concubine does not accompany
Chapter 263
Huan Feng's pink and white but stubborn face at the age of 12 kept flashing in his mind, Murong Jue wished he could kill himself.
He has always been proud of himself, and even dismissed the throne, let alone the eyes of those irrelevant people?
He has been doing his own way for so many years, never caring what others think of him, saying that he is weak, useless, or a sick person, for the sake of Shangguan's warmth, he bears so many reputations that are considered insulting to men, He never cared.However, in the face of Huan Feng's feelings, he really became a coward, and he really didn't dare to face it.
"Don't look for it!" Yu Fang had been looking at him for a long time, and finally spoke, cold and cheerless, strikingly similar to Huan Feng, "I've already looked for it, but I couldn't find anything except this." As she spoke, she opened her mouth. In the palm of his hand lay half a jade pendant with red tassels.
Murong Jue rushed forward and snatched the jade pendant, holding it tightly in his hands, as if he wanted to crush the jade pendant before he was willing.
"No, it's impossible, it's impossible!" He suddenly yelled crazily, and he slashed at the stone walls on both sides desperately. The broken stones fell down one after another and landed on him and Yu Fang, but neither of them hid.It's just that the thickness of the stone wall is far beyond their imagination. Although Murong Jue's inner strength is profound, he still can't find a way out.Naturally, he wasn't looking for a way out, he was just about to collapse when he saw the jade pendant that Huan Feng had been wearing since childhood.He leaned against the stone wall weakly, his body was covered with dust, "No, no, Xiaofeng won't die..."
How could this be?How could God be so cruel?If one person must die, it is he who should die.
Seeing his decadent and desperate appearance, Yu Fang didn't show any sympathy or pity at all, instead she sneered, "What's the use of being sad and regretting now? When you left him alone, when you married another woman, did you think about it at that time?" How does Xiaofeng feel? If something happens to Xiaofeng, everyone will feel sorry for him, except you, because you are not worthy at all!"
Murong Jue didn't look at him, but held on tightly to the half of the jade pendant, his eyes stared at nothingness without focus.That jade pendant, when he saw Huan Feng for the first time, he saw him carrying it with him, tied with a red ribbon and wrapped in a white veil.He put him close to his body, as precious as an unborn treasure.
Murongjue teased him and said: "Your master is so stingy! If you are afraid of losing it, I should give you a pair of gold bracelets and gold collars. No matter how bad it is, I should give you a complete jade pendant. No matter how good it is, I should choose it." One pick. What is the meaning of giving you half a jade pendant?"
12-year-old Huan Feng is still a child who can easily reveal his emotions. He stared fiercely at Murong Jue, "This is left to me by my father. It is a token that can recognize my mother. It is more precious than any treasure in the world." !"
At that time, Murong Jue didn't know that he was the orphan of the former prince.He just felt stared at by such a pair of eyes, thinking about his previous bad behavior, he felt more like an ignorant child.
Since then, he hasn't mentioned the jade pendant again, but he knows that Huan Feng never leaves him with him, no matter when.
Later, when the abbot told him that Huan Feng was the orphan of the former crown prince, Murong Jue was shocked, and the ideological struggle continued for a long time.After all, he is a member of the Murong family, even if he never intervenes and is not interested in government affairs, he can't just sit idly by and ignore the orphans of the former royal family.In his capacity, he should have directly sent people to encircle Hongye Mountain and kill the abbot who harbored the remnants of the previous dynasty.
But the abbot and him are long-forgotten friends, so it is impossible for him to kill him.As for Huan Feng, at that time he felt that from his pair of pure and pure eyes, he couldn't see any harm in him at all.So he couldn't do it either.So Huan Feng's identity became a secret in his heart, and he never mentioned it over the years.
I remember when he asked the abbot, "Why did you tell me? You know that my position is completely opposite to his, and that fire and water are incompatible."
The abbot twirled his gray beard and smiled unfathomably, "I hope the sixth prince will help me take care of Xiaofeng."
