choked up and said, "It's always you who speaks, and it's my turn."

"Susu, do you think I didn't notice you that day? You were holding a pink fan, your smile was as bright as a flower, and your cheeks were even more moving than the spring scenery."

"You are such a lovely girl, you speak softly and have a smile on your face that can make people's hearts turn to water."

"I deliberately galloped in front of you, deliberately made myself appear heroic, and tried every means to attract your attention."

"Every subsequent encounter was a situation I deliberately created. I approached you cautiously and happily."

"Later we became husband and wife, and all the happiness came so naturally and so precious."

"But I always feel that I didn't cherish you properly... Susu, I went to the City God's Temple to ask for a peace charm. I told myself to cheer up quickly and become a big tree that you can rely on."

"We will have children, grow old together, support each other in this difficult and troubled world, and be happy forever... But I haven't loved you enough, so why did you say you were leaving me?"

(End of this chapter)