I seek death to dominate the world of immortality

Chapter 1: The social animal wants to die after passing through the book

Thunder billowed and dark clouds covered the sky.

Su Cheng turned his back to the abyss and fell rapidly.

"A Cheng!"

The man knelt and sat on the edge of the cliff, crying heartbrokenly.

Su Cheng looked at the people getting further and further away from her on the edge of the cliff, with a peaceful smile on her lips.

It's done, it's done, it's absolutely done this time.

She, Su Cheng, spent a whole year trying to die after passing through the book, and finally set foot on her way home.

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She was an ordinary social worker, living in a small single-room rental house an hour away from the company by subway.

She was sitting on the subway on a dark and windy night in that month, when she came home late from overtime work.

The left hand holds the promotion news, and the right hand holds the freshly produced test sheet.

Advanced gastric cancer.

The doctor tactfully revealed that she only had one month to live.

She raised her middle finger and asked the sky, why was it that she struggled to survive, worked hard to make progress, and finally had some hope, but why was she dealt such a fatal blow?
However, at this moment, a pop-up window suddenly popped up on the phone screen.

She opened it irritably, but her fingers slipped and she clicked in by mistake.

Immediately afterwards, a male channel about cultivating immortality popped up in the pop-up window.

She wanted to quit, but her phone was stuck with a bug. Not only could she not turn it off, it also turned pages for her automatically.

She was forced to read it while calling the author stupid, the characters stupid, the boss stupid, Party A stupid, the cancer cells stupid, KFC stupid, and the security guard’s dog also stupid.

The whole world is fucking stupid.

Perhaps her resentment was too heavy and she attracted divine punishment.

God felt that she lacked awe for the world he created, so he wanted her to endure some hardships that ordinary people couldn't endure, so that she could deeply appreciate how beautiful the world she lived in was.

So, she wore books.

The cannon fodder with the same name and surname in this book about male immortality is also bound to a system called 'My fate is up to me and I can't help it'.

The name of this system sounds very inspiring, but it is not cute.

The condition it gives Su Cheng to return home is: to reach the ending of the character's death before the protagonist's plot is completed and the novel ends.

After achieving this ending, not only can she return to her original world, but the cancer cells in her body will also automatically heal.

At that time, the system will also reward her with a body that is immune to all diseases, the kind that will not lose a hair no matter how late she stays up.

He has the physical capital to fight Party A till eternity.

After understanding the mission, Su Cheng's lips curled up.

Isn't death simple?Hit a wall, cut your wrists, drown, jump off a cliff, and we will complete the task for you in minutes.

When she was so confident that she was about to hit her head on a stone on the roadside and die, the system suddenly told her that suicide was a serious violation.

There is another requirement in the mission: the death must be caused by external factors, which means suicide is useless.

And once her actions are judged as suicide, she will be in trouble in the original world.

If you haven't completed the task until the end of the novel, then so be it.

Oh, damn!

Su Cheng took a deep breath. She believed that as long as she was determined and wanted to die, it shouldn't be that difficult.

But reality slapped me in the face.

Although she is dressed as cannon fodder, she is actually a god who bears nine seals and earns a humble living in the mortal world.

A skinny camel is bigger than a horse, and its original divine power has been sealed, but its physique is still stronger than that of a mortal.

In short, it is difficult to die.

It’s funny, in the original world, she didn’t want to die, but the doctor told her that the cancer cells were at an advanced stage and she should cherish this last month.

After wearing the book, she didn't want to live another day.

After repeated attempts and failures, after 108 suicide attempts and 108 failures, this day finally came.

Su Cheng slowly closed her eyes with excitement, feeling the whistling wind in her ears.

She can finally go home!

With a 'bang' sound, a circle of dust rose up from under Su Cheng's body, and his head fell solidly onto a stone.

Then she felt something sticky on the back of her head, and the bones all over her body were broken into pieces.

Wow, what an exciting smell of blood.

Although she is still conscious and did not see her hometown immediately, she thinks it will be soon, maybe 10 minutes at most.

She has been waiting for a year, does she still care about this mere 10 minutes?

Then close your eyes, take a good rest, and wait quietly to go home.

Then time passed by minute by second...

She didn’t know how many 10 minutes this was...

She stared at the sky, feeling that the abyss of several kilometers was playing a trick on her.

Can't you fall to death? !