"Hmph, why do you think I'll agree to you?" Murongjue was extremely upset in his heart, he hated that old man's way of playing tricks, as if he could see through everything, but he didn't want to tell you the truth.
The abbot still smiled like a Maitreya Buddha, "I don't need you to promise me, you just know that you can pass your own test." Then he left cheerfully.
Murong Jue didn't take it seriously, but from then on, he inexplicably assumed the role of protecting Huan Feng. He taught him martial arts, and Qinggong was the most serious.He has set up a gossip formation around Hongye Mountain that no one can decipher.He always felt that he did these things only because of the entrustment of the abbot.Today, when he thinks of the abbot's inscrutable smile, he realizes that he is so belated.Presumably, the abbot had seen through his mind back then.
The jade pendant in his hand was tightly nestled, but it was always as cold as ice. It was Huan Feng's most true love, even if he lost it, what would he do?
Thinking of this, Murong Jue didn't dare to think about it, the result was something he couldn't afford.
"Yes, yes, I don't deserve it, I don't deserve it at all." Murong Jue raised his arms to cover his eyes, "I just hope that I can replace him. I just hope that nothing happens to him."
Yu Fang glanced at him, the sneer at the corner of her mouth gradually disappeared, she took out an old sachet from her bosom, inside was also half of a green jade pendant, which was exactly the same as that of Huan Feng.She rubbed the jade pendant lightly, and sighed: "Forget it, don't blame yourself, I think Xiaofeng doesn't want to see you like this. I know my child, since he has recognized you, he will never change for the rest of his life." .Even if you betray him, even if you marry a wife and have children, for him, that feeling will always be there, and it will never change."
That's right, isn't that the Huan Feng he knows?Maybe it's because he knows that no matter what he does, Huan Feng will never leave him alone, so he does so many willful things?Because he knows that no matter how far he goes, as long as he looks back, that person will always be waiting for him, so he will ignore it and act rashly.
Ah!In front of Huan Feng, he has always regarded himself as an adult, and he always feels that he is the one who takes care of others.Now that I think about it, the most willful and childish person is clearly my own.It is the child who will never grow up in his eyes, who has been unconditionally tolerant of all his evil roots.
So Xiaofeng, you must not have anything to do, and you must live well.You can't leave me alone, because no one in this world tolerates everything about me like you do.I know I'm the most selfish person in the world, but you're tolerant of me this time, don't let anything happen!
Because the focus of his concern was entirely on Huan Feng, so that Yu Fang said that Huan Feng was her child, he didn't even notice it, until he put down his arm and saw the half of the jade pendant in Yu Fang's hand, he didn't notice. Surprised by the content of Yu Fang's words just now.He looked at Yu Fang in surprise, "You, no, are you really Xiao Feng's mother?"
Yu Fang didn't speak, but a faint smile curled up on the corner of her mouth. Knowing the change of her identity, or the change of her relationship with Huan Feng, Murong Jue changed her name. gratified.She reached out and handed over half of the jade pendant in her hand, signaling Murong Jue to confirm it.
Murong Jue took it and put it on the half of the jade pendant in his hand, but found that it was completely matched, it was clearly separated from the same piece of jade pendant.
"So you are really an aunt!" Murong Jue held the jade pendant that was two halves of a jade pendant together, and read it softly, not knowing whether he was speaking to himself or Yu Fang. listen.In short, his heart was extremely sad.
He knew that even though Huan Feng never said anything, he still longed to meet his mother in his worried heart.Just like after the abbot passed away, he didn't shed a single tear, but Murong Jue knew that the sadness in his heart was deeper than anyone else's.
But now, finally his mother is in front of him, but his life and death are uncertain.
"Why didn't you tell Xiaofeng? I know that Xiaofeng looks very similar to his father. Auntie, you should have recognized Xiaofeng the first time you saw him. Why didn't you tell him?" Murong Jue said in a tone Disappointment and a touch of blame are clearly revealed in the middle.In his opinion, Yu Fang disrespected Huan Feng by doing so.
Yu Fang shook her head, "I can't recognize him! When I met Xiao Feng, the imperial court was already chasing him. They must know Xiao Feng's identity, so they wanted to get rid of Xiao Feng at all costs. If I and Xiaofeng recognized her, and Huan'er's identity became obvious. I promised Qin'er to protect Huan'er well, otherwise Huan'er would be involved in the grievances of the previous generation. So I can't recognize him."
As the only woman of the former prince, if the previous dynasty still existed, she would be the crown prince and the empress.Her identity was exposed, and the life experience of Yun Qinghuan, whom she had been protecting all along, naturally became not easy.If everyone really investigates, sooner or later they will know that Yun Qinghuan is also the blood of the former royal family.At that time, not only Huan Feng will be hunted down, but Yun Qinghuan will not be spared either.So she knew that her son was in front of her eyes, but she couldn't recognize him.She could only follow him silently and protect him.It's a pity that he was saved every time.
Murong Jue didn't speak, he didn't know whether he should agree or oppose Yu Fang's actions.There was nothing wrong with Yu Liyufang's approach. It would be better to save one first if they put both of them in a dangerous situation.But Yu Qing felt that this was too unfair to Huan Feng.Although he and Yun Qinghuan are also friends, he once changed his principles repeatedly in order to help Yun Qinghuan.But after all, he is just a mortal, and what he loves most in his heart is Huan Feng.
Yu Fang knew what he was thinking, and she couldn't help but smile a little deeper, "I don't think he doesn't know, otherwise he wouldn't use the soul returning pill to save me. Although, he also saved me last time, but at that time I knew , he just practiced Zen since he was a child, and he was compassionate, so he couldn't see death without saving. But this time it was different, he saved me, and he was still worried about my injuries. Although he tried his best not to show it, I knew he Still worried about me. I think he knows!"
Murong Jue was slightly stunned, and then nodded lightly, "Probably so. With his temperament, even if he knows that you are his mother, but knows that you don't want to recognize him, he will pretend not to know. Just Like me, he clearly knows my feelings for him, but he also knows that I am avoiding him, so he doesn't say anything. He has always been like this, he is clearly a child, but he has to pretend to be an adult every time Come on. Sometimes I really hope that he can still be the same as when he was a child. When he thinks that I have done something wrong, he can stare at me and say, scold me, or just fight with me."
When talking about Huan Feng's childhood, Murong Jue's face clearly showed an extremely doting smile, that expression is clearly only shown when thinking of the person he loves the most.
"I should be thankful!" Yu Fang said: "Because I have been with Xiaofeng since he was 12 years old. I also know that you have done everything for him. As a person who has not fulfilled the responsibility of being a mother for a day, I really appreciate all that you have done for my child. But I also think you are very happy, because you see him in a way that I as a mother can never see him in my life. I can only imagine See what he was like when he was young and what kind of life he lived. So I really envy you!"
This is a mother's unique mood, and no one else can understand it.Murong Jue didn't comment either.He just said thank you, but he felt that he couldn't bear it at all.
"Right now, I just hope that Xiaofeng will be fine and live in peace. Nothing else is important." He looked at Yu Fang, his eyes were clear and firm after the storm, "Auntie, if Xiaofeng is alive, I will never run away from my own feelings. If Xiaofeng and I have the same heart, can you help us, Auntie?"
Yu Fang looked into his eyes, not for a moment, then she looked up at the top for a long time, "When Xiao Feng was seriously injured, you guarded him for days and nights, and I knew your feelings for him at that time .To be honest, I don't want to have that kind of relationship between you, because I don't want my child to be pointed at by others. Besides, every time you hurt him, you only understand the regret and realize that you did something wrong. Only then will you understand how important he is to you. Even if I can see it, I don’t want my child to be with this kind of person again. I’m afraid that he will be hurt by you again and again. What’s more, you The relationship between Qing and him is even close. How can I tolerate my child being wronged so much?"