She soon comforted herself that it didn't matter, even if she didn't fall to death, she could still bleed to death.

No rush, no rush, just wait.

So she closed her eyes peacefully again.

Suddenly there was a rustling sound in the distance. Su Cheng was a little curious and slowly began to look forward to it.

Could it be that her bloody scent attracted the beast?

Hmm... She is white and tender, and looks delicious. No carnivore can refuse a beauty like her.

If you can't die even if you lose too much blood, then dedicating your body to small animals is one way.This is double insurance.

It's done, it's done, it's definitely done this time.

Su Cheng heard the footsteps approaching from far away and opened her eyes excitedly.

Then, she saw a pair of round eyes looking at her curiously.

"are you human?"

The one who spoke was a little baby.

Tsk, how can this kid talk?
Wait, where did the children come from in such a desolate place as Shiguyuan?
Forget it.

Su Cheng closed her eyes and said nothing. In this exciting moment of returning home, no one could disturb her.

Little Milkman pushed her and asked, "You must be a human, right? And you're still a man."

Su Cheng was wearing men's clothes, so I don't blame him for admitting his mistake.

When she first entered this world, her original body had been starved to death. She looked very embarrassed and did not look like a girl, so she was mistaken for a man and took her home as her son.

At that time, she thought she would be able to go home soon and didn't care about everything here, so she didn't clarify the misunderstanding. Later, the misunderstanding became deeper and deeper, and she didn't bother to clarify it.

Little Baby: "Man, what's your name?"

Su Cheng: ...

It's a bit strange to be called that by a child.

She corrected her, "You can call me big brother."

"Okay, big brother."

"Wow, big brother, you lost a lot of blood, are you going to die?"

Why is your tone a little excited?

The little baby was chirping in Su Cheng's ears. She couldn't stand it anymore. She opened her eyes, filled with sadness: "Yes, I'm going to die."

"So kid, go play somewhere else and don't disturb my last moments."

The little baby's eyes lit up, "Great!"

Su Cheng: ...

No, what are you happy about?

The little baby excitedly ran to Su Cheng's feet, grabbed her ankles and started dragging her away.

Su Cheng was shocked: "What are you doing?"

Little Milkman: "I'm going to find my grandpa and ask him to save you."

Su Cheng's eyes widened, no, no, you don't have to be so kind!

Wait, this little carrot head is only four years old at most, right?How did you manage to drag a 1.7 meter tall adult like her?

It's a pity that all the bones in her body are shattered into pieces and she can't move at all, otherwise she would have kicked the child high and low.

But she couldn't directly ask this little carrot head to fulfill her wish to die.

Otherwise, it will be judged as suicide by the system.

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Question: How can I speed up the bleeding of a wound?

Waiting online, very anxious.

Su Cheng rolled his eyes and said considerately: "Kid, it's quite tiring for you to drag me with you as an adult. Why don't you take a break."

"I'm very strong, I'm not tired."

As he said that, Milkman continued to drag her nearly 1 meter body forward.

Su Cheng looked at the sky and was about to cry, "But I'm very tired. Can you stop and let me rest for a while."

If it drags on any longer, the skin on the back will be almost worn away, even if the person is not dead.

"Brother, you are such a big man, why are you still afraid of getting tired? Just hold on, we will be there soon."

After that, he continued to drag her.

Su Cheng was speechless.

There was only the sound of clothes rubbing against the sand.

No, she can't sit still.

"I'm so thirsty and hungry. If I don't eat and drink something, I'm going to die."

"Kid, go get me something to eat."

"Okay." The little baby said helplessly, but still let go of her ankles.

Su Cheng expressed his relief, "What a kind and good boy. Go quickly, I will wait for you here."

"Oh, by the way, I want to eat white rice."

Where can I get white rice in this wilderness?
Yes, she did it on purpose.

She wanted to die while Little Carrot Head was searching for white rice all over the world.

The little baby agreed: "I know."

Su Cheng smiled kindly: "What a good boy."

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw the little milk baby sticking out his buttocks and squatting down.

Then he slowly transformed into a ball of white feathers. Then he stretched his body and opened his two big wings with a swish.

The big wings swept out a gust of wind, blowing sand all over Su Cheng's face.

She stared at a small crane hovering in the sky and couldn't help but say: "Fuck you."

(End of this chapter)