He has always been proud of himself, and even dismissed the throne, let alone the eyes of those irrelevant people?
He has been doing his own way for so many years, never caring what others think of him, saying that he is weak, useless, or a sick person, for the sake of Shangguan's warmth, he bears so many reputations that are considered insulting to men, He never cared.However, in the face of Huan Feng's feelings, he really became a coward, and he really didn't dare to face it.
"Don't look for it!" Yu Fang had been looking at him for a long time, and finally spoke, cold and cheerless, strikingly similar to Huan Feng, "I've already looked for it, but I couldn't find anything except this." As she spoke, she opened her mouth. In the palm of his hand lay half a jade pendant with red tassels.
Murong Jue rushed forward and snatched the jade pendant, holding it tightly in his hands, as if he wanted to crush the jade pendant before he was willing.
"No, it's impossible, it's impossible!" He suddenly yelled crazily, and he slashed at the stone walls on both sides desperately. The broken stones fell down one after another and landed on him and Yu Fang, but neither of them hid.It's just that the thickness of the stone wall is far beyond their imagination. Although Murong Jue's inner strength is profound, he still can't find a way out.Naturally, he wasn't looking for a way out, he was just about to collapse when he saw the jade pendant that Huan Feng had been wearing since childhood.He leaned against the stone wall weakly, his body was covered with dust, "No, no, Xiaofeng won't die..."
How could this be?How could God be so cruel?If one person must die, it is he who should die.
Seeing his decadent and desperate appearance, Yu Fang didn't show any sympathy or pity at all, instead she sneered, "What's the use of being sad and regretting now? When you left him alone, when you married another woman, did you think about it at that time?" How does Xiaofeng feel? If something happens to Xiaofeng, everyone will feel sorry for him, except you, because you are not worthy at all!"
Murong Jue didn't look at him, but held on tightly to the half of the jade pendant, his eyes stared at nothingness without focus.That jade pendant, when he saw Huan Feng for the first time, he saw him carrying it with him, tied with a red ribbon and wrapped in a white veil.He put him close to his body, as precious as an unborn treasure.
Murongjue teased him and said: "Your master is so stingy! If you are afraid of losing it, I should give you a pair of gold bracelets and gold collars. No matter how bad it is, I should give you a complete jade pendant. No matter how good it is, I should choose it." One pick. What is the meaning of giving you half a jade pendant?"
12-year-old Huan Feng is still a child who can easily reveal his emotions. He stared fiercely at Murong Jue, "This is left to me by my father. It is a token that can recognize my mother. It is more precious than any treasure in the world." !"
At that time, Murong Jue didn't know that he was the orphan of the former prince.He just felt stared at by such a pair of eyes, thinking about his previous bad behavior, he felt more like an ignorant child.
Since then, he hasn't mentioned the jade pendant again, but he knows that Huan Feng never leaves him with him, no matter when.
Later, when the abbot told him that Huan Feng was the orphan of the former crown prince, Murong Jue was shocked, and the ideological struggle continued for a long time.After all, he is a member of the Murong family, even if he never intervenes and is not interested in government affairs, he can't just sit idly by and ignore the orphans of the former royal family.In his capacity, he should have directly sent people to encircle Hongye Mountain and kill the abbot who harbored the remnants of the previous dynasty.
But the abbot and him are long-forgotten friends, so it is impossible for him to kill him.As for Huan Feng, at that time he felt that from his pair of pure and pure eyes, he couldn't see any harm in him at all.So he couldn't do it either.So Huan Feng's identity became a secret in his heart, and he never mentioned it over the years.
I remember when he asked the abbot, "Why did you tell me? You know that my position is completely opposite to his, and that fire and water are incompatible."
The abbot twirled his gray beard and smiled unfathomably, "I hope the sixth prince will help me take care of Xiaofeng."
"Hmph, why do you think I'll agree to you?" Murongjue was extremely upset in his heart, he hated that old man's way of playing tricks, as if he could see through everything, but he didn't want to tell you the truth.
The abbot still smiled like a Maitreya Buddha, "I don't need you to promise me, you just know that you can pass your own test." Then he left cheerfully.
Murong Jue didn't take it seriously, but from then on, he inexplicably assumed the role of protecting Huan Feng. He taught him martial arts, and Qinggong was the most serious.He has set up a gossip formation around Hongye Mountain that no one can decipher.He always felt that he did these things only because of the entrustment of the abbot.Today, when he thinks of the abbot's inscrutable smile, he realizes that he is so belated.Presumably, the abbot had seen through his mind back then.
The jade pendant in his hand was tightly nestled, but it was always as cold as ice. It was Huan Feng's most true love, even if he lost it, what would he do?
Thinking of this, Murong Jue didn't dare to think about it, the result was something he couldn't afford.
"Yes, yes, I don't deserve it, I don't deserve it at all." Murong Jue raised his arms to cover his eyes, "I just hope that I can replace him. I just hope that nothing happens to him."
Yu Fang glanced at him, the sneer at the corner of her mouth gradually disappeared, she took out an old sachet from her bosom, inside was also half of a green jade pendant, which was exactly the same as that of Huan Feng.She rubbed the jade pendant lightly, and sighed: "Forget it, don't blame yourself, I think Xiaofeng doesn't want to see you like this. I know my child, since he has recognized you, he will never change for the rest of his life." .Even if you betray him, even if you marry a wife and have children, for him, that feeling will always be there, and it will never change."
That's right, isn't that the Huan Feng he knows?Maybe it's because he knows that no matter what he does, Huan Feng will never leave him alone, so he does so many willful things?Because he knows that no matter how far he goes, as long as he looks back, that person will always be waiting for him, so he will ignore it and act rashly.
Ah!In front of Huan Feng, he has always regarded himself as an adult, and he always feels that he is the one who takes care of others.Now that I think about it, the most willful and childish person is clearly my own.It is the child who will never grow up in his eyes, who has been unconditionally tolerant of all his evil roots.
So Xiaofeng, you must not have anything to do, and you must live well.You can't leave me alone, because no one in this world tolerates everything about me like you do.I know I'm the most selfish person in the world, but you're tolerant of me this time, don't let anything happen!
Because the focus of his concern was entirely on Huan Feng, so that Yu Fang said that Huan Feng was her child, he didn't even notice it, until he put down his arm and saw the half of the jade pendant in Yu Fang's hand, he didn't notice. Surprised by the content of Yu Fang's words just now.He looked at Yu Fang in surprise, "You, no, are you really Xiao Feng's mother?"
Yu Fang didn't speak, but a faint smile curled up on the corner of her mouth. Knowing the change of her identity, or the change of her relationship with Huan Feng, Murong Jue changed her name. gratified.She reached out and handed over half of the jade pendant in her hand, signaling Murong Jue to confirm it.
Murong Jue took it and put it on the half of the jade pendant in his hand, but found that it was completely matched, it was clearly separated from the same piece of jade pendant.
"So you are really an aunt!" Murong Jue held the jade pendant that was two halves of a jade pendant together, and read it softly, not knowing whether he was speaking to himself or Yu Fang. listen.In short, his heart was extremely sad.
He knew that even though Huan Feng never said anything, he still longed to meet his mother in his worried heart.Just like after the abbot passed away, he didn't shed a single tear, but Murong Jue knew that the sadness in his heart was deeper than anyone else's.
But now, finally his mother is in front of him, but his life and death are uncertain.
"Why didn't you tell Xiaofeng? I know that Xiaofeng looks very similar to his father. Auntie, you should have recognized Xiaofeng the first time you saw him. Why didn't you tell him?" Murong Jue said in a tone Disappointment and a touch of blame are clearly revealed in the middle.In his opinion, Yu Fang disrespected Huan Feng by doing so.
Yu Fang shook her head, "I can't recognize him! When I met Xiao Feng, the imperial court was already chasing him. They must know Xiao Feng's identity, so they wanted to get rid of Xiao Feng at all costs. If I and Xiaofeng recognized her, and Huan'er's identity became obvious. I promised Qin'er to protect Huan'er well, otherwise Huan'er would be involved in the grievances of the previous generation. So I can't recognize him."
As the only woman of the former prince, if the previous dynasty still existed, she would be the crown prince and the empress.Her identity was exposed, and the life experience of Yun Qinghuan, whom she had been protecting all along, naturally became not easy.If everyone really investigates, sooner or later they will know that Yun Qinghuan is also the blood of the former royal family.At that time, not only Huan Feng will be hunted down, but Yun Qinghuan will not be spared either.So she knew that her son was in front of her eyes, but she couldn't recognize him.She could only follow him silently and protect him.It's a pity that he was saved every time.
Murong Jue didn't speak, he didn't know whether he should agree or oppose Yu Fang's actions.There was nothing wrong with Yu Liyufang's approach. It would be better to save one first if they put both of them in a dangerous situation.But Yu Qing felt that this was too unfair to Huan Feng.Although he and Yun Qinghuan are also friends, he once changed his principles repeatedly in order to help Yun Qinghuan.But after all, he is just a mortal, and what he loves most in his heart is Huan Feng.
Yu Fang knew what he was thinking, and she couldn't help but smile a little deeper, "I don't think he doesn't know, otherwise he wouldn't use the soul returning pill to save me. Although, he also saved me last time, but at that time I knew , he just practiced Zen since he was a child, and he was compassionate, so he couldn't see death without saving. But this time it was different, he saved me, and he was still worried about my injuries. Although he tried his best not to show it, I knew he Still worried about me. I think he knows!"
Murong Jue was slightly stunned, and then nodded lightly, "Probably so. With his temperament, even if he knows that you are his mother, but knows that you don't want to recognize him, he will pretend not to know. Just Like me, he clearly knows my feelings for him, but he also knows that I am avoiding him, so he doesn't say anything. He has always been like this, he is clearly a child, but he has to pretend to be an adult every time Come on. Sometimes I really hope that he can still be the same as when he was a child. When he thinks that I have done something wrong, he can stare at me and say, scold me, or just fight with me."
When talking about Huan Feng's childhood, Murong Jue's face clearly showed an extremely doting smile, that expression is clearly only shown when thinking of the person he loves the most.
"I should be thankful!" Yu Fang said: "Because I have been with Xiaofeng since he was 12 years old. I also know that you have done everything for him. As a person who has not fulfilled the responsibility of being a mother for a day, I really appreciate all that you have done for my child. But I also think you are very happy, because you see him in a way that I as a mother can never see him in my life. I can only imagine See what he was like when he was young and what kind of life he lived. So I really envy you!"
This is a mother's unique mood, and no one else can understand it.Murong Jue didn't comment either.He just said thank you, but he felt that he couldn't bear it at all.
"Right now, I just hope that Xiaofeng will be fine and live in peace. Nothing else is important." He looked at Yu Fang, his eyes were clear and firm after the storm, "Auntie, if Xiaofeng is alive, I will never run away from my own feelings. If Xiaofeng and I have the same heart, can you help us, Auntie?"
Yu Fang looked into his eyes, not for a moment, then she looked up at the top for a long time, "When Xiao Feng was seriously injured, you guarded him for days and nights, and I knew your feelings for him at that time .To be honest, I don't want to have that kind of relationship between you, because I don't want my child to be pointed at by others. Besides, every time you hurt him, you only understand the regret and realize that you did something wrong. Only then will you understand how important he is to you. Even if I can see it, I don’t want my child to be with this kind of person again. I’m afraid that he will be hurt by you again and again. What’s more, you The relationship between Qing and him is even close. How can I tolerate my child being wronged so much?"
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